Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and know it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, when they yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a to clear my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
my cell phone and my keys on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen blocks from my apartment, still south.
but a couple dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head of blame, I just cant escape,
Cause I a mistake, And I know that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It with every song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up window shopping,
On the trees, lanterns lit with lights,
Store fronts the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, the nights lights,
I wanna my brother in the eyes, And tell him I love him,
Just everything is gonna be all right,
I cant sleep at night when your scared, I you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
Cause you and Bear are all I had,
I almost lost you both, I almost lost you both,
The burdens of this cold night are effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to the troubles that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I pray for those I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, Smiling for one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no sunshine

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would have said goodbye, Feeling my are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding in any type of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to when I reminisce,
my head as I sit on this bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the rosary that they passed out they buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In sync the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that this is through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, the second one slips right past,
Before I even notice it, An passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the farthest I can from place,
The next day I stare at picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to home made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of frozen and photographs,
Im whispering my last words my breath,
Hoping how theyll make there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im sorry I didnt you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the family we got holding in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For those no sunshine [3x]