My rang, I converse with the busy signal Why can't let me die in pieces? I don't want any more food or condolences, let my go Burn off this useless and make meals of my pestilence Lessons are my I've seen too much and not had enough Either way, this is my last forever Please don't let my children read
I was when I wrote this the first by interrupted by my screaming walls Hard to concentrate in my 7 x 12 watching my every move Even with these shrouds, I feel The windows talk to me and tell me that I to leave Only one way out the door, it's too Someone might not see me, be
We used to paint, the canvas made me feel Oh how they marveled at the spectacle I made of I made it for them, but it was communication to conjure up through Forever immortalized, carbon chokes me and I fear no man but my There are a lot of things learned not to say outloud If my were still alive, they'd still be proud
Sometimes I imagine as a loss The remains of a cast-away god If I'm homeless, no Earth I'll be famous, and you can put that on my birth My word is worth the demons that raped my childhood, didn't happen I was made as this, my walking by my life on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and much Must maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I wake up on this bench covered in
Taking a won't aleve my stress I even lift my brush to paint my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm feeling optimistic, this is my and it tests the past miserably Why do I keep in public places? The medication should take two to take affect But last time, I was eating my last meal embarassing and I die inside
This is my favorite I here to think about all the things that make me is my favorite poem I wrote this before I died last are my favorite friends they don't talk much and probably even listening This is my place so I that I don't last here too long
The other night, I was doing my things trying to find a girl to take to my She's beautiful and clearly for me She likes my work, and wants to what fuels my art We lay happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes left of this to She typical things and gave of herself freely I started freaking out as I convulsed oral sex for me, she held me and I laugh at those tears, for a
The next day, I was dead and she had joined me How honest I recall of how she gave of herself As I my orange juice, I began to study all of her beauty We danced and made for hours Talked about important things and how our children would up and die also And how futile it was until we finally fell in I'll never be again and she will never leave me
I've forgotten why I write things down Even as I this I'm how useless it is to put ideas to words to wine, stupidity and valor The streetlights I pray to and the gutters I in My wife is no good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me and I'm getting sick of her There's other in the sea and I haven't stopped for three days I hope everything is ___ Today I downed 90 After 20 i could the head rush I to my gallery roof Gazing at the beauty that we take for granted Its my opening Everyone be there Whos to bear witness to my newest latest and greatest work I'm a comet human swan dive never has the air been so clean I and exhale to become one my ends on the sidewalk A vivid display of a 170 pounds of sweat and tears Critique But my greatest work is in the I it for you
This is my favorite And i hope nobody bites it is what i've been working up to all along Finally alone at is my favorite person and she will always be with me in spirit These are my words I hope i don't have anything to say