Reveal

Sorry,I can't be what you want me to be
I can try to pretend but it's getting tiring
Forgive me,I don't know if I want us to meet
Cause everytime we end up fighting

I'm tired of pretending
I'm sick of waiting
My real self I will reveal
There's nothing normal about me
I can't pretend anymore
This fake theatre won't save us all
I hate myself more than I could ever hate anyone else
I hate me so much and nothing is enough

I'll do what you expect of me
Every day,every hour,whenever you ask me
I'll act exactly how you want me to
But after several times
It's starting to affect my mind
And like insane I scream and cry and wish to die
Cause I like being extreme

I'm tired of pretending
I'm sick of waiting
My real self I will reveal
There's nothing normal about me
I can't pretend anymore
This fake theatre won't save us all
I hate myself more than I could ever hate anyone else
I hate me so much and nothing is enough

I will follow you around
Wherever,everywhere you go
I have no life of my own
I don't want company
But I don't want to be alone
So I keep doing things I don't want