I'm stressed out so I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for asking "Would you count money or count blessings?" Now a wild question Fame turned my life upside I guess it was meant to be like passing a Tic-Tac And that a diss, this way more to me than a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you disagree I hope you hypocrisy! And this will be the realest I ever wrote Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've been with Thank y'all for making my wife a crazier than y'all bitches Y'all might've lost me, but win And this will be the realest shit I ever Now let's talk the BET Awards When Kanye went to the for the win And mentioned everyone in the same as him but me and Em He they motivated him And normally that would be to hate on him But ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' motivatin' This culture is so cultivatin'! the fuck do I fit in? And this will be the realest shit I ever I succumb so much to game I feel sorrow I answer more about the 40 and Game squabble Than I answer that I ask myself "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well Fuck this! got a game tomorrow" I ain't spell out the offers If being famous speaking to people in offices Over being there for your and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last of lines kinda fell out of the pocket But I give a fuck! Let me you this: When was the last time you some shit Where it actually came out of pocket? Answer that! If I got to answer questions you You got to answer questions me! I'm fucking my whole up for you, answer this question: "What the fuck are you doing for me?", that! Still I love my fans, even though looking at me like I'm just a drunk nigga That's throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I ain't throwing up shit but my hands And this is just me up Artesia, Kino and Vish, please support me I need ya But in reality an is supposed to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm just supported by [Verse 2: Joe I'm no fuckin' amused I I addressed this shit on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for this fuckin' Every time I go to leave, I "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the true fans that that new Or is that just another fuckin' Do I do it for attention cause I crave it, I won't mention it, save it If you know me you know a nigga treasure anonymity Nigga thought as a man, you must be kiddin' me And I'm to feel like my fans are now condemning me Listen, I don't owe y'all Same Joe I am today is the Joe y'all get Y'all interrupt a nigga while he at his place of worship And think that along with your 20 dollar purchase You the music, not the nigga that made it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're judging me on actions then I'll that L every time If you conclude "Joe is a corny mah'fucker" Cause all it if I'm a corny mah'fucker Is the rapper ever's just a corny mah'fucker My bad, I'm not as as you But all time I was being me, not being you I get behind that mic, let all my through Without knowing shit about the people that I'm to Add that to me not a reason to And that says a lot in a room of silence, listen... At 21 I had a drug At 31 drugs is a problem But the thing that pill is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny about it all, I ain't like what I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be DEAD soon for me" Another for me Far than whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our eyes in our We'd over-think what we see and our whole lives would But it, that day had to come Who ever knew that I would have a I coulda guessed it, I was fuckin' like a But I never saw him handle like his dad did Never knew me and Ronnie would again Fuck a rhyme, I'm just happy that we again Who knew the second I acknowledged you You would get ill, be in the hospital The thought of you leaving is what fucks me I'm scared to death of getting custody Nigga, I in the mirror disgustedly So how am I supposed to feel the day that he up to me? I always you were the worst baby-mother I had ex-girl confused with And lies my problem with our Creator All the times I wanted her black ass dead, you take her do it now, I need her Understand, it don't get no See how I go to bed with thoughts of a damn But rather show y'all my girl through Instagram filters at her, don't look at me Cause if y'all judging, would throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, I'll do in private It might be a little for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we right at one Real quick, let me get to my son When a nigga was He "Dad, I'm weird but I don't have a problem with that" And I was I laughed, and I was like "Well, number 1, why do you you're weird And 2, why don't you have a problem with that?" And he me in my eyes and he was like "Well, I say I'm weird, number 1, because I know I'm And I don't have a with it because that's me And don't like it, they don't have to be around me I'm with me and who I am" And there, that was cold In my head I "That was bold" shit about it all, said that at 10 years-old So I could die now I could die right now and feel like he got the important part of Joe Or... than that... I die right now and feel like he know all he need to know Royce, up night we cried tears of joy This morning they were still What's