Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and dont know it, Of do I pass the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, when they feel
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get lost on street,
Forget every single worry, Just a to clear my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
Left my phone and my keys on the kitchen counter,
blocks from my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head of blame, I just cant escape,
Cause I made a mistake, And I know now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
on searching for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It seems with song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
Store display the seasons and the colors,
blinded, With the nights lights,
I wanna look my brother in the eyes, And him I love him,
Just know everything is be all right,
I cant sleep at night when your scared, I you to smile,
Honestly, I need you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I almost lost you both, Yeah I almost you both,
The burdens of cold night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I pray for those I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, Smiling for one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no [3x]

I hold my head up, I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would have said goodbye, Feeling my are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, comfort in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to smile I reminisce,
Drop my head as I sit on bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im guilty, Cause theres nothing I can do to help,
Im the rosary that they passed out when they buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In with the pain,
I drop my and start to accept that this is really through,
The first tear and its burning so bad, That the second one slips right past,
Before I even notice it, An passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the farthest I can from place,
The day I stare at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I real silent to that home made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play of frozen laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my words under my breath,
Hoping some how theyll make way to you,
I wanna say I love you,
Im sorry I didnt you better,
in peace,
Say to the rest of the family we got holding spots in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For those with no [3x]