Luyện nghe bài hát Lost In Decadence

If I have died and know it, Of whom do I pass the time,
Why do leaves suicide, when they feel yellow?
Ive got no to go, And no one to meet,
So I the avenues, Get lost on every street,
Forget every single worry, Just a to clear my mind,
Try my to disappear, May not make it back tonight,
Left my cell phone and my keys on the counter,
Fourteen blocks from my apartment, still south.
Nothing but a dollars and a 67' nickel,
And a head full of blame, I just escape,
Cause I made a mistake, And I that now,
Leave the past in the past, But i know how,
on searching for the courage, But Im at a loss of words,
It with every song I write, The fights get worse,
Im huffing and puffin, Coughing up window shopping,
On the sidewalk trees, lit with lights,
Store fronts display the and the colors,
Eyes blinded, With the lights,
I wanna look my brother in the eyes, And tell him I him,
know everything is gonna be all right,
I cant sleep at night your scared, I need you to smile,
Honestly, I need you to smile,
you and Bear are all I ever had,
I almost lost you both, Yeah I almost you both,
The burdens of cold night are taking effect, And I can feel them,
But any way to escape the troubles I deal with,
my eyes and get on, I pray for those that I miss,
Richard, Hazel, Grandpa, and James, Grandma,
So names remain, Im done with this blame,
Staying Positive, for just one time,
But say a prayer,
For those with no [3x]

I hold my up, Still I aint cried yet,
Wishing I have said goodbye, Feeling my words are hopeless,
Im trying to pray again, Finding in any type of connection,
I its a blessing, Enough to smile when I reminisce,
Drop my head as I sit on bench,
Day slips past as I try to get a grip,
Im and driving, Trying to get my mind on something else,
But its on my mother,
And Im feeling guilty, Cause theres I can do to help,
Im the rosary that they passed out when they buried you,
Its starting to and fade, In sync with the pain,
I drop my head and start to accept that is really through,
The first tear and its burning so bad, That the second one slips right past,
Before I even it, An hour passes and Im wiping my face,
I jump in my car, And the farthest I can from this place,
The next day I stare at your frame, And wait,
For the to drift,
I listen real silent to that home made movie in my head,
Its all I got left,
Play of frozen laughs and photographs,
Im whispering my last under my breath,
Hoping some how theyll there way to you,
I wanna say I love you,
Im sorry I know you better,
in peace,
Say hello to the rest of the we got holding spots in that cemetery,
As I say a little
For with no sunshine [3x]