This is to the (uh-uh) intertwined the I've been trying to hold is to the (uh-uh) love that I lost and all the troubling thoughts of how I got and this is to the (uh-uh) divorce I was forced to settle and the remorse I fought off with fists and this is to the (uh-uh) wet, watery I left you with on your porch while I watched your trembling
This is to the... of our early years the first girl I shared feelings and the realest thing I'd experienced in my short existence I ain't afraid to cause love is one of the things doesnt come with an age limit now does it? In fact I'ma have to say I'm more keen to feel such hopeful dreams I'd lost in a smokescreen of meaningless Touching without touching, in the dark casting shadows on our battles, this is for the romantics at heart It wasn't too long I held you more then my pen when I wasn't writing songs, it was like "Forever and always, whenever songs play..." I remember hallways or your image that descended from the top floor became an I paid the price for those hard things, and afford to let go From a passive debt, I'm past Did you know I dreamt about you before we Remembering our first kiss, it hadn't happened yet Recollecting your set, and I ever given the chance to forget I guess the magic of it Now every rehashed subject's displaying what I on napkins to the public to get it over and done with, hath cometh My shoulders have plummeted from holding these Hold your laughs I go back to the tunnels of Paris I wrote half of these paragraphs... but fuck it
This is to my ten year story, in decade you better be prepared for me in the first four years, you all ears then the six, you left me for the next EX THEN WENT DEF TO MY So that began my affair with the abroad Behind the curtain the other hurtful girls I explored Until I became the monster, turning to the that I record me, if you heard it all before "I didn't shake you to you" when you on the floor In a of naked virtue I closed my to cancel what I saw Your hand made the first move to the handle of the where the frail girl couldn't to live "I didn't you to hurt you" I never it before I can't shake off your perfume, can't wash my hands no and I'm breaking my curfew, but I walk I'm standing at the door, I hear the wailing of a kid ...and the of innocence His compromise eyeing the side of the sink What'you think, I just let you cut you, cut cut the bullshit Damn, I love the hugs enough to the way we made other crazy, making it so tough to operate productively my self didn't help when I felt ugly and I figured that's the reason why you touch me My ego does bleed, I let you test it and let your arms free to follow through with your domestic up Love is a so lick your shots quick while I lick my and then resume as an obvious target Infatuations with the protect my Purple Heart with a picture I had in my shirt pocket I'm out with a bang.. in a blaze of glory holes, the I don't care how many the story's told Be when these doolies play like drums and what you foolishly say, because my uzi weighs a tongue..
This is to the sleepless evenings that I spent to grave stones Hoping someone from beyond would grab my arm and take me I half I'd have to make it alone after feeding everything I had into a and is to the rain.. It like it was made of spit My parade was an unbreakable chain of trumpets Save the buckets even though they weighed down my You don't know the height of the steak you your fork in You look old (that's you said) I feel old (that's I said) I been through a lot since you been gone, dead, again torn to shreads over girls who porcelain the cry-baby dolls, we were allowed to talk again I stopped accepting wake-up calls (that true) I hate the way I for everything you do Our fate is flawed, that's why I make these break-up to sing to you Musics my psychiatric drug And you're a pill in human form I'd like to under my tongue Kiss the foot that fit into the slipper of my mouth The denizen in house begging for the benifit of your doubts When I got out, I played the faithful puppy dog to the love alost, sitting by your fucking door in utter disbelief I sucked all of the skin off of my you away, you let me choke on your invisible leash You can find me hiding these screams behind my She me (she blinded me) with silence.. So my lips blew her a fairwell kiss Slinking over the sink, where all the hair gel Stairwells dip deep her mouth where I found a cycle and ever then, I've been on a downward spiral this round is final, it's time to because it's a porch that some dogs to die under the first was a breakdown, I apologize in round two this version im certain, this shit ain't even you the threewrite..