Luyện nghe bài hát Suicide Song

My phone rang, I converse with the signal
Why can't they let me die in
I don't want any food or condolences, let my people go
Burn off useless flesh and make meals of my pestilence
are my tournaquets
maybe I've seen too much and not had
Either way, this is my last forever
Please don't let my children read

I was meditating when I this
the first by interrupted by my screaming walls
Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell
watching my every move
Even these shrouds, I feel naked
The windows to me and tell me that I ought to leave
Only one way out the door, too risky
might not see me, be careful

We used to paint, the canvas made me alive
Oh how they at the spectacle I made of myself
I it for them, but it was really communication to conjure up through
immortalized, carbon dioxide chokes me
and I fear no man but my
are a lot of things I've learned not to say outloud
If my parents were still alive, they'd be proud

Sometimes I imagine as a loss
The remains of a cast-away god
If I'm homeless, no Earth
Someday I'll be famous, and you can put on my birth
My word is worth the demons that raped my being childhood, didn't
I was made as this, my prison
Guarded by my life on a limb, swings
Enjoying my whim, take it for what it and much more
find maker, how am I? and who did I?
And how did I up on this bench covered in mud?

Taking a shower won't my stress
I can't even lift my to paint my long-awaited good-bye
Yet I'm feeling optimistic,
this is my testimony and it tests the miserably
Why do I keep in public places?
The medication should take two hours to take
But last time, I was killed eating my last
embarassing and I die inside

This is my rock
I come here to think about all the things that me
This is my favorite
I this before I died last time
are my favorite friends
they don't talk much and aren't even listening
This is my favorite
so I hope that I last here too long

The other night, I was my everyday things
to find a girl to take to my apartment
She's and clearly cares for me
She likes my work, and wants to understand what my art
We lay
happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes of this to endure
She spoke typical things and of herself freely
I started freaking out as I convulsed oral sex
for me, she held me
and I laugh at those tears, for a

The day, I was still dead and she had joined me
How honest I recall of how she gave of freely
As I drank my orange juice, I began to all of her beauty
We danced and made for hours
Talked about important things and how our children would up and die also
And how futile it was until we fell in love
I'll never be alone and she will never leave me

I've forgotten why I write these things
Even as I this
I'm realizing how it is to put ideas to words
water to wine, stupidity and
The streetlights I pray to and the I fish in
My is no longer good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me
and I'm sick of her attitude
other fish in the sea
and I haven't stopped breathing for three
I hope is alright
___
Today I downed 90
20 i could feel the head rush
I raced to my gallery
Gazing at the that we always take for granted
Its my opening

Everyone be there
Whos anyone to bear witness to my newest and greatest work
I'm a comet human swan dive never has the air been so clean
I inhale and to become one my ends on the sidewalk
A vivid display of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and
Critique
But my greatest work is in the
I it for you

This is my formance
And i nobody ever bites it
This is what i've been working up to all
Finally alone at
This is my favorite person and she will be with me in spirit
These are my words
I hope i don't have left to say