Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and dont it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, when feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a to clear my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
my cell phone and my keys on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen blocks my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head full of blame, I cant escape,
I made a mistake, And I know that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i know how,
Keep on searching for the courage, But Im at a of words,
It seems with song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
fronts display the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I love him,
know everything is gonna be all right,
I cant sleep at when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I lost you both, Yeah I almost lost you both,
The burdens of this cold night are taking effect, And I can them,
But any way to the troubles that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I for those that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, Smiling for one time,
But say a prayer,
For with no sunshine [3x]

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would said goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to when I reminisce,
Drop my head as I sit on bench,
Day light slips as I try to get a grip,
Im writing and driving, Trying to get my mind on else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause theres I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary that they passed out when buried you,
Its to wither and fade, In sync with the pain,
I drop my head and to accept that this is really through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, That the second one slips past,
Before I even it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the I can from this place,
The day I stare at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that home made memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of laughs and photographs,
Im my last words under my breath,
Hoping some how make there way to you,
I wanna say I love you,
Im I didnt know you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the we got holding spots in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For with no sunshine [3x]