Luyện nghe bài hát Richard I'm Dying

Richard, I'm sorry, do you hear me when i
I've a couple years and grown a lot more bitter,
life hasn't really out for me,
its worked out for you and the family,
Cause for us fuck man its been a haul,
with out bad aint no luck at all,
I miss you man, more then you ever understand,
we had it rough, but you had it bad,
I'm hoping that holding on, cause I'm not,
I'm hoping that doing well, cause I'm not,
couple weeks ago, the went slow,
picked up the and my weakness showed,
I'm addicted, started four back,
but no need for bullshit the is the past,
i wish i had a number an to reach you,
in all honesty, ill never see you,
last time we talked two back,
on the for ten minutes, ten lousy fucking minutes,
It breaks my heart, I hope to know it breaks the of ours,
you cried, I cried,
I love her and i her, she was everything to you,
she did for me too, I missed the funeral,
I that night,
I prayed other night for the rest of my life,
Richard, what if I told you I'm
What if i told you I know what dying like?
would you be mad? can happiness buy?
please me,
weekends, you me my brother and my dad,
the house on Harrison, the and the laughs,
times change the house is now gone,
Christopher got and struggles to hold on,
spent in the hospital the look in his eyes,
every day hopes lost the the cries,
hooked up on for two years,
my mom every night for two years,
I want to save him so bad, I cant it,
twenty something pills a day he tries to them when he can,
and my dad man, the guy you so much,
loves cocaine more then his kids, he us both,
and bear man I'm scared man,
violent voicemail's, I sleep with a machete in my bed,
when its quiet i cry, when its silent i cry, mother of mine,
we saw much, raising us full time,
trying to turn around, I got a girl now,
name is Nicole, she a lot,
i told her you, i cried in her arms,
she a lot, i don't have the word to give her,
she can see it in my eyes, She I'm scared,
I cry when I leave her I miss her when I'm her,
God don't let me drag her down, keep her close, her safe,
God let me drag her down, God don't let me drag her down,
I'm fucked up, got a in my system, please save me,
God let me drag her down.