Luyện nghe bài hát Sorry 4 What

Is out there...

I swear I feel so all alone, down on my knees again
Hopin you can keep me strong, 'cause I can't hardly sleep
I too many sleepin pills, I drunk too many Miller Lites
And I can feel the Reaper near, so please me for my sins
I am just another man, for the pain that I've caused
I know that you'll understand, demons'll drive me - insane
I've been goin mad, rightly blow out my brains
'cause I'm hurtin bad but I'm fightin... blast, on the day
These problems got me usin more drugs, along the other things
I'm slowly fading into my thoughts, (come me, bring it on!)
and I'm driftin in and outta space, and I don't believe I'm up
the alcohol, them drinks, drift me to another world
Where the sunshine stay shinin, I I was finna url
Mom, can ya at me? This ain't what I used to be
Tomorrow, I'll be somebody else, 'cause I been me
I seem to shake these, I'll put that there on every day
Boy tryna figure me out, is like changing
But my childhood was fucked up - rowdy by a single moms
She told me my daddy didn't give a fuck, she let him do his job
Seventh grade; failing, and I know my next of kin
These in these fucked up ways, who the fuck are them?
My daddy had other kids, but I ain't never seen 'em
So, ain't no sense in around now, you ain't been here befo'
It's sad but I ain't nuttin, my whole life's been a fuckin maze
and when I tried to locate my siblings, they were gone
Lost inside they other things, fucked me then, me now
Quick to me "Show you some love" nigga show you Hell
Ain't no love I'm here, I ain't never felt this vile
Momma - did you really love me, or was I a child?
it, outside, I knew you seen it in my face
I really happy here, but I was forced to lead the way
Copped me a Cheverolet, drift to the other side just to think
If I get to see Heaven, I can thank you for the
and thank you for my other kids and though
mommas won't admit that they can't make it but bad,
low on the support - always been bad boo, tryna make me out to be
the bad guy that I really ain't, bitch so quick to me
'cause I see my kids enough, but I make the time to pick 'em up
But you find somethin to in my face - it ain't me fuckin up
bad enough, face to face, always wanna catch a case
So bad, they'll try an get me they make me - and takes the cake
Is the whole world is up, daddy know where the weankess at
and you spoke lies to ya old mans eyes, how you sleep wit that?
Jepordize everything, just for searchin for life
Sacrificin the whole family, with no regards to
Funny how people can take shit for granted, right?
But then reality strikes, and things overnight
I thank the for watchin over me, though I'm prone to doin wrong
I repent religiously, that the weak get strong
when the heat get's on {*wind
Hopin that the get strong, when the heat get's on

[talking - after each pause]
Ya know... the street's different... as it likes...
Either, into a storm... ya in a storm...
or ya got out of a storm... (yeah) think about it...

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