I'm out so much I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for myself "Would you rather count or count blessings?" Now a wild question turned my life upside down I guess it was to be like passing Beyonce a Tic-Tac And that ain't a diss, this way to me than a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you disagree I hope you hypocrisy! And this will be the realest shit I wrote Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've been involved Thank y'all for making my wife a crazier than y'all bitches Y'all might've lost me, but win And this will be the shit I ever wrote Now let's talk the BET Awards Kanye went to the podium for the win And mentioned everyone in the category as him but me and Em He said motivated him And normally would be ammo to hate on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' new-wave culture is so cultivatin'! Where the do I fit in? And this be the realest shit I ever wrote I succumb so much to this game I feel I answer more about the 40 and Game squabble Than I answer questions that I ask "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well Fuck this! Royce got a tomorrow" I gotta spell out the offers If being famous means speaking to people in Over being for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last couple of lines kinda out of the pocket But I give a fuck! Let me you this: When was the last time you some shit Where it actually came out of pocket? that! If I got to answer questions from you You got to answer from me! I'm fucking my whole up for you, answer this question: "What the fuck are you for me?", answer that! Still I love my fans, though y'all looking at me like I'm just a drunk nigga That's just throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but I ain't throwing up shit but my hands And this is just me up Artesia, Kino and Vish, please support me I need ya But in reality an artist is supposed to be by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm just supported by [Verse 2: Joe I'm no longer fuckin' I mean I this shit on "Cut You Loose" How am I supposed to stick around for this fuckin' abuse? time I go to leave, I figure "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the true fans that covet new Or is that just another fuckin' Do I do it for cause I crave it, I won't mention it, I'll save it If you know me than you know a nigga treasure Nigga thought that as a man, you must be me And I'm to feel like my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe y'all Same Joe I am today is the same Joe get Y'all will interrupt a nigga while he at his place of And that came along with your 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the nigga made it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're me on actions then I'll take that L every time If you conclude "Joe is a corny mah'fucker" Cause all it mean if I'm a corny Is the greatest rapper ever's a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all this I was being me, not being you I get that mic, let all my demons through Without knowing shit about the people I'm speaking to Add that to me not seeing a to And that says a lot in a room of silence, listen... At 21 I had a problem At 31 still drugs is a But the thing about pill is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny about it all, I ain't like what I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be soon for questioning me" Another for me Far greater than whatever I it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our in our brains We'd over-think what we see and our lives would change But it, that day had to come Who ever knew that I would a son? I coulda it, I was fuckin' like a rabbit But I never saw him handle scoliosis his dad did Never knew me and would talk again Fuck a rhyme, I'm just happy that we talk Who knew that the second I you You would get terminally ill, be in the The of you leaving is what fucks with me I'm scared to of getting full custody Nigga, I look in the disgustedly So how am I supposed to feel the day that he up to me? I always you were the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl confused with And there lies my with our Creator All the I wanted her black ass dead, you wouldn't take her Don't do it now, I her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed with thoughts of a damn But rather show y'all my girl through these filters Look at her, don't at me Cause if y'all judging, would throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do in private It be a little soon for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we right at one quick, let me get back to my son When a was like He said "Dad, I'm but I don't have a problem with that" And I was I laughed, and I was like "Well, number 1, why do you think you're And number 2, why you have a problem with that?" And he looked me in my eyes and he was "Well, I say I'm weird, number 1, I know I'm weird And I don't a problem with it because that's me And whoever don't like it, they have to be around me I'm comfortable me and who I am" And there, that was cold In my I thought "That was bold" Illest about it all, said that at 10 years-old So I could die now I could die now and feel like he got the most important part of Joe Or... than that... I could die right now and like he know all he need to know Royce, up night we cried tears of joy This morning they were there