Mood

Sometimes I sense that i'm getting it too far
thank God that feeling doesn't last
those who I truly love I hurt
and it's too late until they overcome

Then once again I'll go away
because I regret for the mistake I made
and these words back I'll take
I don't want you this to face...

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad
and I can't let my anger to be seen
because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel always because
that's what the others believe...

I don't know what is this
that makes me from everyone keep
a distance
maybe because I'm afraid of their
aggressive stance

The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating
neither their words are no longer humiliating

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad
and I can't let my anger to be seen
because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel always because
that's what the others believe...

What's going on with my mood
my happiness disappears soon
in the depression myself I lose...