Lifeless

Took a walk down my life today
Broken and empty roads are paved
With regrets and guilt I have made
Crushing what bits of hope remain
Do you want to believe what I believe?

I don't remember how to eat, sleep or breathe
Trapped inside this state of decay
You can't tell me that I don't want to stay
I know my pain, burn the faces beyond

Kill me long before I wake, take me to my sleep I wait
Stifle my breath with every scream
I don't know when I lost my dreams
All my hopes, all my desires now extinguished in my will's fire

It is gone and I no longer care
Come with me and some hate I'll share
You see no pain in my eyes, that is just my clever disguise
I will not cry to you, you will not see the truth

Took a walk down my life today
Broken and empty roads are paved
With the regrets and guilt I have made
Crushing what bits of hope remain
Do you want to believe what I believe?

I don't remember how to eat sleep or breathe
Trapped inside this state of decay
You can't tell me that I don't want to stay
Suffering, lifeless age, face the pain, life's sweet suffering