I'm stressed out so much I'm like, "Why it?" Am I selfish for asking "Would you rather money or count blessings?" Now a wild question Fame turned my life upside I guess it was meant to be like passing a Tic-Tac And that ain't a diss, this way more to me than a track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you I hope you bleed hypocrisy! And this will be the realest shit I wrote Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've been involved y'all for making my wife a crazier bitch than y'all bitches Y'all might've me, but y'all win And this will be the realest shit I ever Now talk about the BET Awards When went to the podium for the win And mentioned in the same category as him but me and Em He said motivated him And normally that be ammo to hate on him But that my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' This culture is so cultivatin'! the fuck do I fit in? And will be the realest shit I ever wrote I so much to this game I feel sorrow I answer more questions about the 40 and Game Than I answer questions that I ask "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well Fuck this! Royce got a tomorrow" I ain't spell out the offers If being famous speaking to people in offices Over there for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last of lines kinda fell out of the pocket But I give a fuck! Let me tell you When was the last time you copped some Where it actually out of your pocket? Answer that! If I got to questions from you You got to answer questions me! I'm fucking my whole life up for you, answer this "What the are you doing for me?", answer that! Still I love my fans, even though y'all looking at me I'm just a drunk nigga That's just throwing up shit, blowing up, but nigga I ain't throwing up shit but my hands And is just me growing up Artesia, Kino and Vish, please support me I need ya But in reality an is supposed to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm supported by evil [Verse 2: Joe I'm no longer amused I mean I this shit on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for this fuckin' Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I it for the true fans that covet that new Or is just another fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention cause I crave it, I won't it, I'll save it If you know me than you a nigga treasure anonymity Nigga that as a man, you must be kiddin' me And I'm starting to feel my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe y'all Joe I am today is the same Joe y'all get Y'all will interrupt a nigga while he at his place of And think that came along your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga made it But let me up on that nigga that made it If you're judging me on actions then I'll take L every time If you conclude "Joe Budden is a mah'fucker" Cause all it mean if I'm a mah'fucker Is the greatest rapper ever's a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all this time I was me, not being you I get behind that mic, let all my through Without knowing shit about the people that I'm to Add that to me not seeing a to And that a lot in a room full of silence, listen... At 21 I had a drug At 31 drugs is a problem But the thing about pill is it made everything real And I felt I to see thing about it all, I ain't like what I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be DEAD for questioning me" lesson for me Far greater whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our eyes in our We'd over-think we see and our whole lives would change But it, that day had to come Who ever knew that I would have a I coulda guessed it, I was fuckin' like a But I saw him handle scoliosis like his dad did Never knew me and Ronnie would talk Fuck a rhyme, I'm just happy that we talk Who knew the second I acknowledged you You get terminally ill, be in the hospital The thought of you leaving is what fucks me I'm scared to death of getting full Nigga, I look in the mirror So how am I to feel the day that he looks up to me? I always you were the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl with baby-mother And there my problem with our Creator All the times I wanted her black ass dead, you take her do it now, I need her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed with thoughts of a killer But show y'all my girl through these Instagram filters Look at her, look at me Cause if judging, y'all would throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do in private It be a little soon for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we right at one Real quick, let me get to my son a nigga was like He "Dad, I'm weird but I don't have a problem with that" And I was I laughed, and I was like "Well, number 1, why do you you're weird And number 2, why don't you have a problem that?" And he looked me in my eyes and he was "Well, I say I'm weird, number 1, I know I'm weird And I don't have a with it because that's me And whoever don't like it, don't have to be around me I'm comfortable me and who I am" And right there, was cold In my I thought "That was bold" Illest shit it all, said that at 10 years-old So I die right now I could die right now and feel like he got the important part of Joe Or... than that... I could die right now and feel like he know all he need to Royce, up Last night we cried of joy This morning were still there What's handicap