My phone rang, I with the busy signal Why can't let me die in pieces? I don't want any food or condolences, let my people go Burn off this useless flesh and meals of my pestilence Lessons are my maybe I've seen too and not had enough Either way, is my last entry forever Please don't let my read this
I was when I wrote this the time by interrupted by my screaming walls Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell Everyone watching my every Even with these shrouds, I feel The windows talk to me and tell me I ought to leave Only one way out the door, too risky might not see me, be careful
We used to paint, the canvas me feel alive Oh how they at the spectacle I made of myself I made it for them, but it was really communication to up through Forever immortalized, carbon dioxide me and I no man but my shadow are a lot of things I've learned not to say outloud If my parents were still alive, they'd still be
Sometimes I imagine myself as a The leftover of a cast-away god If I'm homeless, no Earth Someday be famous, and you can put that on my birth My word is worth the demons that raped my being childhood, happen I was made as this, my prison by my life on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, it for what it seems and much more find maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I up on this bench covered in mud?
Taking a won't aleve my stress I can't even lift my to paint my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm feeling optimistic, this is my testimony and it tests the past Why do I dying in public places? The medication should take two hours to take But time, I was killed eating my last meal It's embarassing and I die
is my favorite rock I come here to about all the things that make me is my favorite poem I wrote this I died last time These are my favorite don't talk much and probably aren't even listening This is my place so I that I don't last here too long
The other night, I was doing my things trying to find a girl to take to my beautiful and clearly cares for me She likes my work, and to understand what fuels my art We lay happy knowing that was only thirty minutes left of this to endure She spoke typical things and gave of freely I started out as I convulsed during oral sex Concerned for me, she me and I laugh at those tears, for a
The next day, I was still and she had joined me How I recall of how she gave of herself freely As I drank my juice, I began to study all of her beauty We danced and love for hours Talked important things and how our children would grow up and die also And how futile it was until we finally in love I'll never be alone again and she will leave me
I've forgotten why I write these down Even as I this I'm realizing how it is to put ideas to words water to wine, and valor The streetlights I pray to and the I fish in My wife is no longer good at sex, her body doesn't to me and I'm getting of her attitude There's fish in the sea and I haven't breathing for three days I everything is alright ___ I downed 90 miligrams After 20 i could feel the rush I raced to my gallery Gazing at the beauty that we always for granted Its my night Everyone will be Whos anyone to bear witness to my latest and greatest work I'm a comet cannibal swan dive never has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the A vivid display of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and away But my greatest work is in the I it for you
This is my formance And i nobody ever bites it is what i've been working up to all along Finally alone at This is my favorite person and she will always be with me in These are my favorite I hope i don't anything left to say