Is out there...
I swear I feel so all alone, back on my knees again Hopin you can keep me strong, 'cause I can't sleep tonight I took too many sleepin pills, I too many Miller Lites And I can the Reaper near, so please forgive me for my sins I am another man, sorry for the pain that I've caused I know that understand, these demons'll drive me - insane I've been goin mad, rightly oughta out my brains 'cause I'm hurtin bad but I'm fightin... blast, on the day These problems got me more drugs, along with the other things I'm slowly fading into my thoughts, (come me, bring it on!) and I'm driftin in and outta space, and I don't believe I'm up with the alcohol, drinks, drift me to another world Where the sunshine shinin, I think I was finna url Mom, can ya look at me? This ain't what I to be Tomorrow, I'll be somebody else, 'cause I ain't me I can't seem to shake these, I'll put that on every day Boy tryna me out, is like Lamar changing But my childhood was fucked up - raised rowdy by a single She told me my daddy didn't give a fuck, she let him do his job Seventh grade; failing, and I don't know my of kin These days in these fucked up ways, who the are them? My daddy had three other kids, but I never seen 'em So, ain't no sense in coming around now, you ain't been befo' It's sad but I ain't nuttin, my whole life's been a fuckin maze and when I tried to locate my siblings, they were gone Lost inside they other things, fucked me then, me now Quick to tell me "Show you some love" nigga show you Ain't no love I'm feelin here, I ain't felt this vile Momma - did you really me, or was I just a child? it, outside, I knew you seen it in my face I wasn't happy here, but I was forced to lead the way me a Cheverolet, drift away to the other side just to think If I get to see Heaven, I can you for the ride and thank you for my other kids and even they mommas won't admit they can't make it but bad, low on the support - always been bad boo, tryna make me out to be the bad guy I really ain't, bitch so quick to hassle me 'cause I don't see my enough, but I make the time to pick 'em up But you find somethin to stick in my face - it ain't me up It's bad enough, face to face, always catch a case So bad, they'll try an get me they make me - and what takes the Is the whole world is fuckin up, daddy know where the at and you spoke lies to ya old mans eyes, how could you wit that? Jepordize everything, just for searchin for life Sacrificin the whole family, no regards to Christ Funny how people can take this shit for granted, But reality strikes, and changes things overnight I thank the Lord for watchin over me, I'm prone to doin wrong I repent religiously, hopin the weak get strong when the get's on {*wind blowing*} that the weak get strong, when the heat get's on
[talking - echo each pause] Ya know... the street's different... as it likes... Either, into a storm... ya in a storm... or ya just got out of a storm... (yeah) about it...
until fade*