Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a dead beat, a dead beat, a beat
Daddy was a dead beat, I wrote song for you.

Your sitting in car parked outside of the clinic,
You got the drivers window way down,
For weeks she put it in your head this is none of business,
But this has everything to do you, and you know it does,
Your killing for it, biting on your nails ripping your skin off,
Hurts to death you think about the long term,
She ignored you you tried to stop her,
You feel so weak and your stomachs nauseous,
Tapping on the wheel your literally exhausted,
to a break down shes taking it away,
Hoping for a change of heart shes it away,
God makes miracles every day,
But on this single day taking that away,
Shes not the that you once knew,
Shes not the woman you went inside of.

I don't wake up,
God wake me up,
Don't me up,
wake me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never feel again.

Your brother died ago,
You smoke packs of cigarettes every day,
You got felonies, and cough up blood,
But these are the of your problems,
I'm like you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I never went to and you never finished,
We look alike too but the make the difference,
And use you, like people used me,
They know you by name at the store,
And you like it in the morning,
like it in the evening,
And you lie what goes on in between,
Your a fucking loser a great heart,
We a lot in common,
Keep rapping and ill keep you by your first name just to piss you off man,
Mathew!

I don't wake up,
God wake me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I never open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

[jD]
He fucks you and tells you that beautiful,
He cheats on you and you that he loves you,
He you as if your whore,
And at times you tend to believe it,
All you really is someone to love you someone to hold you,
Someone to listen, but hes not there,
So you confide in the sex,
Even you know hes cheating,
Cause your vaginas covered in warts weren't there before,
And on the its bleeding,
Your self is embarrassing,
You sell to the same man,
Hes no better a repeat customer,
to you is cervical cancer,
But everybody knows like this,
knows somebody that's a nobody.

I wanna wake up,
God don't me up,
Don't me up,
Don't me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never feel again.

I don't wake up, God don't wake me up,
Don't wake me up, wake me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never feel again,
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, up, wake up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never wanna again.