this is to the who I loved but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts of double crossed, still no love lost.
now i can't even start this. i see no light the darkness. so whatcha want, miss? check my pulse because i'm heartless. you were my life support. and in a my defense fights the thought. i'll try to this one nice and short. our chambers beat in unison. I'm wanting you to listen to the dead in my defiance. i used to sin and be by violence, now as i glimpse the past i thank God for your guidance. alas, i my eyes a rinse. blink and think in retrospect...realize you need to get respect. i as i holler cries 'cause it's you and not these college guys keeps my knowledge wise. you're my crutch. but now i fall cause you're someone i touch. now no one wants to me up and that's too much. even my wisdom fell. i'm in a hell. throw my inner child in the prison cell. incarcerated hatred is conflict with the free love sentencing to the convict. my soul is on row, where can this kid go? i'm homeless, how could you notice when whole world didn't know? it's time i make public just how personal we got in moments, because are our opponents. forget material or stuff. i let you know too much or not enough.
is to the woman who i loved but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got thoughts of being double crossed, still there's no love lost. no love lost.
I can't pretend this. The on my life has been tremendous. It be fixed with a friendly kiss What's Questions, pain, grief and I'm so all I grind is my teeth. But what I find beneath the surface has from priceless to worthless. This three ring of clowning around is what hurts us. My brain circuits as my mind starts to wander to another lover. I'm isolated, living somber. She's whispering "come hither there yonder." I don't think i wanna. The pressure gettin' lesser. Open my dresser...it overflows memorabilia. Momentos of our success now my failure. I took time to write you diaries when we couldn't much. According to you that was a touch. "actions speak louder than words." Turn up your hearing aid. You made this man afraid. Put the pin back in the grenade. There's not much time left til I'm with nothing but a broken promise. While syllable I said was spoken honest. We expected each to be a physic mind reader. Don't me "life goes on." I need her... to me... So again I can feel the high of ecstasy... We tripped...walking the aisle of destiny. sexually, because see...I understood. And I don't know too people who would have done anything to get a laugh their better half. I should have sensed it sooner...when you lost sense of humor. Now let my speak, I couldn't eat for a whole week. With no sleep. The price I pay for a control freak. Now I'm inside my pillow instead of dreaming. I must have said "I love you" so that it lost it's meaning. But no one's perfect, so where's my to make adjustments? It's it...if our romance had substance. Because with we conceived marriage. Til insecurity caused a
is to the woman who i loved but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts of being crossed...
I was in it for the run Now who's the weak and the one? I tried to be Mr. Right, though things were done. but ummmm...When it was for sacrifice Straight up, you didn't to ask me twice. I put off rap device. I wasn't nice, all my feelings they were genuine. You got me and I let you in. But now you're bloody murder. Used the entrance as the exit. Now you're like my mind, i'm on a head trip. You never said shit. Used then misused the And let me get in one sentence. Forget friends...you were my one Now I'm depressed, son. It take long for the stress to come. Memories be my nemesis As i sit and reminisce, wondering if you this: Our genesis. experiences on old dates. Got cold shakes and tingles, never single, we soulmates. That term to hold weight but now it's temporary And lately I've been trips to the cemetery. nothing evil in death, but this feels devilish. I'd never this on my worst enemy. me.