Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have and dont know it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves commit suicide, they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I stroll the avenues, Get on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a time to my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
my cell phone and my keys on the kitchen counter,
Fourteen blocks my apartment, still heading south.
Nothing but a couple and a 67' nickel,
And a head full of blame, I cant escape,
Cause I made a mistake, And I that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i dont how,
Keep on searching for the courage, But Im at a of words,
It seems with song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up while shopping,
On the trees, lanterns lit with lights,
fronts display the seasons and the colors,
Eyes blinded, With the lights,
I wanna look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I him,
Just know everything is be all right,
I cant at night when your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I really you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I lost you both, Yeah I almost lost you both,
The burdens of this night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to the troubles that I deal with,
Wipe my eyes and get on, I pray for that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So many names remain, Im done this blame,
Staying Positive, Smiling for one time,
But say a prayer,
For those no sunshine [3x]

I my head up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I would have said goodbye, Feeling my are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding comfort in any of connection,
I its a blessing, Enough to smile when I reminisce,
Drop my head as I sit on bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, theres nothing I can do to help,
Im holding the that they passed out when they buried you,
Its to wither and fade, In sync with the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that this is through,
The first tear falls and its burning so bad, That the one slips right past,
Before I even notice it, An hour and Im wiping my face,
I in my car, And drive the farthest I can from this place,
The day I stare at your picture frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that home made movie in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play backs of laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my last under my breath,
Hoping some how theyll there way to you,
I just say I love you,
Im I didnt know you better,
in peace,
Say to the rest of the family we got holding spots in that cemetery,
As I say a prayer
For those with no [3x]