This Present Darkness

In this present darkness
I fall upon broken knee's
Crawl through weight depression
Haunted by an unborn ghost

I'll never know your fears
Never see me in your eyes
Curse the one that stole your name from me
This is the monster that they create

From seconds of your conception
Minutes leading to death
Sentence will shackle me and turn eyes red
I will constantly endure the pain of your creation

How can I lie awake?
Grace
How can I lie awake?
My love will stay dead
In this present darkness I fall