Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a dead beat, a dead beat, a beat
was a dead beat, I wrote this song for you.

Your in your car parked outside of the clinic,
You got the drivers side way down,
For weeks she put it in your head this is of your business,
But has everything to do with you, and you know it does,
Your yourself for it, biting on your nails ripping your skin off,
to death when you think about the long term,
She ignored you you tried to stop her,
You feel so weak and stomachs bitterly nauseous,
Tapping on the steering wheel your exhausted,
to a break down shes taking it away,
Hoping for a change of heart shes it away,
God makes every single day,
But on this day shes taking that away,
Shes not the woman that you knew,
Shes not the woman you went inside of.

I don't wake up,
God wake me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I wanna feel again.

Your brother years ago,
You smoke of cigarettes every single day,
You got multiple felonies, and up blood,
But are the least of your problems,
I'm like you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I went to college and you never finished,
We look alike too but the drugs the difference,
And people use you, like people me,
know you by name at the liquor store,
And you like it in the morning,
like it in the evening,
And you lie about goes on in between,
Your a fucking loser with a heart,
We a lot in common,
rapping and ill keep calling you by your first name just to piss you off man,
Mathew!

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never wanna again.

[jD]
He fucks you and tells you that beautiful,
He cheats on you and you that he loves you,
He treats you as if whore,
And at times you tend to believe it,
All you really is someone to love you someone to hold you,
Someone to listen, but hes not there,
So you in the rough sex,
Even you know hes cheating,
Cause vaginas covered in warts that weren't there before,
And on the its bleeding,
self esteem is embarrassing,
You sell yourself to the man,
Hes no then a repeat customer,
Love to you is cancer,
But everybody knows somebody this,
Everybody knows somebody a nobody.

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never wanna again.

I don't wake up, God don't wake me up,
wake me up, don't wake me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never feel again,
I don't wanna up, wake up, wake up, wake up,
I never open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.