I'm stressed out so I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for myself "Would you rather count money or blessings?" Now that's a wild Fame turned my life down I guess it was meant to be like Beyonce a Tic-Tac And that a diss, this way more to me than a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you disagree I hope you hypocrisy! And this will be the realest I ever wrote Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've involved with y'all for making my wife a crazier bitch than y'all bitches Y'all lost me, but y'all win And this will be the realest I ever wrote Now let's talk the BET Awards When went to the podium for the win And mentioned everyone in the category as him but me and Em He they motivated him And that would be ammo to hate on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' This culture is so cultivatin'! the fuck do I fit in? And will be the realest shit I ever wrote I so much to this game I feel sorrow I answer more about the 40 and Game squabble I answer questions that I ask myself "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well this! Royce got a game tomorrow" I ain't gotta spell out the If famous means speaking to people in offices Over there for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last couple of lines fell out of the pocket But I give a fuck! Let me tell you When was the last time you copped some Where it came out of your pocket? Answer that! If I got to questions from you You got to questions from me! I'm fucking my whole up for you, answer this question: "What the fuck are you for me?", answer that! Still I love my fans, even y'all looking at me like I'm just a drunk nigga just throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I ain't throwing up shit but my hands And this is just me up Courtney Artesia, Kino and Vish, please me I need ya But in an artist is supposed to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm supported by evil 2: Joe Budden] I'm no longer amused I I addressed this shit on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for this fuckin' Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I it for the true fans that covet that new Or is that just fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention I crave it, I won't mention it, I'll save it If you me than you know a nigga treasure anonymity Nigga thought that as a man, you be kiddin' me And I'm starting to feel my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe shit Same Joe I am today is the Joe y'all get Y'all will interrupt a nigga while he at his place of And think that along with your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga made it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're judging me on actions then I'll take L every time If you conclude "Joe is a corny mah'fucker" Cause all it mean if I'm a corny Is the greatest rapper ever's a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all this time I was being me, not you I get behind that mic, let all my through Without knowing shit about the people I'm speaking to Add to me not seeing a reason to And says a lot in a room full of silence, listen... At 21 I had a drug At 31 still is a problem But the thing about that pill is it made everything And I felt I to see Funny thing about it all, I ain't like I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be soon for questioning me" Another for me Far greater whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our eyes in our We'd over-think what we see and our lives would change But fuck it, that day had to Who ever knew I would have a son? I coulda guessed it, I was fuckin' a rabbit But I saw him handle scoliosis like his dad did Never knew me and would talk again Fuck a rhyme, I'm just happy that we talk Who knew that the second I you You would get terminally ill, be in the The thought of you leaving is what with me I'm scared to death of full custody Nigga, I look in the mirror So how am I to feel the day that he looks up to me? I said you were the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl with baby-mother And there lies my with our Creator All the times I wanted her black ass dead, you wouldn't her Don't do it now, I her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed with of a damn killer But rather show y'all my through these Instagram filters Look at her, don't at me Cause if y'all judging, y'all throw the book at me of shorty, nah, I'll do that in private It might be a little soon for me to let her how I get Shit, and now we back at one quick, let me get back to my son When a nigga was He said "Dad, I'm weird but I don't have a problem that" And I was I laughed, and I was like "Well, number 1, why do you you're weird And number 2, why don't you have a problem that?" And he looked me in my and he was like "Well, I say I'm weird, 1, because I know I'm weird And I don't have a problem with it that's me And don't like it, they don't have to be around me I'm with me and who I am" And right there, that was In my I thought "That was bold" Illest shit about it all, said that at 10 So I could die now I could die now and feel like he got the most important part of Joe Or... than that... I could die right now and feel like he know all he need to Royce, up Last night we cried of joy This morning they still there What's without the wheelchair what we