Luyện nghe bài hát Richard I'm Dying

Richard, I'm sorry, do you hear me when i
I've aged a years and grown a lot more bitter,
life hasn't worked out for me,
its worked out for you and the family,
Cause for us fuck man its been a haul,
out bad luck aint no luck at all,
I you man, more then you could ever understand,
we had it rough, but you had it bad,
I'm that your holding on, cause I'm not,
I'm that your doing well, cause I'm not,
weeks ago, the weeks went slow,
picked up the pills and my showed,
I'm addicted, started four back,
but no for bullshit the past is the past,
i wish i had a number an to reach you,
in all honesty, ill never see you,
time we talked two years back,
on the phone for ten minutes, ten lousy minutes,
It my heart, I hope to know it breaks the both of ours,
you cried, I cried,
I love her and i her, she was everything to you,
she did everything for me too, I the funeral,
I prayed night,
I prayed other night for the rest of my life,
Richard, if I told you I'm dying?
if i told you I know what dying feels like?
would you be mad? what can happiness
please me,
remember weekends, you me my and my dad,
the on Harrison, the fights and the laughs,
times sure the house is now gone,
Christopher got sick and to hold on,
spent in the hospital the look in his eyes,
day hopes lost the quieter the cries,
hooked up on for two years,
my mom every night for two years,
I want to save him so bad, I cant it,
something pills a day he tries to hide them when he can,
and my dad man, the guy you so much,
loves cocaine more then his kids, he us both,
and took man I'm scared man,
leaving violent voicemail's, I sleep a machete in my bed,
when its quiet i cry, when its silent i cry, that of mine,
we saw much, raising us full time,
to turn things around, I got a girl now,
name is Nicole, she a lot,
i told her you, i cried in her arms,
she means a lot, i don't have the to give her,
she can see it in my eyes, She I'm scared,
I cry when I leave her I miss her when I'm her,
God let me drag her down, keep her close, keep her safe,
God don't let me drag her down, God let me drag her down,
I'm up, got a bottle in my system, please save me,
God don't let me her down.