Is out there...
I I feel so all alone, back down on my knees again Hopin you can keep me strong, 'cause I hardly sleep tonight I took too many sleepin pills, I drunk too Miller Lites And I can feel the Reaper near, so please forgive me for my I am just another man, sorry for the that I've caused I that you'll understand, these demons'll drive me - insane I've been goin mad, rightly oughta blow out my I'm hurtin bad but I'm fightin... blast, on the other day These problems got me usin more drugs, with the other things I'm slowly fading into my thoughts, (come me, bring it on!) and I'm driftin in and space, and I don't believe I'm wakin up with the alcohol, them drinks, drift me to another Where the sunshine shinin, I think I was finna url Mom, can ya at me? This ain't what I used to be Tomorrow, I'll be else, 'cause I ain't been me I can't to shake these, I'll put that there on every day Boy figure me out, is like Lamar changing But my childhood was fucked up - raised rowdy by a single She told me my didn't give a fuck, she ain't let him do his job Seventh grade; failing, and I don't my next of kin days in these fucked up ways, who the fuck are them? My daddy had three kids, but I ain't never seen 'em So, ain't no sense in coming around now, you ain't been here It's sad but I ain't feelin nuttin, my whole life's been a fuckin and when I tried to locate my siblings, they gone away Lost inside they other things, fucked me then, me now Quick to tell me "Show you love" nigga show you Hell Ain't no love I'm feelin here, I ain't never this vile - did you really love me, or was I just a child? Said it, outside, I knew you seen it in my I wasn't happy here, but I was forced to lead the way Copped me a Cheverolet, drift away to the other side to think If I get to see Heaven, I can thank you for the and thank you for my other kids and even they mommas won't admit that they make it but bad, low on the child support - always been bad boo, make me out to be the bad guy that I really ain't, bitch so to hassle me 'cause I don't see my enough, but I make the time to pick 'em up But you find to stick in my face - it ain't me fuckin up It's bad enough, face to face, wanna catch a case So bad, they'll try an get me they make me - and what takes the Is the whole is fuckin up, daddy know where the weankess at and you spoke to ya old mans eyes, how could you sleep wit that? everything, just for searchin for larger life Sacrificin the family, with no regards to Christ Funny how people can take this for granted, right? But then reality strikes, and changes overnight I thank the Lord for watchin over me, I'm prone to doin wrong I repent religiously, that the weak get strong when the heat get's on blowing*} Hopin that the weak get strong, when the get's on
- echo after each pause] Ya know... the street's different... as it likes... Either, into a storm... ya in a storm... or ya got out of a storm... (yeah) think about it...
until fade*