I'm stressed out so I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for myself "Would you rather count money or blessings?" Now that's a wild Fame turned my upside down I it was meant to be like passing Beyonce a Tic-Tac And ain't a diss, this way more to me than a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you disagree I you bleed hypocrisy! And this will be the realest I ever wrote Shoutout to all the bitches I've been involved with Thank y'all for making my a crazier bitch than y'all bitches might've lost me, but y'all win And this will be the shit I ever wrote Now talk about the BET Awards When Kanye to the podium for the win And mentioned in the same category as him but me and Em He said motivated him And normally that would be ammo to on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' This new-wave is so cultivatin'! the fuck do I fit in? And this will be the realest shit I wrote I succumb so much to this game I feel I answer more questions about the 40 and squabble I answer questions that I ask myself "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well Fuck this! got a game tomorrow" I ain't gotta spell out the If famous means speaking to people in offices being there for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last couple of lines kinda fell out of the But I don't a fuck! Let me tell you When was the last time you some shit Where it actually out of your pocket? Answer that! If I got to questions from you You got to questions from me! I'm fucking my whole life up for you, this question: "What the fuck are you for me?", answer that! Still I love my fans, even though y'all looking at me I'm just a drunk nigga That's throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I ain't throwing up shit but my hands And this is me growing up Courtney Artesia, and Vish, please support me I need ya But in reality an artist is supposed to be by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm supported by evil 2: Joe Budden] I'm no longer amused I mean I this shit on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for this abuse? Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the fans that covet that new Or is that just fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention cause I crave it, I won't mention it, I'll it If you know me than you know a nigga anonymity thought that as a man, you must be kiddin' me And I'm starting to feel my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe y'all Joe I am today is the same Joe y'all get Y'all interrupt a nigga while he at his place of worship And think that came with your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga made it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're judging me on actions I'll take that L every time If you conclude "Joe Budden is a mah'fucker" Cause all it mean if I'm a corny Is the greatest rapper ever's a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all time I was being me, not being you I get that mic, let all my demons through Without knowing shit about the that I'm speaking to Add that to me not seeing a to And that says a lot in a full of silence, listen... At 21 I had a drug At 31 still drugs is a But the about that pill is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny thing about it all, I like what I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be soon for questioning me" lesson for me Far greater whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our eyes in our over-think what we see and our whole lives would change But fuck it, that day had to Who ever knew that I would have a I coulda guessed it, I was like a rabbit But I never saw him handle like his dad did Never me and Ronnie would talk again Fuck a rhyme, I'm happy that we talk again Who that the second I acknowledged you You get terminally ill, be in the hospital The thought of you leaving is fucks with me I'm scared to of getting full custody Nigga, I look in the disgustedly So how am I to feel the day that he looks up to me? I always said you the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl confused baby-mother And there my problem with our Creator All the times I wanted her black ass dead, you take her do it now, I need her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed thoughts of a damn killer But rather show y'all my girl these Instagram filters Look at her, look at me Cause if y'all judging, y'all throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do that in It might be a soon for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we back at one quick, let me get back to my son When a nigga was He said "Dad, I'm weird but I have a problem with that" And I was like I laughed, and I was "Well, number 1, why do you think weird And 2, why don't you have a problem with that?" And he looked me in my and he was like "Well, I say I'm weird, number 1, I know I'm weird And I don't a problem with it because that's me And whoever don't like it, they don't have to be me I'm with me and who I am" And there, that was cold In my head I "That was bold" Illest shit it all, said that at 10 years-old So I die right now I could die right now and feel like he got the most part of Joe Or... than that... I could die right now and feel like he all he need to know Royce, up Last night we tears of joy This morning they were there What's handicap without the That's