this is to the woman who I but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got thoughts of being double crossed, still no love lost.
now i can't even this. i see no light inside the darkness. so whatcha want, don't check my pulse because i'm heartless. you were my life support. and in a sense my fights the thought. i'll try to keep this one and short. our four beat in unison. I'm wanting you to to the dead silence in my defiance. i used to sin and be by violence, now as i glimpse into the past i God for your guidance. alas, i my eyes a rinse. blink and think in retrospect...realize you to get your respect. i apologize as i holler 'cause you and not these college guys that keeps my knowledge wise. my crutch. but now i fall cause you're someone i can't touch. now no one wants to help me up and too much. even my wisdom fell. i'm in a hell. throw my inner child back in the cell. incarcerated hatred is conflict with the love sentencing death to the convict. my is on skid row, where can this kid go? i'm homeless, how could you when this whole world didn't know? it's time i make public how personal we got in private moments, because are our opponents. material or superficial stuff. i either let you know too or not enough.
this is to the who i loved but lost. souls of the universe got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got thoughts of being double crossed, still there's no lost. There's no love lost.
I can't this. The impact on my life has been tremendous. It can't be fixed with a kiss What's Questions, pain, and misbelief? I'm so all I grind is my teeth. But what I find beneath the surface has from priceless to worthless. This three ring circus of clowning around is what us. My brain short circuits as my starts to wander to discover another lover. I'm isolated, somber. She's whispering "come from there yonder." I don't i wanna. The pressure ain't gettin' lesser. my dresser...it overflows with memorabilia. Momentos of our now symbolize my failure. I took time to write you diaries we couldn't speak much. According to you was a weak touch. Cause "actions speak than words." Turn up your hearing aid. You made man afraid. Put the pin back in the hand grenade. There's not much time left til I'm left with nothing but a promise. While every syllable I was spoken honest. We expected each other to be a mind reader. Don't tell me "life goes on." I her... to me... So once again I can the high of ecstasy... We tripped...walking the aisle of destiny. sexually, because see...I understood. And I don't know too many people who have done anything to get a laugh their better half. I should have sensed it sooner...when you lost your of humor. Now let my soul speak, I eat for a whole week. With no sleep. The I pay for being a control freak. Now I'm screaming inside my instead of dreaming. I must have said "I you" so much that it lost it's meaning. But no one's perfect, so where's my chance to adjustments? It's worth it...if our had substance. Because with we conceived marriage. Til insecurity caused a
this is to the who i loved but lost. souls of the universe got divorced. but it forced. got single thoughts of being double crossed...
I was in it for the run Now who's the weak and the strong I to be Mr. Right, though things were wrongly done. but ummmm...When it was time for Straight up, you didn't to ask me twice. I put off rap device. I wasn't ACTING nice, all my feelings were genuine. You got me and I let you in. But now you're screaming bloody murder. Used the as the exit. Now you're abscent like my mind, i'm on a trip. You never said shit. then misused the entrance And let me get in one sentence. Forget friends...you my best one Now I'm depressed, son. It didn't take for the stress to come. Memories be my nemesis As i sit and reminisce, wondering if you this: Our genesis. experiences on old dates. Got cold shakes and tingles, never single, we soulmates. That term used to weight but now it's temporary And lately I've been trips to the cemetery. Ain't evil in death, but this feels devilish. I'd never wish this on my enemy. me.