I'm out so much I'm like, "Why stress it?" Am I selfish for asking "Would you rather money or count blessings?" Now that's a wild Fame turned my life upside I guess it was to be like passing Beyonce a Tic-Tac And ain't a diss, this way more to me than a diss track is God to me Nas is God to me! Eminem is B.I.G. and Pac to me And if you I hope you bleed hypocrisy! And this will be the realest shit I wrote Shoutout to all the crazy bitches I've been involved Thank y'all for making my wife a crazier bitch y'all bitches Y'all lost me, but y'all win And this will be the realest I ever wrote Now talk about the BET Awards When Kanye went to the for the win And mentioned in the same category as him but me and Em He said they him And normally that be ammo to hate on him But that ain't my M.O! My M.O. is to be mo' new-wave culture is so cultivatin'! Where the do I fit in? And this be the realest shit I ever wrote I succumb so much to game I feel sorrow I more questions about the 40 and Game squabble I answer questions that I ask myself "Are you a father?", the answer's, "Well this! Royce got a game tomorrow" I ain't spell out the offers If famous means speaking to people in offices Over being for your sons and daughters... I'm off this... I know the last of lines kinda fell out of the pocket But I give a fuck! Let me you this: When was the last time you copped shit Where it actually came out of your Answer that! If I got to answer questions you You got to answer questions me! I'm my whole life up for you, answer this question: "What the fuck are you for me?", answer that! Still I my fans, even though y'all looking at me like I'm just a drunk nigga That's just throwing up behind shit, blowing up, but nigga I throwing up shit but my hands And is just me growing up Courtney Artesia, Kino and Vish, please support me I ya But in reality an is supposed to be supported by easels But in the meanwhile, I'm just supported by 2: Joe Budden] I'm no fuckin' amused I mean I addressed this on "Cut You Loose" How long am I supposed to stick around for this fuckin' time I go to leave, I figure "fuck is the use?" I endure it for the true fans covet that new Or is just another fuckin' excuse? Do I do it for attention cause I crave it, I mention it, I'll save it If you know me than you a nigga treasure anonymity Nigga thought that as a man, you be kiddin' me And I'm to feel like my fans are now condemning me Listen, I owe y'all shit Joe I am today is the same Joe y'all get Y'all will interrupt a nigga while he at his of worship And think that came along with 20 dollar purchase You bought the music, not the that made it But let me touch up on that nigga made it If you're judging me on actions then I'll take L every time If you conclude "Joe Budden is a mah'fucker" Cause all it if I'm a corny mah'fucker Is the greatest rapper ever's just a corny My bad, I'm not as as you But all time I was being me, not being you I get behind that mic, let all my through Without knowing about the people that I'm speaking to Add that to me not seeing a to And that a lot in a room full of silence, listen... At 21 I had a problem At 31 drugs is a problem But the thing about pill is it made everything real And I I needed to see Funny thing about it all, I ain't what I saw Now the Lord's is in my head like "You'll be DEAD soon for me" Another for me Far greater whatever I profess it to be Cause if left to me, I'd put our in our brains We'd over-think what we see and our whole would change But fuck it, day had to come Who ever knew that I would have a I guessed it, I was fuckin' like a rabbit But I never saw him handle like his dad did Never knew me and Ronnie would again Fuck a rhyme, I'm happy that we talk again Who knew that the second I you You would get terminally ill, be in the The thought of you is what fucks with me I'm scared to death of full custody Nigga, I look in the mirror So how am I supposed to feel the day he looks up to me? I always said you were the worst I had ex-girl confused with And there lies my problem with our All the times I wanted her ass dead, you wouldn't take her do it now, I need her Understand, it get no realer See how I go to bed with of a damn killer But show y'all my girl through these Instagram filters Look at her, look at me Cause if judging, y'all would throw the book at me Speakin' of shorty, nah, do that in private It be a little soon for me to let her know how I get Shit, and now we back at one quick, let me get back to my son When a nigga was He said "Dad, I'm weird but I don't have a with that" And I was like I laughed, and I was "Well, 1, why do you think you're weird And 2, why don't you have a problem with that?" And he looked me in my eyes and he was "Well, I say I'm weird, 1, because I know I'm weird And I don't have a problem with it because me And whoever don't like it, they have to be around me I'm comfortable me and who I am" And right there, was cold In my I thought "That was bold" Illest shit about it all, that at 10 years-old So I die right now I could die now and feel like he got the most important part of Joe Or... better that... I die right now and feel like he know all he need to know Royce, up Last night we tears of joy This morning they were there What's handicap the wheelchair That's we are, but