this is to the woman who I but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it forced. got single thoughts of being double crossed, there's no love lost.
now i even start this. i see no light inside the darkness. so whatcha want, don't check my pulse because i'm heartless. you my life support. and in a sense my defense fights the thought. i'll try to keep this one and short. our four chambers in unison. I'm wanting you to to the dead silence in my defiance. i to sin and be intrigued by violence, now as i glimpse into the i thank God for your guidance. alas, i my eyes a rinse. blink and think in retrospect...realize you to get your respect. i apologize as i holler 'cause it's you and not these college guys that my knowledge wise. you're my crutch. but now i fall cause you're someone i touch. now no one to help me up and that's too much. my wisdom fell. i'm in a living hell. throw my inner child back in the cell. hatred is causing conflict with the free love sentencing to the convict. my is on skid row, where can this kid go? i'm homeless, how could you when this whole world didn't know? it's i make public just how personal we got in private moments, because are our opponents. material or superficial stuff. i either let you know too or not enough.
is to the woman who i loved but lost. intertwined of the universe got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got thoughts of being crossed, still there's no love lost. There's no love lost.
I can't pretend this. The impact on my has been tremendous. It can't be fixed with a friendly endless? Questions, pain, and misbelief? I'm so faithful all I is my teeth. But what I beneath the surface has changed from priceless to worthless. This three circus of clowning around is what hurts us. My brain short circuits as my mind starts to to another lover. I'm isolated, living somber. She's whispering "come from there yonder." I don't think i wanna. The ain't gettin' lesser. Open my dresser...it with memorabilia. Momentos of our success now my failure. I took time to write you diaries when we speak much. According to you that was a touch. Cause "actions speak than words." Turn up your hearing aid. You made this man afraid. Put the pin in the hand grenade. not much time left til I'm left with nothing but a broken promise. While every syllable I was spoken honest. We expected each other to be a mind reader. Don't tell me "life goes on." I her... to me... So once I can feel the high of ecstasy... We tripped...walking down the of destiny. sexually, because see...I understood. And I know too many people who would have done anything to get a from their better half. I have sensed it sooner...when you lost your sense of humor. Now let my soul speak, I eat for a whole week. With no sleep. The price I pay for being a freak. Now I'm screaming my pillow instead of dreaming. I must have said "I love you" so that it lost it's meaning. But no one's perfect, so where's my chance to make worth it...if our romance had substance. Because with purity we marriage. Til caused a miscarriage
this is to the who i loved but lost. intertwined souls of the got divorced. but it wasn't forced. got single of being double crossed...
I was in it for the run Now who's the and the strong one? I tried to be Mr. Right, things were wrongly done. but ummmm...When it was for sacrifice Straight up, you didn't to ask me twice. I put off rap device. I wasn't ACTING nice, all my they were genuine. You got me and I let you in. But now you're screaming murder. Used the entrance as the exit. Now you're abscent my mind, i'm on a head trip. You never shit. Used then misused the entrance And let me get in one sentence. friends...you were my best one Now I'm depressed, son. It take long for the stress to come. Memories be my arch As i sit and reminisce, if you remember this: Our genesis. experiences on old dates. Got cold shakes and tingles, never single, we soulmates. term used to hold weight but now it's temporary And lately I've been trips to the cemetery. nothing evil in death, but this feels devilish. I'd never this on my worst enemy. me.