Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a beat, a dead beat, a dead beat
Daddy was a dead beat, I wrote this for you.

Your sitting in your car outside of the clinic,
You got the drivers window way down,
For weeks she put it in your head this is none of business,
But this has everything to do with you, and you it does,
Your killing for it, biting on your nails ripping your skin off,
Hurts to death when you about the long term,
She ignored you when you to stop her,
You feel so weak and stomachs bitterly nauseous,
on the steering wheel your literally exhausted,
Close to a break shes taking it away,
Hoping for a change of heart shes it away,
God makes miracles every day,
But on this single day shes taking away,
Shes not the woman you once knew,
Shes not the woman that you inside of.

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never open my eyes again,
I never wanna again.

Your brother died ago,
You smoke packs of every single day,
You got multiple felonies, and up blood,
But these are the of your problems,
I'm nothing you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I went to college and you never finished,
We look alike too but the make the difference,
And people use you, people used me,
They know you by at the liquor store,
And you smell it in the morning,
Smell it in the evening,
And you lie about what on in between,
Your a loser with a great heart,
We a lot in common,
Keep rapping and ill keep you by your first name just to piss you off man,
Mathew!

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never wanna my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

[Verse3]
He fucks you and you that your beautiful,
He cheats on you and tells you he loves you,
He treats you as if whore,
And at times you even to believe it,
All you really want is someone to love you someone to you,
to listen, but hes really not there,
So you confide in the sex,
worse you know hes cheating,
Cause your covered in warts that weren't there before,
And on the its bleeding,
Your self is embarrassing,
You yourself to the same man,
Hes no better a repeat customer,
to you is cervical cancer,
But everybody somebody like this,
Everybody knows that's a nobody.

I don't wanna up,
God wake me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

I don't wanna wake up, God wake me up,
Don't wake me up, wake me up,
I never open my eyes again,
I never feel again,
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, up, wake up,
I never wanna my eyes again,
I never feel again.