Who I've Grown To Be

I wonder what I want and I wonder what they want from me,
Nothing left to prove still so many things I need to be
make a choice and then make it work
Resolve and you are free.

Own the path you're walking on
How you think you will become
Stay the same from town to town
Don't forget where you are from
Don't depend on anyone,
You've got to stand up on your own

Oh I am trying hard to be
I never cared for love
'cause it cared for me
I only trust what I can't see
So many things that I could to be

Oh does it feel like you're alive?
Breathing just a little
just to say that you survived.
I'm dreaming of apologies
When they see who I have grown to be
I will become who I was meant to be

I've grown up to achieve
aiming higher than what's in my reach
Every time I breathe
I think of those who don't believe in me
I won't give up but behind this skin
I'm not as strong as it might seem

If this is all I am
and if this is all I've ever be
I'll take it in my hands
take control of my own destiny
I'll go up and above this shell
I will be stretched to the extreme

Oh I am trying hard to be
I never cared for love
'cause it cared for me
I only trust what I can't see
So many things that I could to be

Oh does it feel like you're alive?
Breathing just a little
just to say that you survived.
I'm dreaming of apologies
When they see who I have grown to be
I will become who I was meant to be

As long as I can keep intact
I will not go back
I will live to prove them wrong
And I've been making promises to my own progress
I will rise anew at dawn
I'll go on

I wonder what I want, and I wonder what they want from me
I'll take it in my hands, take control of my own destiny.