Letdown

What if I change the things I say
so it sounds better in your ears
I can tell you exactly
what you want to hear

What if i change the way i dress
So it looks better from your view
I can pout my lips to fame
and be pretty instead of true

Ive been trying to stay real
and true and proud who I am
All those ideals of how to look
Ive been trying not to care

But Im still holding my breath
Im still watching every step
Im still tip-toeing away
when Im getting to ashamed of myself

I dont want to be your let down
Im scared like hell Im not enough
I dont to be your failure anymore

I dont want to be your let down
Im screaming loud without a sound
Have to find a way to
be the best of me
Failure scares the hell out of me

And the music that theyre liking
says nothing about the way
That I am disappearing
so Ill keep it to myself

Though Im mostly quiet
Ive got a lot to say
but nothing seems to please you
so Ill keep it to myself

I dont want to be your let down
Im scared like hell Im not enough
I dont to be your failure anymore

I dont want to be your let down
Im screaming loud without a sound
Have to find a way to
be the best of me
Failure scares the hell out of me

If Im not good enough for you
Am I not good enough for you?
Your expectations I cant live up to, no

I just want to be someone
To mean something to anyone
Ive got to hurry up to be someone

I am fading can you wake me up
So I can be, all those things that Ive been dreaming of
Im the fall, this is the cutting of my wings
Oh youre killing my belief
to be myself
and if I cant make my own way I quit