Luyện nghe bài hát Suicide Song

My phone rang, I converse with the busy
Why they let me die in pieces?
I don't want any more food or condolences, let my go
Burn off this useless flesh and make meals of my
are my tournaquets
maybe I've too much and not had enough
Either way, this is my entry forever
Please let my children read this

I was meditating when I wrote
the first by interrupted by my screaming walls
to concentrate in my 7 x 12 cell
Everyone my every move
Even these shrouds, I feel naked
The windows to me and tell me that I ought to leave
Only one way out the door, too risky
Someone might not see me, be

We used to paint, the canvas me feel alive
Oh how they marveled at the spectacle I of myself
I made it for them, but it was really to conjure up through
Forever immortalized, dioxide chokes me
and I no man but my shadow
There are a lot of things I've learned not to say
If my parents were still alive, still be proud

I imagine myself as a loss
The remains of a cast-away god
If I'm homeless, no Earth
I'll be famous, and you can put that on my birth
My word is worth the demons that raped my childhood, didn't happen
I was made as this, my walking
Guarded by my life on a limb, mood
Enjoying my whim, it for what it seems and much more
Must maker, how am I? and who did I?
And how did I wake up on this bench in mud?

Taking a shower aleve my stress
I can't even my brush to paint my long-awaited good-bye
Yet I'm optimistic, relatively
is my testimony and it tests the past miserably
Why do I keep in public places?
The should take two hours to take affect
But last time, I was killed eating my meal
embarassing and I die inside

This is my rock
I come here to think about all the things make me
This is my poem
I wrote this before I died last
These are my favorite
they don't talk much and probably aren't listening
This is my place
so I that I don't last here too long

The night, I was doing my everyday things
trying to find a to take to my apartment
She's beautiful and clearly for me
She likes my work, and wants to what fuels my art
We lay
happy knowing that there was only thirty minutes left of this to
She spoke typical things and of herself freely
I freaking out as I convulsed during oral sex
Concerned for me, she me
and I at those tears, for a while

The next day, I was still and she had joined me
How honest I recall of how she of herself freely
As I drank my orange juice, I began to all of her beauty
We and made love for hours
Talked about important and how our children would grow up and die also
And how futile it was until we fell in love
I'll never be alone again and she never leave me

I've forgotten why I write these things
Even as I write
I'm realizing how useless it is to put ideas to
water to wine, and valor
The I pray to and the gutters I fish in
My wife is no good at sex, her body doesn't speak to me
and I'm getting sick of her
There's fish in the sea
and I haven't stopped breathing for three
I hope everything is
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I downed 90 miligrams
After 20 i feel the head rush
I to my gallery roof
Gazing at the beauty that we take for granted
Its my night

Everyone will be
Whos anyone to bear witness to my newest latest and work
I'm a comet human cannibal swan dive never has the air been so
I inhale and exhale to become one my ends on the
A vivid display of a 170 pounds of sweat and tears
Critique
But my work is in the pavement
I it for you

This is my formance
And i nobody ever bites it
This is what i've working up to all along
alone at last
This is my favorite person and she will be with me in spirit
These are my words
I hope i don't have left to say