St. Petersburg

[Intro][Esoterical]
Last night still stuck here in my veins,
But I try to keep my head up,
But it's harder today.

[Verse1][jD]
Its dark and I'm under the covers,
I think its raining outside, do you hear it? its lovely,
I think its raining outside,
A little bag of cocaine, cigarettes and lies,
No need to go outside, its raining outside,
Figured out her middle name inside a paper napkin,
And i kissed it, its worth a kiss,
Its worth a kiss, its worth a fucking, kiss,
Cause the rainy days they come and go,
But i slowly drown myself away,
Let go in small doses, uneventful depression,
Theres only static on the other line,
She said she loves me, I know shes lying,
Will she forgive me?
Cause now I drink away the bad thoughts,
Wash away the bad thoughts,
Drown away the bad thoughts,
No more bad thoughts.

[Chorus2x][jD]
I can be your poison or i can make you feel right,
I can make you love me,
You'll never ever think twice,
I can make you howl I'll never hurt ya,
Lets get down to business 100 percent liquid courage.

[Verse2][Esoterical]
Blurred,
The rain is dripping down hard outside of my window,
But today the world doesn't mean a thing,
Blinds wide open, gray keeps the dilated wandering,
Under these covers,
I'm mixed with the scent of ex-lovers and southern comfort,
Craving affection in my self-loathing,
I'm going through denial then acceptance,
I'm here again, yes I'm here again,
Locked inside of my bottle, these walls are not my friends,
I'm far from functional, breathing those easy tears,
Life is too real for me in this state, I like to feel far away,
Crosses hang above me to nail in the shame,
But I'm not feeling guilty just yet,
I touch my face but it doesn't feel the same,
I'm alone in this room,
Feeling like I'm dancing with the lions,
When I'm just facing some demons

[Chorus2x][jD]
I can be your poison or i can make you feel right,
I can make you love me,
You'll never ever think twice,
I can make you howl I'll never hurt ya,
Lets get down to business 100 percent liquid courage.

[Verse3][jD]
Tossing and turning, predicting and warning,
Warning a warning of, unoriginally,
Letters from Russia trapped in my head,
And when i speak, only you can hear them,
And now I close my eyes and listen for the beat to kick in,
Suck and swallow, allow the drink to kick in,
Cause I got friends in low places, you shallow bitch,
I'm hard to kill, rain beats down my window sill,
But I'm great with children, and i love animals,
I'm not a liar, its not genetic,
Its people i hate, and the values I have,
The values they lack, the values this, the values that,
So i drink these mother fuckers straight to hell,
Will you be there when I fall?
Its still dark and I'm still under the covers,
So you can drink your dirty values straight to hell,
But I'm keeping my pills mother fucker.

[Chorus3x][jD]
I can be your poison or i can make you feel right,
I can make you love me,
You'll never ever think twice,
I can make you howl I'll never hurt ya,
Lets get down to business 100 percent liquid courage,
I can make you howl,
I can make you howl,
I can make you howl,
Ill never hurt ya,
I can make you scream,
I can make you scream,
I can make you scream,
100 percent liquid courage.