handicap without the wheelchair That's we are, but fuck it... We'll be the sacrificial lamb for y'all it or love it... Leave all of that, b, it... 3: Crooked I] Yeah, man I kinda where my nigga was coming from, you know my niggas, you know Baby-mom was on and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I take care of my junior Me and my nigga straight Yo, my nigga rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get feelings hurt over other shit So I just let it go, you know, I ain't have no But uh when you up fucked up Nobody's perfect, you know, but I'm for this rap shit, man yeah Eastside Long Atlantic avenue and Hill was a youngster my ghetto attitude was real Dumper in the in case I had to shoot to kill Rocking dumb mics I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher a bus bitch Some sippin toca vodka, others had the blunt A lot of them niggas died, blood drenched Others went to jail, they hit a lick and left Long beach I salute ya Even though you think you I out you not saluting mine I dont come around much, Im on musics Lost and found I found when Im broke I my mind So I like Im on a hunger strike Without a doubt I cuff a mic I leave a body count like the out Cause Im a group called slaughter Rap better everybody house Now they Im in the game and stuntin But Im like an orgasm man, I came nothing Some of you from the burbs but you claim you So lame you struttin, with a you frontin Fuck all that, if I was born rich I would about it I was born poor in a ditch, Im tryna climb up out it Tryna avoid a life of crime Im it Some say Ill be fine it Death the corner, prison breathing down my neck Chasing paper til a nigga out of breath IRS fuck me, I ain't even outta debt Said they Young me , tryna squeeze me outta Yeah, them tryna squeeze me outta checks Dont to dominics unless you pay ya mommas rent With marijuana sent outta town, them spent My own fam wanna grab the and harm me But I got the to kill an army Word to Killa army, man all them adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and blood wouldnt good crip walking at the Olympics Im still me, til my candle is blown So many secrets I told to a glass of patron Half of my fathers died of cancer alone He called me sick, I didnt answer the How does it feel to that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, wasnt fair I look at steps in the direction, another stare I swear, just the other muthafucking night Like niggas, niggas rolled in of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 man Came out waving, Im bout to bust, the police by My little brothers told me I needed to Nahmean, this is what I do man, is the life I live for real dawg This ain't no muthafuckin rap Just the other night I coulda a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here about this shit about it man [Verse 4: Ortiz] My grandmoms me , dont exist Baby stress me, my got a cyst My older son love and the little nigga hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the wishing he could be in there but still for his team My youngest son got issues, sometimes he cry to me Im looking at him its not you fault You was conceived when was such a slave to his everyday anxiety I worked at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to me I wasnt fit to boxes I quit Dont put me in box when I spit My life too muthafucking fly for me Wasnt too fly for me From the lobby huffing and puffing running from To Crooked I, Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Goodie Mob and me carving escaping poverty Ashy knees and no Chinese outta hocks but that was on the first, other that Liver works and sent me my yellow cheese in a box Yall ain't that yellow cheese in a box Last I cried tears of joy But the other I cried tears my boy No here I cant hear his voice I guess they playing dealers choice Popped a with Joe Im sippin clear with Royce Crook light a nigga My little just hit the pen Went in a young adult and coming out a citizen And them crackers denied me Fuck dawg I even sneak a visit in I hustlin no more if yall listening niggas only get the music man Yall know what be going on with a nigga day to day I mean shit I complaining or nothing Like a nigga stand on his own two and it down But its realer than you think You think I give a fuck about a rap I just left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an I dont need yall to remind me bout my pen and pad ad-libs subtract your spit Multiply my visits to Chase divide mad chips among 3 niggas Nah nigga ain't no rap clique This is a takeover I want another Rover I got such a celebrating the fact my mother became sober My uncle fading from needle though Found out he fully a couple weeks ago My aunt tested negative but its the result Cuz she gon die on the same day he breathing yo To me ain't to love me Nah, to me is to know me Cause you ain't got to me but respect that I ain't phony Not a nominee for Tonys or for my uh balony you see is what you get Hope you what you see cause what you seeing is a threat Come at me indirects, I ain't gon write a song about you Imma knee you in your And then write a song about how I just you half to death Dont with my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna feed my family through the talent God me Honestly I dont care if you me But fuck with my money Anything I say will be dry snitching on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!