Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and dont know it, Of whom do I the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, when they yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get lost on street,
Forget every single worry, Just a time to my mind,
Try my best to disappear, May not it back tonight,
Left my cell phone and my on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen blocks my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a couple and a 67' nickel,
And a head of blame, I just cant escape,
I made a mistake, And I know that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on searching for the courage, But Im at a of words,
It seems every song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, up while window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
Store fronts the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I love him,
Just know everything is be all right,
I sleep at night when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
Cause you and are all I ever had,
I lost you both, Yeah I almost lost you both,
The of this cold night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I pray for that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So many names remain, Im with this blame,
Positive, Smiling for just one time,
But say a prayer,
For those no sunshine [3x]

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
I would have said goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding comfort in any of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to smile I reminisce,
my head as I sit on this bench,
Day light slips as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary that they passed out they buried you,
Its starting to and fade, In sync with the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that this is through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, That the second one right past,
Before I even it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the I can from this place,
The day I stare at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real to that home made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my last words my breath,
some how theyll make there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im sorry I didnt you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the family we got holding in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For those no sunshine [3x]