I'm out so much I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for myself "Would you rather count or count blessings?" Now a wild question Fame turned my life upside I guess it was meant to be like passing Beyonce a And that ain't a diss, this way more to me than a track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you disagree I you bleed hypocrisy! And will be the realest shit I ever wrote Shoutout to all the bitches I've been involved with Thank y'all for making my a crazier bitch than y'all bitches Y'all lost me, but y'all win And will be the realest shit I ever wrote Now talk about the BET Awards When went to the podium for the win And mentioned everyone in the category as him but me and Em He said they him And that would be ammo to hate on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' new-wave culture is so cultivatin'! Where the do I fit in? And will be the realest shit I ever wrote I succumb so much to game I feel sorrow I more questions about the 40 and Game squabble Than I answer questions that I ask "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well Fuck this! Royce got a tomorrow" I gotta spell out the offers If being famous means to people in offices Over being for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last couple of lines kinda out of the pocket But I don't a fuck! Let me you this: When was the last time you some shit Where it actually came out of pocket? Answer that! If I got to answer from you You got to answer questions me! I'm fucking my life up for you, answer this question: "What the are you doing for me?", answer that! Still I my fans, even though y'all looking at me like I'm just a drunk nigga That's just throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I throwing up shit but my hands And this is just me up Courtney Artesia, and Vish, please support me I need ya But in reality an artist is to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm just by evil [Verse 2: Joe I'm no fuckin' amused I mean I addressed shit on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for fuckin' abuse? Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the true fans covet that new Or is that just fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention cause I crave it, I won't mention it, save it If you know me than you know a nigga treasure thought that as a man, you must be kiddin' me And I'm to feel like my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe y'all Same Joe I am today is the same Joe get Y'all will interrupt a nigga while he at his of worship And think came along with your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga that it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're me on actions then I'll take that L every time If you conclude "Joe is a corny mah'fucker" all it mean if I'm a corny mah'fucker Is the greatest ever's just a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all this time I was me, not being you I get behind that mic, let all my demons Without shit about the people that I'm speaking to Add that to me not a reason to And that says a lot in a full of silence, listen... At 21 I had a problem At 31 drugs is a problem But the about that pill is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny thing about it all, I like what I saw Now the Lord's voice is in my head "You'll be DEAD for questioning me" Another for me Far greater than whatever I it to be if left to me, I'd put our eyes in our brains We'd what we see and our whole lives would change But fuck it, that day had to Who ever knew I would have a son? I guessed it, I was fuckin' like a rabbit But I never saw him handle scoliosis his dad did Never knew me and would talk again a rhyme, I'm just happy that we talk again Who that the second I acknowledged you You get terminally ill, be in the hospital The of you leaving is what fucks with me I'm scared to of getting full custody Nigga, I look in the disgustedly So how am I to feel the day that he looks up to me? I always said you the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl confused with And there my problem with our Creator All the times I wanted her ass dead, you wouldn't take her do it now, I need her Understand, it don't get no See how I go to bed with thoughts of a killer But rather y'all my girl through these Instagram filters Look at her, look at me Cause if y'all judging, y'all would the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do in private It might be a little for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we right at one quick, let me get back to my son When a was like He said "Dad, I'm weird but I don't a problem with that" And I was I laughed, and I was like "Well, 1, why do you think you're weird And 2, why don't you have a problem with that?" And he me in my eyes and he was like "Well, I say I'm weird, 1, because I know I'm weird And I don't have a problem it because that's me And whoever like it, they don't have to be around me I'm with me and who I am" And there, that was cold In my I thought "That was bold" Illest shit about it all, said at 10 years-old So I could die now I could die right now and like he got the most important part of Joe Or... better that... I could die right now and feel like he know all he need to Royce, up night we cried tears of joy This morning they were still What's handicap without the That's what we are, but