I'm stressed out so I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for asking "Would you rather count money or blessings?" Now a wild question Fame my life upside down I guess it was meant to be passing Beyonce a Tic-Tac And that ain't a diss, this way more to me a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you I hope you bleed hypocrisy! And this will be the realest shit I ever Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've been with Thank y'all for making my wife a crazier bitch y'all bitches Y'all might've lost me, but win And this will be the realest shit I ever Now let's talk the BET Awards When Kanye to the podium for the win And mentioned in the same category as him but me and Em He said they him And that would be ammo to hate on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' This culture is so cultivatin'! Where the do I fit in? And this be the realest shit I ever wrote I succumb so much to this game I feel I answer more questions about the 40 and Game Than I answer questions I ask myself "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well this! Royce got a game tomorrow" I ain't spell out the offers If being famous means to people in offices Over there for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last couple of lines kinda fell out of the But I don't a fuck! Let me tell you was the last time you copped some shit Where it came out of your pocket? Answer that! If I got to questions from you You got to questions from me! I'm fucking my whole life up for you, answer this "What the are you doing for me?", answer that! Still I love my fans, even though y'all looking at me like I'm just a drunk That's just throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I ain't throwing up but my hands And this is me growing up Courtney Artesia, Kino and Vish, please me I need ya But in reality an is supposed to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm just by evil 2: Joe Budden] I'm no longer amused I mean I addressed this on "Cut You Loose" How long am I to stick around for this fuckin' abuse? Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the true fans covet that new Or is just another fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention I crave it, I won't mention it, I'll save it If you know me than you a nigga treasure anonymity Nigga thought that as a man, you be kiddin' me And I'm starting to feel my fans are now condemning me Listen, I owe y'all shit Same Joe I am is the same Joe y'all get Y'all interrupt a nigga while he at his place of worship And think that came along your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga that it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If judging me on actions then I'll take that L every time If you conclude "Joe is a corny mah'fucker" Cause all it if I'm a corny mah'fucker Is the greatest rapper ever's just a mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all this time I was being me, not you I get that mic, let all my demons through knowing shit about the people that I'm speaking to Add that to me not a reason to And that says a lot in a room of silence, listen... At 21 I had a problem At 31 still is a problem But the thing about that is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny thing about it all, I like what I saw Now the Lord's voice is in my like "You'll be DEAD for questioning me" Another for me Far greater whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our in our brains We'd over-think what we see and our lives would change But it, that day had to come Who ever knew I would have a son? I coulda it, I was fuckin' like a rabbit But I never saw him handle like his dad did Never knew me and would talk again Fuck a rhyme, I'm happy that we talk again Who that the second I acknowledged you You would get ill, be in the hospital The thought of you is what fucks with me I'm scared to death of getting full Nigga, I look in the disgustedly So how am I supposed to the day that he looks up to me? I always said you were the baby-mother I had ex-girl confused with And there my problem with our Creator All the times I wanted her ass dead, you wouldn't take her do it now, I need her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed with thoughts of a damn But rather show my girl through these Instagram filters Look at her, look at me Cause if y'all judging, would throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do in private It be a little soon for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we right at one Real quick, let me get to my son a nigga was like He said "Dad, I'm weird but I don't have a with that" And I was like I laughed, and I was "Well, number 1, why do you think weird And number 2, why don't you a problem with that?" And he looked me in my and he was like "Well, I say I'm weird, number 1, because I I'm weird And I don't have a problem with it that's me And whoever don't like it, they have to be around me I'm comfortable me and who I am" And there, that was cold In my head I "That was bold" shit about it all, said that at 10 years-old So I could die now I could die now and feel like he got the most important part of Joe Or... than that... I die right now and feel like he know all he need to know Royce, up Last we cried tears of joy morning they were still there What's without the wheelchair That's what we