A Stands For Aboulia

[Intro][Ava Victoria]
I love you,
I love Joshia.

[Verse1][jD]
See you can try now,
But you gonna never forget it,
Fucked up a lot, but you gonna never regret it,
Depression hurts but you love it,
Now its time you accept it,
You keep on trying to escape it,
Without embracing the questions,
In and out of hospitals, off and on of pills,
You kept it in and out of suicide, me off and on my heels,
Cant sleep when I think about you, maybe I'm foolish,
I just hope that you hang in there,
Don't do anything stupid.

[Chorus][jD & Ava Victoria]
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant do it anymore,
I cant take it anymore,
Don't call me.

[Verse2][jD]
See I love it when your afraid,
Stress sets in, gives you motivation,
But the stress must end,
Cause your fucking it up, and the stress does things,
I'm begging you, give the stress up please,
A bright child you always were, but it seems right now,
Your always hurt,
And now I'm forced to sit here and think and count the days,
While you contemplate the cuttings, in countless ways,
I keep you close in my heart, because you walk on the edge,
You were close from the start, you mean a lot in the end,
I know you've lost a lot of your friends to suicide and gun fire,
Lost a lot of good men, quiet,
I hold you close when its quiet, I'm scarred for you,
I hate you when your like this, despite this,
I really do care for you,
But please trust me it'll be all right, I'm there for you,
Please trust me, it'll be all right.

[Chorus][jD & Ava Victoria]
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant do it anymore,
I cant take it anymore,
Don't call me.

[Verse3][jD]
How the fuck do i say goodbye?
You cry when you drive home, Ill never trust you,
Violent towards yourself with your high hopes,
You claim your all all right,
But i can see it when your down, its not the same,
I see it when your down, you grow afraid,
I can feel it when your down, I can relate,
See I'm the same when I'm down,
But Josh you scare me sometimes,
You step behind that wheel,
You push that pedal to the floor,
And force the horse to squeal, and i forget it,
I regret it, fall fast a sleep, but you live it and you test it,
Haul ass and weave, push it well past 130 windows down,
Breathe the fresh air with the windows down,
No glass to fly through, the windows down.

[Chorus][jD & Ava Victoria]
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, cant do it anymore,
I cant take it anymore,
Don't call me.
(Scream your fucking lungs out, with the windows down,
Regardless I'm pulling for you, I'm right here,
I'm praying for you, I'm right here,
I keep a page for you, I'm right here,
Meet the maker for me, ill be waiting right here)

[Verse4][jD]
Give me something to fall back on,
A little piece of hope to fall back on,
Not the fucking medication that you've fallen back on,
Enough is enough, your past is all that's wrong,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it anymore don't call me,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it anymore don't call me,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it anymore,
I cant take it anymore, I cant take it,
Just learn to fucking deal and don't call me.