Seeing Red

Lately I've been wondering
How many times in my life,
That I have said I love you and lied.
Maybe I was only keeping you here
Because I was too damn stubborn to let you go.
I've never been the best at letting my feelings show.

Choose your next words carefully,
Because they may well decide
How all of this will end.
Maybe I was only keeping you here
Because I was too damn stubborn to let you go.
I've never been the best at letting my feelings show
(Maybe I was keeping you here because I'm so selfish)

Though you were only three blocks from my house,
It felt like forever.
And the distance that I'd built between us
Made it not worth the walk.
And I can't believe that I
Wasted away; Wasted my days with you.
And I'll walk home without you; Three blocks back
To think about you.
I wasted away; Wasted my days with you.
And I'll walk home without you; Three blocks back
To think and doubt you