My phone rang, I converse the busy signal Why can't let me die in pieces? I don't any more food or condolences, let my people go Burn off this useless flesh and make of my pestilence are my tournaquets maybe I've seen too much and not had Either way, is my last entry forever Please don't let my children this
I was meditating when I wrote the time by interrupted by my screaming walls Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell Everyone my every move Even with these shrouds, I feel The windows talk to me and tell me that I to leave Only one way out the door, too risky Someone not see me, be careful
We used to paint, the canvas made me alive Oh how marveled at the spectacle I made of myself I made it for them, but it was really to conjure up through Forever immortalized, carbon chokes me and I no man but my shadow There are a lot of things learned not to say outloud If my parents were alive, they'd still be proud
I imagine myself as a loss The leftover remains of a god If I'm homeless, no Earth Someday I'll be famous, and you can put that on my My word is worth the demons raped my being childhood, didn't happen I was made as this, my walking by my life on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and more Must maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I wake up on this covered in mud?
Taking a shower aleve my stress I can't even lift my brush to my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm feeling optimistic, is my testimony and it tests the past miserably Why do I keep dying in places? The medication take two hours to take affect But time, I was killed eating my last meal It's and I die inside
This is my rock I come to think about all the things that make me This is my favorite I this before I died last time are my favorite friends they don't talk much and probably aren't listening is my favorite place so I hope that I don't last too long
The night, I was doing my everyday things trying to find a girl to take to my She's beautiful and clearly for me She likes my work, and to understand what fuels my art We lay happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes left of this to She spoke typical and gave of herself freely I started freaking out as I convulsed during sex Concerned for me, she me and I laugh at tears, for a while
The day, I was still dead and she had joined me How honest I recall of how she of herself freely As I drank my orange juice, I began to study all of her We and made love for hours Talked about important and how our children would grow up and die also And how futile it was until we fell in love I'll never be alone again and she will never me
I've forgotten why I write these things as I write this I'm realizing how useless it is to put to words water to wine, and valor The streetlights I pray to and the I fish in My wife is no longer at sex, her body doesn't speak to me and I'm sick of her attitude There's fish in the sea and I haven't stopped for three days I hope everything is ___ Today I 90 miligrams 20 i could feel the head rush I to my gallery roof Gazing at the that we always take for granted Its my opening Everyone will be Whos anyone to bear witness to my newest latest and greatest I'm a comet human cannibal swan dive has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the A vivid display of a 170 pounds of blood and tears Critique But my greatest is in the pavement I it for you
This is my favorite And i hope nobody ever it This is what i've working up to all along Finally at last This is my favorite person and she always be with me in spirit These are my words I hope i don't anything left to say