Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a dead beat, a dead beat, a dead
was a dead beat, I wrote this song for you.

Your sitting in your car outside of the clinic,
You got the side window way down,
For weeks she put it in your head this is of your business,
But this has everything to do you, and you know it does,
Your killing yourself for it, biting on your nails your skin off,
Hurts to death when you think the long term,
She ignored you when you to stop her,
You feel so weak and your stomachs nauseous,
Tapping on the steering wheel literally exhausted,
Close to a break down taking it away,
for a change of heart shes taking it away,
God miracles every single day,
But on this day shes taking that away,
not the woman that you once knew,
Shes not the woman that you inside of.

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never wanna my eyes again,
I never feel again.

Your died years ago,
You smoke packs of cigarettes every day,
You got felonies, and cough up blood,
But are the least of your problems,
I'm like you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I never went to college and you finished,
We look too but the drugs make the difference,
And people use you, people used me,
know you by name at the liquor store,
And you smell it in the morning,
like it in the evening,
And you lie about goes on in between,
Your a loser with a great heart,
We a lot in common,
Keep rapping and ill keep calling you by your first name just to you off man,
Mathew!

I don't wake up,
God wake me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never open my eyes again,
I never feel again.

[jD]
He fucks you and you that your beautiful,
He cheats on you and tells you that he you,
He treats you as if whore,
And at you even tend to believe it,
All you really is someone to love you someone to hold you,
to listen, but hes really not there,
So you confide in the sex,
Even worse you hes cheating,
Cause your vaginas covered in warts that there before,
And on the its bleeding,
Your self is embarrassing,
You sell to the same man,
Hes no then a repeat customer,
to you is cervical cancer,
But knows somebody like this,
Everybody somebody that's a nobody.

I wanna wake up,
God wake me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

I wanna wake up, God don't wake me up,
Don't wake me up, wake me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never feel again,
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up, up,
I never open my eyes again,
I never feel again.