My rang, I converse with the busy signal Why can't they let me die in I want any more food or condolences, let my people go Burn off this useless flesh and meals of my pestilence are my tournaquets maybe I've seen too much and not had way, this is my last entry forever Please let my children read this
I was meditating when I wrote the first time by interrupted by my screaming Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell watching my every move Even with shrouds, I feel naked The windows talk to me and me that I ought to leave Only one way out the door, it's too Someone not see me, be careful
We used to paint, the made me feel alive Oh how they marveled at the I made of myself I it for them, but it was really communication to conjure up through Forever immortalized, carbon dioxide me and I fear no man but my There are a lot of things learned not to say outloud If my parents still alive, they'd still be proud
I imagine myself as a loss The remains of a cast-away god If I'm homeless, there's no Someday be famous, and you can put that on my birth My word is worth the demons that my being childhood, didn't happen I was as this, my walking prison Guarded by my life on a limb, mood my whim, take it for what it seems and much more Must maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I up on this bench covered in mud?
Taking a won't aleve my stress I can't even lift my to paint my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm optimistic, relatively this is my testimony and it the past miserably Why do I dying in public places? The medication take two hours to take affect But last time, I was killed eating my last It's and I die inside
is my favorite rock I come here to think all the things that make me This is my poem I wrote before I died last time These are my favorite they don't talk much and probably aren't listening This is my place so I hope that I don't last here too
The night, I was doing my everyday things trying to find a to take to my apartment She's beautiful and clearly for me She likes my work, and wants to what fuels my art We lay happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes of this to endure She spoke typical and gave of herself freely I started freaking out as I during oral sex for me, she held me and I at those tears, for a while
The next day, I was dead and she had joined me How honest I recall of how she gave of herself As I drank my juice, I began to study all of her beauty We and made love for hours Talked about important things and how our children grow up and die also And how futile it was we finally fell in love I'll never be alone and she will never leave me
I've forgotten why I write things down as I write this I'm realizing how useless it is to put ideas to water to wine, and valor The streetlights I pray to and the I fish in My wife is no longer good at sex, her body doesn't to me and I'm getting of her attitude other fish in the sea and I haven't breathing for three days I everything is alright ___ I downed 90 miligrams After 20 i could the head rush I raced to my roof Gazing at the beauty we always take for granted Its my night Everyone be there Whos to bear witness to my newest latest and greatest work I'm a human cannibal swan dive never has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the A vivid display of a 170 pounds of sweat and tears away But my greatest is in the pavement I it for you
This is my formance And i nobody ever bites it This is what been working up to all along alone at last This is my favorite person and she will always be me in spirit are my favorite words I hope i have anything left to say