Luyện nghe bài hát Suicide Song

My rang, I converse with the busy signal
Why can't they let me die in
I don't want any more food or condolences, let my go
Burn off useless flesh and make meals of my pestilence
are my tournaquets
maybe seen too much and not had enough
Either way, this is my last entry
Please don't let my read this

I was meditating when I wrote
the first time by interrupted by my walls
Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell
watching my every move
Even with these shrouds, I naked
The windows talk to me and tell me that I ought to
one way out the door, it's too risky
Someone might not see me, be

We used to paint, the made me feel alive
Oh how they at the spectacle I made of myself
I made it for them, but it was communication to conjure up through
immortalized, carbon dioxide chokes me
and I no man but my shadow
There are a lot of things I've learned not to say
If my parents were alive, they'd still be proud

I imagine myself as a loss
The remains of a cast-away god
If I'm homeless, there's no
Someday I'll be famous, and you can put on my birth
My word is the demons that raped my being childhood, didn't happen
I was made as this, my prison
Guarded by my life on a limb, swings
Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and more
Must maker, how am I? and who did I?
And how did I wake up on this covered in mud?

Taking a shower won't my stress
I even lift my brush to paint my long-awaited good-bye
Yet I'm optimistic, relatively
this is my testimony and it the past miserably
Why do I keep dying in public
The medication should take two to take affect
But last time, I was killed eating my last
embarassing and I die inside

This is my rock
I come here to think all the things that make me
This is my poem
I wrote this before I died last
These are my favorite
they talk much and probably aren't even listening
This is my favorite
so I hope that I last here too long

The other night, I was doing my things
to find a girl to take to my apartment
She's beautiful and clearly for me
She likes my work, and wants to what fuels my art
We lay
happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes left of to endure
She typical things and gave of herself freely
I started freaking out as I convulsed during sex
Concerned for me, she me
and I laugh at tears, for a while

The next day, I was still dead and she had me
How I recall of how she gave of herself freely
As I drank my orange juice, I began to study all of her
We danced and love for hours
Talked important things and how our children would grow up and die also
And how futile it was until we finally in love
never be alone again and she will never leave me

I've forgotten why I write things down
Even as I this
I'm realizing how useless it is to put ideas to
to wine, stupidity and valor
The streetlights I to and the gutters I fish in
My wife is no good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me
and I'm getting sick of her
other fish in the sea
and I haven't breathing for three days
I everything is alright
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Today I downed 90
After 20 i could feel the rush
I to my gallery roof
Gazing at the beauty that we take for granted
Its my night

Everyone be there
Whos anyone to witness to my newest latest and greatest work
I'm a comet human swan dive never has the air been so clean
I inhale and exhale to become one my on the sidewalk
A vivid display of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and
away
But my greatest work is in the
I it for you

This is my formance
And i nobody ever bites it
is what i've been working up to all along
Finally alone at
This is my person and she will always be with me in spirit
These are my words
I hope i don't have left to say