are, but fuck it... We'll be the lamb for y'all niggas Hate it or it... all of that, b, fuck it... [Verse 3: I] Yeah, man I feel where my nigga was coming from, you know my niggas, you know Baby-mom was on and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I don't take of my junior Me and my straight though Yo, my little rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings over other shit So I just let it go, you know, I ain't no rebuttal But uh when you up fucked up perfect, you know, but I'm perfect for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: avenue and Hill Crooked was a youngster my attitude was real Dumper in the waist in case I had to shoot to Rocking mics cause I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher a bus bitch Some sippin toca vodka, others had the pitched A lot of them died, sweatshirt blood drenched Others went to jail, they hit a lick and thumbprints Long beach I ya grind Even though you think you I out you not saluting mine I dont come around much, Im on time Lost and found I found when Im I lose my mind So I like Im on a hunger strike Without a doubt when I a mic I a body count like the shottys out Cause Im a group called slaughter Rap better everybody house Now they think Im in the game and But Im an orgasm man, I came from nothing Some of you from the but you claim you wasnt So lame you struttin, with a you frontin Fuck all that, if I was rich I would rhyme about it I was born poor in a ditch, Im tryna climb up out it avoid a life of crime Im bout it Some say Ill be fine it Death the corner, prison breathing down my neck Chasing til a nigga wheezing out of breath IRS fuck me, I ain't even outta debt Said they Young me , squeeze me outta checks Yeah, fools tryna squeeze me outta checks Dont talk to dominics unless you pay ya rent With marijuana outta town, them dollars spent My own fam grab the steel and harm me But I got the nuts to kill an Word to Killa army, man all them adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and blood wouldnt good crip walking at the Olympics Im still Still me, til my candle is So many I only told to a glass of patron of my fathers family died of cancer alone He me sick, I didnt answer the phone How does it to know that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, life fair I look at steps in the wrong direction, stare I swear, just the other muthafucking dawg Like niggas, rolled in front of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 thang man Came out waving, Im bout to bust, the police by My little told me I needed to chill Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the life I for real dawg This no muthafuckin rap music Just the night I coulda killed a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here rapping this shit Think it man [Verse 4: Joell My grandmoms me , dont exist Baby stress me, my got a cyst My older son love football and the little nigga is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline wishing he could be in there but for his team My youngest son got nerve issues, he cry to me Im looking at him its not you fault You was conceived when daddy was such a to his everyday anxiety I worked at UPS for a and my boss ain't have to fire me I fit to lift boxes I quit Dont put me in that box I spit My wasnt too muthafucking fly for me Wasnt too fly for me From the lobby and puffing running from robbery To I, Royce Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Goodie Mob and me carving escaping poverty Ashy knees and no Chinese hocks but that was on the first, other than that Liver and government sent me my yellow cheese in a box Yall ain't that yellow cheese in a box Last night I cried of joy But the other night I cried my boy No longer here I cant hear his I guess they playing dealers choice Popped a pill with Joe Im sippin clear Royce Crook light a cigar My little homie hit the pen Went in a young adult and coming out a senior And them crackers denied me Fuck I cant even sneak a visit in I ain't hustlin no more if listening Yall niggas only get the man Yall don't know be going on with a nigga day to day I mean shit I ain't complaining or a nigga stand on his own two and hold it down But its than you think nigga You I give a fuck about a rap list I left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an actress I need yall to remind me bout my pen and pad gift subtract your wack spit Multiply my visits to Chase divide mad among 3 other niggas Nah nigga ain't no rap clique This is a muthafucking I want Range Rover I got such a hangover celebrating the my mother became sober My uncle fading that needle though Found out he fully a couple weeks ago My aunt tested negative but its the result Cuz she gon die on the same day he stop yo To know me ain't to me Nah, to know me is to me Cause you ain't got to like me but that I ain't phony Not a nominee for or Oscars for my uh balony What you see is you get you getting what you see cause what you seeing is a threat Come at me with indirects, I ain't gon write a song you Imma you in your neck And then a song about how I just beat you half to death Dont play my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna feed my family the talent God gave me Honestly I care if you hate me But dont fuck my money Anything else I say be dry snitching on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!