Trauma

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

jikan nante mono wa totemo toki toshite zankoku de
demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete

hito wo motome yamanai no wa isshun no kaihou ga
yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katte iru kara

ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae ki zukanai mama de
toorisugite kita watashi wa kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kuzu wo
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte
sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara

muda na mono afurete shimatta mono yaku tatanai mono mo
mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne

shiawase no kijun wa itsumo jibun no mono sashi de kimete kita kara

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hirakidashita toshitemo
anata nara dare ni misereru watashi nara ano hito ni misetai