Luyện nghe bài hát Addicted To My Beautiful Depression

Daddy was a dead beat, a dead beat, a beat
Daddy was a beat, I wrote this song for you.

Your sitting in your car parked of the clinic,
You got the drivers side way down,
For weeks she put it in head this is none of your business,
But this has everything to do you, and you know it does,
Your killing yourself for it, on your nails ripping your skin off,
to death when you think about the long term,
She ignored you you tried to stop her,
You feel so weak and your stomachs nauseous,
Tapping on the wheel your literally exhausted,
Close to a down shes taking it away,
Hoping for a of heart shes taking it away,
God miracles every single day,
But on this single day shes taking away,
Shes not the woman that you knew,
not the woman that you went inside of.

I don't wake up,
God don't me up,
wake me up,
Don't me up,
I never wanna open my again,
I never feel again.

Your died years ago,
You smoke packs of cigarettes single day,
You got multiple felonies, and up blood,
But are the least of your problems,
I'm nothing you, but me and you got a lot in common,
I went to college and you never finished,
We look alike too but the make the difference,
And people use you, people used me,
They you by name at the liquor store,
And you smell it in the morning,
like it in the evening,
And you lie about what on in between,
Your a fucking with a great heart,
We a lot in common,
Keep rapping and ill keep calling you by your name just to piss you off man,
Mathew!

I wanna wake up,
God wake me up,
Don't me up,
Don't me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never wanna again.

[Verse3]
He fucks you and tells you that beautiful,
He cheats on you and you that he loves you,
He treats you as if whore,
And at times you even tend to it,
All you really want is to love you someone to hold you,
Someone to listen, but hes not there,
So you confide in the sex,
Even worse you hes cheating,
Cause your vaginas in warts that weren't there before,
And on the its bleeding,
Your esteem is embarrassing,
You sell yourself to the man,
Hes no better then a customer,
to you is cervical cancer,
But everybody knows like this,
Everybody knows that's a nobody.

I wanna wake up,
God wake me up,
Don't me up,
Don't me up,
I never open my eyes again,
I wanna feel again.

I don't wanna wake up, God wake me up,
Don't me up, don't wake me up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never wanna again,
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, up, wake up,
I wanna open my eyes again,
I never feel again.