Jade

Jade, jade, jade

Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Wrong track again and again it stings
Wish you all could feel like this

Twelve is for the reason of regret
Nine is for the pain that I'm caused
Will strife ever cease? Someday
Fuck this mind that is made to hate

Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
That's what they want me to be
That is not quite good enough for me

Fuck you and your thoughts on me
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
Fuck you, how can I not be me?
Fuck you, I will never let you take me

I will never be that good little one
I can never see what is so good about life
I can never change just who I am
Just what it is I think I am doing

My hands fell down
Now I know I failed
You were not there to pick up
The waste of this pathetic tale

Maybe I should just end all this right here
Would you like that? Would you like that?
Maybe you could cope
Knowing that you all have succeeded

I am staying here to betray all of you
I am staying here to betray all of you
Never failing me again
Never failing me again, never fail

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me

My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade

I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room
Walls white with black shades

The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?

I need it, I want to be where you are
I miss you

I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room
Walls white with black shades

The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?

I need it, I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are