This is to the (uh-uh) intertwined the hands I've trying to hold This is to the (uh-uh) love I lost and all the troubling thoughts of how I got and this is to the (uh-uh) divorce I was forced to settle and the remorse I fought off with metal and this is to the (uh-uh) wet, watery kiss I left you on porch while I watched your trembling lips
This is to the... memory of our years the first I shared feelings with and the realest thing I'd experienced in my short existence I ain't to admit cause love is one of the that doesnt come with an age limit now it? In fact I'ma have to say I'm more keen to feel such things hopeful dreams I'd lost in a smokescreen of fucking Touching without touching, in the dark casting shadows on our parents battles, is for the romantics at heart It too long before I held you more then my pen when I writing songs, it was something like "Forever and always, whenever songs play..." I empty hallways or your image that descended the top floor became an echo I paid the price for those things, and couldn't afford to let go From a passive debt, I'm past Did you know I dreamt about you we met? Remembering our first kiss, it hadn't happened yet Recollecting your set, and I wasn't ever the chance to forget I guess that's the of it Now rehashed subject's displaying what I wrote on cafe to the public to get it over and done with, closure cometh My have plummeted from holding these buckets Hold your laughs till I go back to the of Paris where I wrote half of paragraphs... but fuck it
This is to my ten year story, in another you be better prepared for me in the first years, you were all ears the next six, you left me for the next EX THEN DEF TO MY MESSAGE So that my affair with the world abroad Behind the curtain the other hurtful girls I explored Until I the monster, turning to the words that I record me, if you heard it all before "I shake you to hurt you" when you on the floor In a of naked virtue I closed my to cancel what I saw Your hand made the first to the handle of the drawer where the frail couldn't think to live "I didn't you to hurt you" I never it before I can't shake off perfume, can't wash my hands no more and I'm my curfew, but I can't walk I'm standing at the door, I hear the wailing of a kid ...and the failure of His compromise eyeing the side of the kitchen What'you think, I just let you cut you, cut me-- cut the Damn, I love the hugs enough to the way we made each crazy, making it so tough to operate productively my self esteem didn't help when I felt and I figured that's the reason why you touch me My ego does bleed, I should've let you it and let arms free to follow through with your domestic slip up Love is a battlefield so lick shots quick while I lick my wounds and then as an obvious target Infatuations with the past protect my Purple Heart a picture I had in my shirt pocket I'm out with a bang.. in a of glory holes, the anti-hero I don't care how many ways the story's Be careful when these doolies play drums and watch what you foolishly say, my uzi weighs a tongue..
This is to the sleepless evenings that I spent next to stones Hoping someone from beyond would grab my arm and me home I half accepted I'd to make it alone after feeding everything I had a payphone and is to the rain.. It felt like it was of spit My was an unbreakable chain of Gabe's trumpets Save the buckets though they weighed down my walking You don't the height of the steak you place your fork in You old (that's what you said) I feel old (that's I said) I been through a lot you been gone, dead, born again torn to shreads over who were porcelain the dolls, when we were allowed to talk again I stopped wake-up calls (that ring true) I the way I fall for everything you do Our fate is flawed, why I make these break-up songs to sing to you Musics my psychiatric drug And a pill in human form I'd like to hide under my tongue Kiss the foot that couldn't fit into the of my mouth The denizen in your house for the benifit of your doubts When I got kicked out, I played the faithful dog to the love alost, sitting by your fucking door in utter disbelief I sucked all of the off of my teeth you pulled away, you let me on your invisible leash You can find me hiding these screams my eyelids She me (she blinded me) with silence.. So my lips blew her a fairwell kiss Slinking the sink, where all the hair gel drips Stairwells dip deep into her mouth where I a cycle and ever since then, I've on a downward spiral this round is final, it's time to because it's a porch that some choose to die under the first was a breakdown, I apologize in round two this version im certain, this shit even about you the threewrite..