Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I died and dont know it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a time to my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
Left my cell phone and my on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen from my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a couple and a 67' nickel,
And a full of blame, I just cant escape,
I made a mistake, And I know that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It with every song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, up while window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lanterns lit lights,
Store display the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, With the lights,
I look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I love him,
Just everything is gonna be all right,
I cant sleep at when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I need you to smile,
Cause you and are all I ever had,
I lost you both, Yeah I almost lost you both,
The of this cold night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the troubles that I with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I for those that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So many remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, for just one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no sunshine

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would have goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding comfort in any of connection,
I guess its a blessing, Enough to when I reminisce,
Drop my head as I sit on bench,
Day light slips as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the that they passed out when they buried you,
Its starting to wither and fade, In with the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept this is really through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, the second one slips right past,
I even notice it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And drive the farthest I can from place,
The next day I stare at picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that made movie memory in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of frozen and photographs,
Im whispering my words under my breath,
Hoping how theyll make there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im sorry I didnt you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the family we got holding in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For those with no [3x]