My phone rang, I converse the busy signal Why can't let me die in pieces? I want any more food or condolences, let my people go Burn off useless flesh and make meals of my pestilence are my tournaquets maybe seen too much and not had enough Either way, this is my last forever don't let my children read this
I was meditating when I this the first time by interrupted by my screaming Hard to in my 7 x 12 cell Everyone my every move with these shrouds, I feel naked The windows talk to me and tell me I ought to leave Only one way out the door, too risky Someone not see me, be careful
We used to paint, the made me feel alive Oh how marveled at the spectacle I made of myself I made it for them, but it was really communication to up through immortalized, carbon dioxide chokes me and I fear no man but my There are a lot of things I've not to say outloud If my parents were still alive, still be proud
Sometimes I imagine as a loss The remains of a cast-away god If I'm homeless, there's no Someday I'll be famous, and you can put on my birth My word is worth the demons that raped my being childhood, happen I was as this, my walking prison by my life on a limb, mood swings Enjoying my whim, take it for what it seems and more Must maker, how am I? and who did I? And how did I wake up on this covered in mud?
a shower won't aleve my stress I can't even lift my to paint my long-awaited good-bye Yet I'm feeling optimistic, this is my testimony and it the past miserably Why do I keep dying in places? The medication take two hours to take affect But last time, I was killed eating my meal It's embarassing and I die
is my favorite rock I here to think about all the things that make me This is my poem I wrote this before I died time are my favorite friends they talk much and probably aren't even listening This is my place so I hope that I don't here too long
The night, I was doing my everyday things trying to find a girl to to my apartment She's beautiful and cares for me She likes my work, and wants to understand fuels my art We lay happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes of this to endure She spoke typical things and gave of herself I started freaking out as I during oral sex for me, she held me and I laugh at tears, for a while
The next day, I was dead and she had joined me How honest I recall of how she gave of freely As I drank my juice, I began to study all of her beauty We and made love for hours Talked about things and how our children would grow up and die also And how futile it was until we finally in love I'll never be again and she will never leave me
forgotten why I write these things down Even as I write I'm realizing how useless it is to put to words to wine, stupidity and valor The I pray to and the gutters I fish in My wife is no longer good at sex, her doesn't speak to me and I'm getting sick of her other fish in the sea and I haven't stopped breathing for three I everything is alright ___ Today I downed 90 After 20 i could the head rush I raced to my roof Gazing at the beauty that we always for granted Its my opening Everyone be there Whos anyone to bear witness to my newest latest and greatest I'm a human cannibal swan dive never has the air been so clean I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the A display of a 170 pounds of blood sweat and tears Critique But my greatest work is in the I it for you
This is my formance And i nobody ever bites it This is what i've been working up to all Finally alone at This is my favorite person and she will always be me in spirit These are my favorite I hope i don't have left to say