without the That's what we are, but it... We'll be the sacrificial for y'all niggas Hate it or it... Leave all of that, b, it... [Verse 3: I] Yeah, man I kinda feel where my nigga was coming from, you Both my niggas, you Baby-mom was on and shit You know, talkin' I don't take care of my junior Me and my straight though Yo, my nigga rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings hurt over other So I let it go, you know, I ain't have no rebuttal But uh you grew up fucked up perfect, you know, but I'm perfect for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: Atlantic avenue and Crooked was a youngster my attitude was real Dumper in the waist in case I had to to kill Rocking mics cause I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher a bus bitch Some toca vodka, others had the blunt pitched A lot of them niggas died, sweatshirt blood went to jail, they hit a lick and left thumbprints Long I salute ya grind Even you think you I sold out you not saluting mine I dont come much, Im on musics time Lost and found I found when Im broke I my mind So I hustle like Im on a hunger Without a when I cuff a mic I leave a body count like the out Cause Im a group called slaughter Rap better everybody house Now they think Im in the and stuntin But Im an orgasm man, I came from nothing Some of you from the burbs but you you wasnt So you struttin, with a cain you frontin all that, if I was born rich I would rhyme about it I was born in a ditch, Im rhyming tryna climb up out it avoid a life of crime Im bout it Some say Ill be fine it Death around the corner, prison breathing my neck Chasing til a nigga wheezing out of breath IRS wanna me, I ain't even outta debt Said they Young me , squeeze me outta checks Yeah, them fools squeeze me outta checks Dont talk to dominics unless you pay ya rent With marijuana sent outta town, dollars spent My own fam wanna grab the and harm me But I got the nuts to an army to Killa army, man all them killers adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and blood wouldnt good Serena crip at the Olympics Im still Still me, til my candle is So many secrets I only to a glass of patron Half of my family died of cancer alone He called me sick, I answer the phone How it feel to know that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, life fair I look at steps in the wrong direction, another I swear, just the other muthafucking dawg niggas, niggas rolled in front of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 thang man Came out waving, Im bout to bust, the pass by My little told me I needed to chill Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the life I for real dawg This no muthafuckin rap music Just the night I coulda killed a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here about this shit about it man [Verse 4: Joell My left me , father dont Baby stress me, my got a cyst My son love football and the little nigga hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline he could be in there but still Cheering for his My son got nerve issues, sometimes he cry to me Im looking at him like its not you You was conceived when daddy was such a to his everyday anxiety I worked at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to me I fit to lift boxes I quit put me in that box when I spit My life too muthafucking fly for me Wasnt too fly for me From the lobby huffing and puffing from robbery To I, Royce Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Goodie Mob and me carving Celebrating escaping Ashy and no socks Chinese outta hocks but that was on the first, other that Liver works and government sent me my yellow in a box Yall ain't that yellow cheese in a box Last night I tears of joy But the other night I cried my boy No here I cant hear his voice I guess they playing dealers choice a pill with Joe Im sippin clear with Royce Crook light a cigar My little just hit the pen Went in a young adult and coming out a citizen And crackers just denied me Fuck dawg I cant even a visit in I ain't hustlin no more if listening Yall only get the music man Yall don't know what be on with a nigga day to day I mean shit I ain't or nothing Like a nigga on his own two and hold it down But its than you think nigga You think I a fuck about a rap list I just left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an I dont yall to remind me bout my pen and pad gift ad-libs subtract your wack Multiply my to Chase divide mad chips among 3 other niggas Nah nigga this no rap clique This is a takeover I want another Range I got such a celebrating the fact my mother became sober My uncle fading that needle though Found out he fully blown a couple ago My aunt negative but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the day he stop breathing yo To me ain't to love me Nah, to know me is to me you ain't got to like me but respect that I ain't phony Not a nominee for or Oscars for my uh balony What you see is you get Hope you getting you see cause what you seeing is a threat Come at me with indirects, I gon write a song about you Imma knee you in neck And then write a about how I just beat you half to death Dont with my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna my family through the talent God gave me I dont care if you hate me But dont fuck with my Anything else I say will be dry on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!