Luyện nghe bài hát Richard I'm Dying

Richard, I'm sorry, do you hear me i whisper?
aged a couple years and grown a lot more bitter,
life really worked out for me,
its worked out for you and the family,
Cause for us fuck man its a long haul,
with out bad aint no luck at all,
I miss you man, more then you ever understand,
we had it rough, but you had it bad,
I'm hoping that your holding on, I'm not,
I'm hoping your doing well, cause I'm not,
couple weeks ago, the went slow,
up the pills and my weakness showed,
I'm addicted, started years back,
but no for bullshit the past is the past,
i i had a number an address to reach you,
in all honesty, ill probably see you,
last we talked two years back,
on the phone for ten minutes, ten lousy minutes,
It breaks my heart, I hope to know it the both of ours,
you cried, I cried,
I love her and i her, she was everything to you,
she did for me too, I missed the funeral,
I prayed night,
I prayed every night for the rest of my life,
Richard, if I told you I'm dying?
What if i told you I know what feels like?
would you be mad? what can buy?
please me,
weekends, you me my brother and my dad,
the on Harrison, the fights and the laughs,
times sure change the is now gone,
got sick and struggles to hold on,
spent months in the hospital the in his eyes,
every day hopes lost the the cries,
up on IV's for two years,
my mom cried night for two years,
I want to him so bad, I cant take it,
twenty something pills a day he tries to hide when he can,
and my dad man, the guy you so much,
loves cocaine then his kids, he left us both,
and took man I'm scared man,
leaving violent voicemail's, I sleep with a in my bed,
its quiet i cry, when its silent i cry, that mother of mine,
we saw much, raising us full time,
trying to turn around, I got a girl now,
name is Nicole, she a lot,
i told her you, i cried in her arms,
she means a lot, i don't have the word to her,
she can see it in my eyes, She I'm scared,
I cry when I her I miss her when I'm with her,
God don't let me drag her down, her close, keep her safe,
God let me drag her down, God don't let me drag her down,
I'm fucked up, got a bottle in my system, save me,
God don't let me her down.