this is to the woman who I but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got thoughts of being double crossed, still there's no lost.
now i can't start this. i see no light inside the darkness. so whatcha want, don't check my pulse because i'm heartless. you were my support. and in a sense my defense fights the thought. i'll try to keep one nice and short. our chambers beat in unison. I'm wanting you to to the dead silence in my defiance. i used to sin and be by violence, now as i glimpse into the past i thank God for guidance. alas, i give my a rinse. and think in retrospect...realize you need to get your respect. i apologize as i cries 'cause it's you and not college guys that keeps my knowledge wise. you're my crutch. but now i fall cause you're someone i touch. now no one wants to help me up and too much. even my fell. i'm in a living hell. throw my child back in the prison cell. incarcerated hatred is causing with the love sentencing death to the convict. my soul is on skid row, can this kid go? i'm homeless, how could you notice when this world didn't know? it's time i make just how personal we got in private moments, lies are our opponents. forget or superficial stuff. i either let you too much or not enough.
is to the woman who i loved but lost. intertwined of the universe got divorced. but it forced. got single thoughts of being crossed, still there's no love lost. There's no love lost.
I pretend this. The impact on my life has been tremendous. It can't be with a friendly kiss What's Questions, pain, and misbelief? I'm so all I grind is my teeth. But what I find beneath the has changed from priceless to worthless. This three ring circus of clowning around is what us. My brain circuits as my mind starts to wander to discover lover. I'm isolated, living somber. She's whispering "come from there yonder." I don't think i wanna. The ain't gettin' lesser. Open my dresser...it with memorabilia. Momentos of our now symbolize my failure. I took time to write you when we couldn't speak much. According to you that was a touch. Cause "actions speak than words." Turn up your hearing aid. You made this man afraid. Put the pin back in the grenade. not much time left til I'm left with nothing but a broken promise. While every syllable I said was honest. We expected each to be a physic mind reader. Don't tell me "life on." I need her... to me... So once again I can the high of ecstasy... We tripped...walking the aisle of destiny. Respectful sexually, see...I understood. And I don't know too many who would have done anything to get a laugh from better half. I should have sensed it sooner...when you your sense of humor. Now let my soul speak, I couldn't eat for a week. With no sleep. The price I pay for a control freak. Now I'm inside my pillow instead of dreaming. I must said "I love you" so much that it lost it's meaning. But no one's perfect, so where's my chance to make It's it...if our romance had substance. Because purity we conceived marriage. Til insecurity caused a
this is to the who i loved but lost. souls of the universe got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got single of being double crossed...
I was in it for the run Now who's the weak and the strong I tried to be Mr. Right, though things were done. but ummmm...When it was time for Straight up, you have to ask me twice. I put off rap device. I wasn't nice, all my feelings they were genuine. You got me and I let you in. But now you're bloody murder. Used the entrance as the exit. Now you're abscent my mind, i'm on a head trip. You never said shit. then misused the entrance And let me get in one sentence. Forget friends...you my best one Now I'm depressed, son. It take long for the stress to come. be my arch nemesis As i sit and reminisce, wondering if you remember Our genesis. experiences on old dates. Got shakes and tingles, never single, we were soulmates. That term used to hold weight but now temporary And lately been making trips to the cemetery. Ain't nothing evil in death, but feels devilish. I'd wish this on my worst enemy. me.