Luyện nghe bài hát Sorry 4 What

Is out there...

I swear I feel so all alone, back down on my again
Hopin you can keep me strong, 'cause I can't hardly tonight
I too many sleepin pills, I drunk too many Miller Lites
And I can feel the Reaper near, so forgive me for my sins
I am just another man, for the pain that I've caused
I know that you'll understand, these drive me - insane
I've been goin mad, oughta blow out my brains
I'm hurtin bad but I'm fightin... blast, on the other day
These problems got me usin more drugs, with the other things
I'm fading into my thoughts, (come against me, bring it on!)
and I'm driftin in and outta space, and I believe I'm wakin up
with the alcohol, them drinks, me to another world
the sunshine stay shinin, I think I was finna url
Mom, can ya look at me? This what I used to be
Tomorrow, I'll be else, 'cause I ain't been me
I seem to shake these, I'll put that there on every day
Boy figure me out, is like Lamar changing
But my childhood was fucked up - raised rowdy by a single
She told me my didn't give a fuck, she ain't let him do his job
Seventh grade; failing, and I know my next of kin
These in these fucked up ways, who the fuck are them?
My had three other kids, but I ain't never seen 'em
So, ain't no in coming around now, you ain't been here befo'
It's sad but I ain't feelin nuttin, my whole life's a fuckin maze
and when I tried to locate my siblings, they were away
Lost inside they other things, fucked me then, me now
Quick to tell me "Show you some love" nigga you Hell
Ain't no love I'm feelin here, I never felt this vile
- did you really love me, or was I just a child?
Said it, outside, I knew you it in my face
I really happy here, but I was forced to lead the way
Copped me a Cheverolet, drift to the other side just to think
If I get to see Heaven, I can thank you for the
and thank you for my other and even though
they won't admit that they can't make it but bad,
low on the child support - been bad boo, tryna make me out to be
the bad guy that I really ain't, bitch so to hassle me
'cause I see my kids enough, but I make the time to pick 'em up
But you find to stick in my face - it ain't me fuckin up
It's bad enough, face to face, always catch a case
So bad, they'll try an get me they make me - and takes the cake
Is the whole world is fuckin up, daddy where the weankess at
and you lies to ya old mans eyes, how could you sleep wit that?
Jepordize everything, for searchin for larger life
the whole family, with no regards to Christ
Funny how can take this shit for granted, right?
But then strikes, and changes things overnight
I thank the Lord for watchin over me, though I'm prone to doin
I repent religiously, hopin that the get strong
when the heat get's on blowing*}
Hopin that the weak get strong, when the heat on

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Ya know... the street's different... as it likes...
Either, into a storm... ya in a storm...
or ya got out of a storm... (yeah) think about it...

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