Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a dead beat, a dead beat, a dead
was a dead beat, I wrote this song for you.

Your sitting in your car parked of the clinic,
You got the drivers window way down,
For weeks she put it in your head this is of your business,
But this has everything to do with you, and you it does,
Your yourself for it, biting on your nails ripping your skin off,
Hurts to death when you about the long term,
She ignored you when you to stop her,
You feel so weak and your stomachs nauseous,
Tapping on the steering your literally exhausted,
Close to a down shes taking it away,
Hoping for a change of heart shes it away,
God makes every single day,
But on this single day shes taking away,
Shes not the woman you once knew,
not the woman that you went inside of.

I don't wake up,
God wake me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I never wanna my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

Your brother died ago,
You smoke packs of every single day,
You got multiple felonies, and up blood,
But are the least of your problems,
I'm like you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I went to college and you never finished,
We look too but the drugs make the difference,
And people use you, like people me,
know you by name at the liquor store,
And you smell it in the morning,
Smell it in the evening,
And you lie what goes on in between,
a fucking loser with a great heart,
We a lot in common,
Keep rapping and ill keep calling you by your name just to piss you off man,
Mathew!

I don't wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never feel again.

[Verse3]
He fucks you and tells you your beautiful,
He cheats on you and tells you that he you,
He treats you as if whore,
And at you even tend to believe it,
All you really want is someone to you someone to hold you,
Someone to listen, but hes not there,
So you in the rough sex,
worse you know hes cheating,
Cause your covered in warts that weren't there before,
And on the its bleeding,
self esteem is embarrassing,
You sell yourself to the man,
Hes no better a repeat customer,
to you is cervical cancer,
But everybody knows like this,
knows somebody that's a nobody.

I don't wanna up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I wanna feel again.

I don't wake up, God don't wake me up,
Don't me up, don't wake me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again,
I don't wanna up, wake up, wake up, wake up,
I never open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.