we are, but fuck it... We'll be the lamb for y'all niggas it or love it... Leave all of that, b, it... [Verse 3: I] Yeah, man I kinda feel where my was coming from, you know Both my niggas, you was on WorldStar and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I don't care of my junior Me and my nigga though Yo, my little rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings over other shit So I just let it go, you know, I have no rebuttal But uh when you up fucked up Nobody's perfect, you know, but I'm for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: Atlantic avenue and Crooked was a youngster my ghetto attitude was in the waist in case I had to shoot to kill Rocking dumb mics I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we about a bus bitch sippin toca vodka, others had the blunt pitched A lot of them niggas died, sweatshirt drenched Others went to jail, hit a lick and left thumbprints Long beach I ya grind Even though you think you I out you not saluting mine I dont come around much, Im on time Lost and found I found when Im broke I my mind So I hustle like Im on a hunger Without a doubt I cuff a mic I leave a body like the shottys out Cause Im from a group slaughter Rap better than everybody Now they think Im in the game and But Im like an orgasm man, I came from Some of you the burbs but you claim you wasnt So lame you struttin, with a cain you Fuck all that, if I was born rich I would rhyme it I was born poor in a ditch, Im rhyming climb up out it Tryna a life of crime Im bout it say Ill be fine without it Death around the corner, prison breathing my neck Chasing paper til a nigga out of breath IRS wanna fuck me, I ain't outta debt Said they Buck me , squeeze me outta checks Yeah, fools tryna squeeze me outta checks Dont talk to unless you pay ya mommas rent With marijuana sent outta town, them dollars My own fam wanna grab the and harm me But I got the nuts to an army Word to Killa army, man all killers adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and wouldnt feel good Serena crip at the Olympics Im still Still me, til my is blown So many secrets I only to a glass of patron of my fathers family died of cancer alone He called me sick, I answer the phone How does it to know that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, life fair I look at steps in the direction, another stare I swear, just the other night dawg Like niggas, niggas in front of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my grabbed that 3.57 thang man Came out waving, Im to bust, the police pass by My little brothers told me I needed to Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the I live for real dawg This no muthafuckin rap music the other night I coulda killed a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here rapping this shit about it man [Verse 4: Joell My grandmoms me , dont exist Baby stress me, my got a cyst My son love football and the little nigga hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the wishing he could be in there but still Cheering for his My youngest son got nerve issues, he cry to me Im at him like its not you fault You was when daddy was such a slave to his everyday anxiety I at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to fire me I wasnt fit to boxes I quit Dont put me in that box I spit My life too muthafucking fly for me too muthafucking fly for me From the lobby huffing and puffing running from To Crooked I, Da 59, Joe Budden, homie the Goodie Mob and me carving artistry Celebrating escaping knees and no socks Chinese hocks but that was on the first, other than that Liver works and sent me my yellow cheese in a box Yall ain't have that yellow in a box Last I cried tears of joy But the other night I cried my boy No here I cant hear his voice I guess upstairs they playing choice Popped a pill with Joe Im sippin with Royce Crook light a nigga My little homie hit the pen Went in a adult and coming out a senior citizen And them crackers denied me Fuck dawg I cant sneak a visit in I hustlin no more if yall listening Yall niggas only get the man Yall don't know be going on with a nigga day to day I mean shit I ain't complaining or Like a stand on his own two and hold it down But its realer than you think You think I give a fuck about a rap I just left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an I dont need to remind me bout my pen and pad gift ad-libs your wack spit my visits to Chase divide mad chips among 3 other niggas Nah nigga ain't no rap clique This is a takeover I another Range Rover I got such a hangover the fact my mother became sober My uncle fading from needle though out he fully blown a couple weeks ago My tested negative but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the day he stop breathing yo To me ain't to love me Nah, to me is to know me Cause you ain't got to me but respect that I ain't phony Not a nominee for Tonys or for my uh balony What you see is you get Hope you getting what you see what you seeing is a threat Come at me with indirects, I ain't gon a song about you Imma you in your neck And then write a song about how I beat you half to death play with my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna feed my family through the talent God me I dont care if you hate me But fuck with my money Anything else I say will be dry on myself, how dumb would that be gang YAOWA!