Somber Angel

Sworn, I would not return here
Now that has proved untrue
I don't know why?
I hold this deep inside me
And I'll let no one through

Defy me, deny me
I need you to end this
I look to myself to see
And the years have grown so long
Am I weak?

And now I feel pulverized
Consequences I reap by myself
Those of you who don't know what I see
Endless fight for my beliefs

I am alone here, here's the place
Where I take my stand
I'll not be held down again
Broken no longer with no regrets
I am my own

Once you would watch me cry
But never would you intervene
Now it's my turn to be free from all this pain
You cannot pretend to like what I am

You cannot change the past
Do not even care
You won't ever take me
You cannot see, break me

And if you are ever lost in our emotion
I look to myself to see
And the years have grown so long
Am I weak and am I alone, I lost myself

You didn't want to help me
Through this pain, now I am lost inside
Try to crush my soul

And now I feel pulverized
Consequences I reap by myself
Those of you who don't know what I see
Endless fight for my beliefs

I am alone here, here's the place
Where I take my stand
I'll not be held down again
Broken no longer with no regrets
I am my own

Once you would watch me cry
But never would you intervene
Now it's my turn to be free from all the pain
You cannot pretend to like what I am

You cannot change the past
Do not even care
You won't ever take me
You cannot see, break me

And if you are ever lost in our emotion
I now see what what I am
Can it be life sustained?

My reality, my life clear of repression
I can't believe what is taken from my eyes
My eyes but my blood knows

My life, what I was born of to suffer
Agonizing way to live it heart full of fear
The pain wake me for the day I die
Look into you, bring me the answers to my life

Now I can see what has begun
Nothing's forever, our life is done
I've taken with me all that you have given
Nothing if for you, wander on

My reality, my life clear of repression
I can't believe taken from my eyes
My eyes but my blood knows

My life what I was born of to suffer
Agonizing way to live it heart full of fear
The pain, wake me for the day I die