Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and dont it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves suicide, when they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get on every street,
every single worry, Just a time to clear my mind,
Try my best to disappear, May not it back tonight,
Left my cell phone and my on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen from my apartment, still heading south.
but a couple dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head full of blame, I cant escape,
Cause I made a mistake, And I that now,
the past in the past, But i dont know how,
Keep on for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It seems with every song I write, The get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up while shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
Store fronts the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I wanna look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I him,
Just know is gonna be all right,
I cant at night when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I almost lost you both, I almost lost you both,
The burdens of this cold night are effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the that I deal with,
my eyes and get on, I pray for those that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Positive, Smiling for just one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no sunshine

I hold my head up, I aint cried yet,
I would have said goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, comfort in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to smile I reminisce,
my head as I sit on this bench,
Day light past as I try to get a grip,
Im writing and driving, Trying to get my on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary they passed out when they buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In sync the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that this is through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, That the second one slips past,
Before I notice it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the farthest I can from place,
The day I stare at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that home movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
backs of frozen laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my last words my breath,
Hoping how theyll make there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im I didnt know you better,
in peace,
Say to the rest of the family we got holding spots in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For those with no [3x]