fuck it... We'll be the sacrificial for y'all niggas it or love it... Leave all of that, b, it... [Verse 3: I] Yeah, man I kinda feel where my nigga was from, you know my niggas, you know Baby-mom was on and shit You know, talkin' 'bout I don't care of my junior Me and my straight though Yo, my nigga rap I just let it be, you know, cause people get their feelings hurt over other So I let it go, you know, I ain't have no rebuttal But uh when you grew up up perfect, you know, but I'm perfect for this This rap shit, man Eastside Long Beach: Atlantic and Hill Crooked was a my ghetto attitude was real Dumper in the waist in I had to shoot to kill Rocking mics cause I had was stupid skill Eastsiders we cypher a bus bitch Some sippin toca vodka, others had the blunt A lot of niggas died, sweatshirt blood drenched Others went to jail, they hit a lick and left beach I salute ya grind Even though you think you I sold out you not mine I dont come around much, Im on time Lost and found I when Im broke I lose my mind So I like Im on a hunger strike a doubt when I cuff a mic I leave a body count like the out Cause Im from a group called Rap better than house Now they think Im in the game and But Im an orgasm man, I came from nothing Some of you from the but you claim you wasnt So lame you struttin, with a cain you Fuck all that, if I was rich I would rhyme about it I was born poor in a ditch, Im tryna climb up out it Tryna avoid a life of crime Im it Some say Ill be without it Death around the corner, breathing down my neck Chasing til a nigga wheezing out of breath IRS fuck me, I ain't even outta debt Said Young Buck me , tryna me outta checks Yeah, them fools tryna squeeze me outta Dont talk to dominics you pay ya mommas rent With marijuana sent outta town, dollars spent My own fam grab the steel and harm me But I got the nuts to kill an Word to Killa army, man all them killers me BET red carpet, the was on me To put a slug in my and blood wouldnt feel good Serena walking at the Olympics Im hood Still me, til my candle is So many I only told to a glass of patron Half of my fathers family died of alone He me sick, I didnt answer the phone How does it feel to that your son doesnt care Cause you wasnt there, life fair I look at steps in the wrong direction, another I swear, just the other muthafucking night Like niggas, niggas in front of my studio on my kids life Nahmean, I ran through the fucking studio to my office grabbed that 3.57 man out waving, Im bout to bust, the police pass by My little told me I needed to chill Nahmean, this is what I do man, is the life I live for real dawg This ain't no muthafuckin rap the other night I coulda killed a nigga man Nahmean, I wouldnt be here rapping about this about it man [Verse 4: Ortiz] My left me , father dont Baby moms me, my momma got a My older son love football and the nigga hands is mean But he chronic asthmatic so he fully suited on the sideline wishing he be in there but still Cheering for his My son got nerve issues, sometimes he cry to me Im at him like its not you fault You was when daddy was such a slave to his everyday anxiety I worked at UPS for a week and my boss ain't to fire me I wasnt fit to boxes I quit Dont put me in that box I spit My wasnt too muthafucking fly for me Wasnt too fly for me From the lobby huffing and puffing running robbery To I, Royce Da 59, Joe Budden, homie from the Goodie Mob and me carving Celebrating poverty Ashy knees and no Chinese outta but that was on the first, other than that Liver works and government sent me my cheese in a box Yall ain't that yellow cheese in a box Last night I cried of joy But the other night I tears my boy No longer I cant hear his voice I upstairs they playing dealers choice Popped a pill with Joe Im clear with Royce Crook light a cigar My little homie hit the pen Went in a young adult and coming out a senior And them crackers denied me Fuck dawg I cant even sneak a in I ain't hustlin no if yall listening Yall only get the music man Yall don't know what be going on with a day to day I mean shit I complaining or nothing Like a nigga stand on his own two and hold it But its realer than you think You I give a fuck about a rap list I just my condo, hopped up in my car Im on my way to fuck an actress I dont need yall to remind me my pen and pad gift ad-libs subtract wack spit Multiply my visits to Chase divide mad chips among 3 other Nah this ain't no rap clique is a muthafucking takeover I want another Rover I got such a hangover celebrating the fact my mother became My uncle fading from that needle Found out he fully blown a weeks ago My aunt negative but its the same result Cuz she gon die on the same day he breathing yo To know me ain't to me Nah, to me is to know me Cause you got to like me but respect that I ain't phony Not a nominee for Tonys or Oscars for my uh What you see is you get Hope you getting what you see cause what you is a threat Come at me with indirects, I ain't gon write a song you Imma knee you in your And write a song about how I just beat you half to death Dont play with my little Im just a grown ass man feed my family through the talent God gave me Honestly I dont care if you me But dont with my money Anything else I say will be dry snitching on myself, how dumb that be House YAOWA!