God Heal Me Please

There may be a lot of different emotional ways to say
Whats I'm feeling in these oh so fucked up days
Lost in confusion from all the stupid games I've played
But deep down inside me
I know it's hate
It can't be justified
It's knawing at my insides
My ugly past I hide
Is taking me for a lonely ride
They say everything I do is wrong
They've cast me out
And now want me to be gone
I'm left standing up for myself alone
To be strong
But I feel weak GOD
And I need your grace to help me hold on
Would you come into me?
Your beauty I could never be
But in Jesus I see
What I need to be clean
GOD heal me please
I have so much hatred
I can't escape it
I'm fed up
And I thinks it's all just total bullshit
All my hatred
I can't seem to shake it
And I don't want you to be the one of whom out on I take it