handicap without the what we are, but fuck it... We'll be the lamb for y'all niggas it or love it... Leave all of that, b, it... [Verse 3: I] Yeah, man I kinda feel where my was coming from, you know Both my niggas, you Baby-mom was on and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I take care of my junior Me and my nigga straight Yo, my nigga rap I just let it be, you know, cause get their feelings hurt over other shit So I just let it go, you know, I ain't no rebuttal But uh you grew up fucked up Nobody's perfect, you know, but I'm for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: avenue and Hill was a youngster my ghetto attitude was real Dumper in the waist in I had to shoot to kill Rocking mics cause I had was stupid skill we cypher about a bus bitch Some sippin vodka, others had the blunt pitched A lot of niggas died, sweatshirt blood drenched Others to jail, they hit a lick and left thumbprints Long beach I salute ya Even though you think you I sold out you not saluting I dont come much, Im on musics time Lost and I found when Im broke I lose my mind So I hustle like Im on a hunger Without a doubt when I a mic I leave a body count the shottys out Cause Im a group called slaughter Rap better everybody house Now they think Im in the and stuntin But Im an orgasm man, I came from nothing of you from the burbs but you claim you wasnt So lame you struttin, with a cain you all that, if I was born rich I would rhyme about it I was born in a ditch, Im rhyming tryna climb up out it Tryna a life of crime Im bout it Some say Ill be without it around the corner, prison breathing down my neck Chasing paper til a wheezing out of breath IRS wanna fuck me, I even outta debt Said Young Buck me , tryna squeeze me outta Yeah, them tryna squeeze me outta checks talk to dominics unless you pay ya mommas rent With marijuana sent outta town, them spent My own fam grab the steel and harm me But I got the to kill an army Word to Killa army, man all them adore me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my flesh and blood wouldnt good Serena walking at the Olympics Im still Still me, til my is blown So many secrets I only told to a glass of Half of my family died of cancer alone He called me sick, I answer the phone How does it feel to know that your son doesnt you wasnt there, life wasnt fair I look at steps in the direction, another stare I swear, the other muthafucking night dawg Like niggas, niggas rolled in front of my studio on my kids Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 man Came out waving, Im to bust, the police pass by My little brothers told me I to chill Nahmean, this is what I do man, this is the life I for real dawg This ain't no muthafuckin rap Just the other night I coulda a nigga man Nahmean, I be here rapping about this shit Think it man [Verse 4: Joell My left me , father dont moms stress me, my got a cyst My older son love football and the little hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline he could be in there but still for his team My son got nerve issues, sometimes he cry to me Im looking at him like its not you You was conceived when daddy was such a slave to his everyday I at UPS for a week and my boss ain't have to fire me I wasnt fit to lift I quit Dont put me in that box when I My life wasnt too fly for me too muthafucking fly for me From the lobby huffing and puffing from robbery To Crooked I, Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Goodie Mob and me carving Celebrating escaping Ashy knees and no Chinese outta hocks but that was on the first, other that works and government sent me my yellow cheese in a box Yall ain't have that yellow in a box night I cried tears of joy But the other night I tears my boy No here I cant hear his voice I guess upstairs playing dealers choice Popped a pill with Joe Im sippin with Royce Crook light a nigga My little just hit the pen Went in a young adult and coming out a citizen And them crackers just me Fuck dawg I cant even sneak a in I ain't hustlin no more if listening Yall only get the music man Yall don't know what be going on a nigga day to day I mean shit I ain't or nothing a nigga stand on his own two and hold it down But its than you think nigga You think I give a fuck a rap list I left my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an actress I dont need yall to remind me my pen and pad gift ad-libs your wack spit Multiply my to Chase divide mad chips among 3 other niggas Nah this ain't no rap clique This is a muthafucking I another Range Rover I got such a hangover the fact my mother became sober My uncle fading from needle though out he fully blown a couple weeks ago My aunt tested but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the same day he stop yo To know me ain't to me Nah, to know me is to me Cause you ain't got to like me but respect that I ain't Not a for Tonys or Oscars for my uh balony you see is what you get Hope you getting what you see what you seeing is a threat at me with indirects, I ain't gon write a song about you Imma you in your neck And then write a song about how I just you half to death play with my little niggas Im just a grown ass man tryna feed my through the talent God gave me Honestly I dont care if you me But dont with my money Anything else I say be dry snitching on myself, how dumb would that be House YAOWA!