My phone rang, I converse with the busy Why can't let me die in pieces? I don't want any more or condolences, let my people go Burn off useless flesh and make meals of my pestilence are my tournaquets maybe I've seen too and not had enough way, this is my last entry forever Please don't let my children this
I was meditating I wrote this the first by interrupted by my screaming walls Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell Everyone watching my move Even with these shrouds, I feel The windows talk to me and tell me that I ought to one way out the door, it's too risky Someone might not see me, be
We used to paint, the canvas me feel alive Oh how they marveled at the spectacle I made of I made it for them, but it was communication to conjure up through Forever immortalized, dioxide chokes me and I no man but my shadow are a lot of things I've learned not to say outloud If my parents were still alive, they'd still be
Sometimes I myself as a loss The leftover remains of a god If I'm homeless, no Earth I'll be famous, and you can put that on my birth My word is worth the demons that raped my being childhood, didn't I was made as this, my walking Guarded by my on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and more find maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I wake up on bench covered in mud?
Taking a shower aleve my stress I can't even my brush to paint my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm optimistic, relatively this is my testimony and it tests the miserably Why do I keep dying in places? The medication should take two to take affect But last time, I was killed my last meal It's embarassing and I die
This is my rock I come here to about all the things that make me This is my favorite I wrote this before I died last are my favorite friends they don't talk much and probably aren't even This is my favorite so I hope I don't last here too long
The other night, I was doing my things trying to find a girl to take to my She's and clearly cares for me She likes my work, and to understand what fuels my art We lay happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes of this to endure She spoke things and gave of herself freely I started freaking out as I convulsed oral sex for me, she held me and I laugh at tears, for a while
The next day, I was still and she had joined me How honest I recall of how she gave of herself As I drank my orange juice, I began to study all of her We danced and made for hours Talked important things and how our children would grow up and die also And how futile it was until we finally fell in I'll be alone again and she will never leave me
forgotten why I write these things down Even as I write I'm realizing how it is to put ideas to words water to wine, and valor The streetlights I to and the gutters I fish in My wife is no good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me and I'm sick of her attitude There's other in the sea and I haven't breathing for three days I hope is alright ___ Today I 90 miligrams After 20 i feel the head rush I raced to my gallery Gazing at the beauty we always take for granted Its my night Everyone be there Whos anyone to bear to my newest latest and greatest work I'm a comet human swan dive never has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my on the sidewalk A vivid of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and tears away But my greatest work is in the I it for you
This is my favorite And i hope nobody bites it This is what i've been up to all along Finally at last This is my favorite person and she will always be with me in are my favorite words I i don't have anything left to say