it... We'll be the lamb for y'all niggas Hate it or it... Leave all of that, b, it... 3: Crooked I] Yeah, man I kinda feel my nigga was coming from, you know Both my niggas, you Baby-mom was on WorldStar and You know, talkin' I don't take care of my junior Me and my nigga though Yo, my little rap I let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings hurt over other shit So I let it go, you know, I ain't have no rebuttal But uh you grew up fucked up Nobody's perfect, you know, but I'm perfect for This rap shit, man Eastside Beach: Atlantic avenue and Hill Crooked was a my ghetto attitude was real Dumper in the in case I had to shoot to kill Rocking dumb cause I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher a bus bitch Some sippin toca vodka, others had the pitched A lot of them niggas died, blood drenched Others went to jail, hit a lick and left thumbprints beach I salute ya grind Even though you think you I sold out you not saluting I dont come around much, Im on time Lost and found I found when Im broke I my mind So I hustle like Im on a strike Without a doubt when I a mic I leave a body like the shottys out Cause Im from a called slaughter Rap better than house Now they Im in the game and stuntin But Im like an orgasm man, I came from Some of you from the burbs but you claim you So lame you struttin, a cain you frontin Fuck all that, if I was born I would rhyme about it I was born in a ditch, Im rhyming tryna climb up out it Tryna a life of crime Im bout it Some say Ill be fine it Death around the corner, prison breathing my neck Chasing til a nigga wheezing out of breath IRS wanna fuck me, I ain't even outta Said they Young me , tryna squeeze me outta Yeah, them fools squeeze me outta checks Dont talk to dominics unless you pay ya mommas With marijuana sent outta town, dollars spent My own fam wanna grab the steel and me But I got the to kill an army Word to Killa army, man all them adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and blood wouldnt feel Serena walking at the Olympics Im hood Still me, til my candle is So many secrets I only to a glass of patron Half of my fathers family died of alone He called me sick, I answer the phone How does it to know that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, life wasnt I look at steps in the wrong direction, stare I swear, just the other night dawg Like niggas, niggas rolled in front of my on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 man out waving, Im bout to bust, the police pass by My brothers told me I needed to chill Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the I live for real dawg This ain't no muthafuckin rap Just the other night I coulda killed a man Nahmean, I be here rapping about this shit Think it man [Verse 4: Joell My grandmoms me , dont exist Baby moms me, my momma got a My older son love and the little nigga hands is mean But he asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline wishing he could be in there but still for his team My youngest son got issues, sometimes he cry to me Im looking at him its not you fault You was conceived when daddy was such a slave to his everyday I worked at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to me I wasnt fit to boxes I quit Dont put me in that box I spit My wasnt too muthafucking fly for me too muthafucking fly for me From the lobby huffing and running from robbery To I, Royce Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Mob and me carving artistry Celebrating escaping Ashy and no socks Chinese hocks but that was on the first, other than that Liver works and government me my yellow cheese in a box ain't have that yellow cheese in a box Last night I cried of joy But the other I cried tears my boy No longer I cant hear his voice I guess upstairs they playing choice Popped a with Joe Im sippin clear with Royce light a cigar nigga My little homie hit the pen in a young adult and coming out a senior citizen And them just denied me Fuck dawg I even sneak a visit in I ain't hustlin no more if listening niggas only get the music man Yall don't know what be going on a nigga day to day I mean shit I complaining or nothing a nigga stand on his own two and hold it down But its realer than you think You think I give a fuck a rap list I left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an actress I need yall to remind me bout my pen and pad gift subtract your wack spit Multiply my visits to Chase divide mad chips among 3 other Nah nigga ain't no rap clique is a muthafucking takeover I another Range Rover I got such a hangover celebrating the fact my became sober My uncle fading that needle though out he fully blown a couple weeks ago My tested negative but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the day he stop breathing yo To me ain't to love me Nah, to know me is to me Cause you got to like me but respect that I ain't phony Not a for Tonys or Oscars for my uh balony you see is what you get Hope you getting what you see cause what you is a threat Come at me with indirects, I gon write a song about you knee you in your neck And then a song about how I just beat you half to death Dont play my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna my family through the talent God gave me Honestly I dont if you hate me But dont fuck my money Anything I say will be dry snitching on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!