I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead

I should have kissed you
one last time
I would have held you
so much longer
If I have known
It would be the last time

If I could forget you
Make all these memories
fade to grey

I would rather not remember
what I foolishly traded

I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead

I should have loved you
more than I did
Living without you
and with your ghost
and you voice
always inside my head
Yeah I couldn't see you
and now I see you everyday
but not with me

It seems real' nice
she makes you smile
like you used to smile at me

I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead

You were right
I'm lying here
wishing you were with me
hoping that you might be
missing me
cause I can't seem to fight it honey
wish I could erase every part of you in me

I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
Yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead

I think I might be missing you
like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool
Yeah I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
now I said I don't care
I wish I was just lonely instead
I wish I could be lonely instead