Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and dont it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves suicide, when they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I the avenues, Get lost on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a to clear my mind,
Try my best to disappear, May not make it tonight,
my cell phone and my keys on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen blocks my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a couple and a 67' nickel,
And a head of blame, I just cant escape,
Cause I made a mistake, And I that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It seems with song I write, The fights get worse,
Im and puffin, Coughing up while window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
Store display the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I wanna look my in the eyes, And tell him I love him,
Just everything is gonna be all right,
I cant at night when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I need you to smile,
Cause you and are all I ever had,
I almost lost you both, Yeah I almost you both,
The burdens of this cold are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the troubles that I with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I pray for that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, Smiling for one time,
But say a prayer,
For with no sunshine [3x]

I hold my head up, I aint cried yet,
I would have said goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to when I reminisce,
my head as I sit on this bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im writing and driving, Trying to get my mind on else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause theres I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary that they passed out when buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In sync the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that is really through,
The tear falls and its burning so bad, That the second one slips right past,
Before I notice it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the farthest I can this place,
The next day I at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my words under my breath,
Hoping some how theyll make way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im sorry I didnt you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the family we got holding in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For with no sunshine [3x]