Refuse To See

"One more time I feel my life slip through my finger tips I cry
My eyes bleed with pain...pain!
You never understood how I felt
You always shunned my dammed existing fate
You ran away from...me"
He thought he could not run away I told him pain denies soul Save your life
Refuse to See
"He'll refuse to see
How my life is really going"
It's time to worship but he does not care
Oh at one time he did
"After 600 years it's getting old This godamn trial is done"
You thought you could run and hide
You thought you could rise up
Motherfucker you were wrong
Refuse to see
Led to believe that i could gain your respect
"You've never felt the need"
Except at one time
His hands red with blood
Crucified a martyr for my sins
"It didn't work...my soul will soon die like his"
One more day has gone by
No one mourns his passing
The final shot went right through
His pain gone
Crucified all his ways
So many days filled with pain
Crucified all his sorrow
Refused to see!