My phone rang, I converse the busy signal Why they let me die in pieces? I want any more food or condolences, let my people go Burn off this useless flesh and meals of my pestilence Lessons are my maybe I've too much and not had enough Either way, this is my last entry don't let my children read this
I was meditating when I this the first time by interrupted by my walls Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell watching my every move Even these shrouds, I feel naked The talk to me and tell me that I ought to leave Only one way out the door, it's too Someone not see me, be careful
We to paint, the canvas made me feel alive Oh how marveled at the spectacle I made of myself I made it for them, but it was really to conjure up through immortalized, carbon dioxide chokes me and I fear no man but my are a lot of things I've learned not to say outloud If my parents were still alive, they'd be proud
Sometimes I imagine as a loss The remains of a cast-away god If I'm homeless, there's no Someday I'll be famous, and you can put on my birth My word is the demons that raped my being childhood, didn't happen I was made as this, my walking by my life on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and much find maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I wake up on this bench covered in
Taking a shower won't my stress I can't even lift my brush to paint my long-awaited Yet I'm optimistic, relatively this is my testimony and it the past miserably Why do I keep in public places? The medication take two hours to take affect But last time, I was killed my last meal It's and I die inside
is my favorite rock I come here to think all the things that make me This is my favorite I wrote this before I last time are my favorite friends they don't talk much and probably even listening This is my place so I that I don't last here too long
The night, I was doing my everyday things trying to a girl to take to my apartment She's beautiful and cares for me She likes my work, and wants to what fuels my art We lay happy that there was only thirty minutes left of this to endure She spoke things and gave of herself freely I started freaking out as I convulsed oral sex Concerned for me, she me and I laugh at those tears, for a
The day, I was still dead and she had joined me How honest I of how she gave of herself freely As I drank my juice, I began to study all of her beauty We danced and made love for Talked about important things and how our would grow up and die also And how futile it was until we finally in love I'll never be alone again and she will never me
I've forgotten why I write things down Even as I write I'm realizing how it is to put ideas to words water to wine, stupidity and The streetlights I pray to and the gutters I in My wife is no longer good at sex, her body doesn't to me and I'm getting sick of her There's other in the sea and I haven't stopped breathing for three I hope is alright ___ I downed 90 miligrams After 20 i feel the head rush I raced to my roof Gazing at the beauty that we always take for Its my opening Everyone be there Whos anyone to bear witness to my latest and greatest work I'm a comet human cannibal dive never has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the A vivid display of a 170 of blood sweat and tears Critique But my greatest is in the pavement I it for you
is my favorite formance And i nobody ever bites it This is what i've working up to all along alone at last This is my favorite person and she will always be me in spirit These are my favorite I hope i don't have anything to say