Luyện nghe bài hát Richard I'm Dying

Richard, I'm sorry, do you hear me when i
I've aged a couple and grown a lot more bitter,
life hasn't really out for me,
its worked out for you and the family,
Cause for us fuck man its a long haul,
with out bad aint no luck at all,
I miss you man, more you could ever understand,
we had it rough, but you had it bad,
I'm that your holding on, cause I'm not,
I'm that your doing well, cause I'm not,
couple ago, the weeks went slow,
picked up the pills and my showed,
I'm addicted, started four back,
but no need for bullshit the is the past,
i wish i had a number an to reach you,
in all honesty, ill never see you,
last time we two years back,
on the for ten minutes, ten lousy fucking minutes,
It breaks my heart, I to know it breaks the both of ours,
you cried, I cried,
I love her and i miss her, she was to you,
she did everything for me too, I the funeral,
I prayed night,
I prayed every other for the rest of my life,
Richard, if I told you I'm dying?
What if i told you I know dying feels like?
would you be mad? what can buy?
please me,
remember weekends, you me my and my dad,
the on Harrison, the fights and the laughs,
times sure change the is now gone,
Christopher got sick and struggles to on,
months in the hospital the look in his eyes,
every day lost the quieter the cries,
hooked up on for two years,
my mom every night for two years,
I to save him so bad, I cant take it,
twenty something a day he tries to hide them when he can,
and my dad man, the guy you so much,
loves cocaine then his kids, he left us both,
and took man I'm scared man,
leaving violent voicemail's, I with a machete in my bed,
when its quiet i cry, when its i cry, that mother of mine,
we saw much, raising us full time,
trying to turn things around, I got a now,
name is Nicole, she a lot,
i her about you, i cried in her arms,
she means a lot, i don't have the to give her,
she can see it in my eyes, She I'm scared,
I cry when I her I miss her when I'm with her,
God don't let me her down, keep her close, keep her safe,
God let me drag her down, God don't let me drag her down,
I'm fucked up, got a bottle in my system, please me,
God let me drag her down.