Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have and dont know it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do commit suicide, when they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I the avenues, Get lost on every street,
Forget single worry, Just a time to clear my mind,
Try my best to disappear, May not it back tonight,
Left my cell phone and my keys on the counter,
blocks from my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head full of blame, I cant escape,
Cause I a mistake, And I know that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on searching for the courage, But Im at a of words,
It seems every song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, up while window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lanterns lit lights,
Store fronts the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I wanna look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I him,
Just everything is gonna be all right,
I cant sleep at night when your scared, I you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I almost lost you both, Yeah I lost you both,
The burdens of cold night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I for those that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So many names remain, Im done this blame,
Staying Positive, for just one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no sunshine

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would have said goodbye, my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, comfort in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to when I reminisce,
Drop my as I sit on this bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im writing and driving, Trying to get my mind on else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, theres nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary that they passed out when buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In with the pain,
I drop my and start to accept that this is really through,
The first falls and its burning so bad, That the second one slips right past,
Before I notice it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the I can from this place,
The next day I stare at picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen silent to that home made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my words under my breath,
Hoping how theyll make there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im sorry I know you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the family we got holding spots in cemetery,
As I say a little
For with no sunshine [3x]