are, but it... We'll be the sacrificial for y'all niggas it or love it... Leave all of that, b, it... 3: Crooked I] Yeah, man I kinda where my nigga was coming from, you know Both my niggas, you was on WorldStar and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I take care of my junior Me and my nigga straight Yo, my nigga rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings hurt other shit So I just let it go, you know, I have no rebuttal But uh when you up fucked up Nobody's perfect, you know, but I'm for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: avenue and Hill Crooked was a youngster my attitude was real in the waist in case I had to shoot to kill Rocking dumb mics I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher about a bus Some sippin toca vodka, others had the blunt A lot of them died, sweatshirt blood drenched Others to jail, they hit a lick and left thumbprints Long beach I ya grind Even though you think you I out you not saluting mine I dont come around much, Im on time Lost and found I found Im broke I lose my mind So I hustle like Im on a hunger Without a when I cuff a mic I leave a body count like the out Cause Im a group called slaughter Rap better than everybody Now they Im in the game and stuntin But Im an orgasm man, I came from nothing Some of you from the but you claim you wasnt So lame you struttin, with a you frontin all that, if I was born rich I would rhyme about it I was born poor in a ditch, Im rhyming climb up out it avoid a life of crime Im bout it Some say Ill be fine it Death around the corner, breathing down my neck paper til a nigga wheezing out of breath IRS wanna fuck me, I ain't even debt Said they Buck me , tryna squeeze me checks Yeah, them fools tryna me outta checks Dont talk to dominics unless you pay ya rent With sent outta town, them dollars spent My own fam wanna the steel and harm me But I got the to kill an army Word to Killa army, man all them adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a in my flesh and blood wouldnt feel good Serena crip walking at the Im still Still me, til my is blown So many secrets I told to a glass of patron Half of my fathers family of cancer alone He called me sick, I answer the phone How does it feel to know that son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, wasnt fair I look at steps in the wrong direction, stare I swear, just the other muthafucking night Like niggas, niggas in front of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 man out waving, Im bout to bust, the police pass by My little brothers told me I needed to Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the life I live for dawg This ain't no muthafuckin rap Just the other night I killed a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here rapping about shit about it man [Verse 4: Ortiz] My left me , father dont moms stress me, my got a cyst My older son football and the little nigga hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline wishing he be in there but still Cheering for his My son got nerve issues, sometimes he cry to me Im at him like its not you fault You was conceived when daddy was such a slave to his everyday I at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to fire me I fit to lift boxes I quit put me in that box when I spit My life too muthafucking fly for me Wasnt too fly for me From the lobby and puffing running from robbery To Crooked I, Da 59, Joe Budden, from the Goodie Mob and me carving artistry Celebrating escaping knees and no socks Chinese outta hocks but that was on the first, other that Liver and government sent me my yellow cheese in a box Yall have that yellow cheese in a box night I cried tears of joy But the other I cried tears my boy No longer I cant hear his voice I guess upstairs they playing choice Popped a pill with Joe Im sippin clear Royce Crook a cigar nigga My homie just hit the pen Went in a young and coming out a senior citizen And crackers just denied me Fuck dawg I cant sneak a visit in I ain't hustlin no more if yall Yall niggas only get the man Yall don't know what be going on with a day to day I mean shit I ain't complaining or Like a nigga on his own two and hold it down But its realer than you think You think I give a fuck about a rap I left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an actress I dont need yall to remind me bout my pen and pad subtract your wack spit Multiply my visits to Chase divide mad chips 3 other niggas Nah nigga ain't no rap clique This is a takeover I want another Range I got such a hangover celebrating the fact my mother became My uncle fading from that though Found out he fully blown a weeks ago My tested negative but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the same day he breathing yo To know me to love me Nah, to me is to know me Cause you ain't got to like me but respect that I phony Not a nominee for Tonys or Oscars for my uh What you see is you get Hope you what you see cause what you seeing is a threat Come at me with indirects, I ain't gon a song about you Imma knee you in neck And then write a song about how I just beat you half to Dont with my little niggas Im just a ass man tryna feed my family through the talent God gave me Honestly I dont if you hate me But fuck with my money Anything else I say be dry snitching on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!