Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling
I they keep on falling And they keep on I said keep on falling Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a nigga gives up Crying, laying in the trash with the lid got no family, my mind is tender My invisible, my Mom's is Brenda, uh
If I survive I'm grow into considers trash, the rope is to us That mean I'm myself by living The noose is getting murdered, that or to prison
My mind's controlled before I learned mind What you call living life, I dying slow I'm predisposed The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul, freezing
Feeling I was given life And if I take it, at I choose I'll probably be in when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling
I said they keep on And they keep on falling, this is my pain
Dear Auntie, I still feel timeless sorrow Before you died, it's like your was mine to borrow I jumped in your physical shell while you was Going through miserable hell goodbye to tomorrow
Everyday it me sad, angry, mad How you sent to heaven's sacred path Duct taped and gagged, raped and stabbed draped in blood, what a fate to have
Such a pitiful end, I'm popping Ritalin like they when I sleep, I can feel it again and again and again And it's difficult, is the wickedest Biblical sin I'm talking about Mama's twin
I see face when I look at her Her reminder of how I've been in the cold 14 years old I swear to God, I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is and raindrops in peace, Chacha
Tear drops in the on my bed trying to keep my head up Know you'd see me dead And the raindrops keep on Yeah, keep on falling Yeah, they on falling, falling, falling, yeah
Nah, I ain't move on the Peter Pan No father to teach me how to be a man We was too high, didn't know we would land Scraping coke on the til' niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child off of sugar water Headed to you and just about how good he was brought up Coulda, woulda, outta one mind They say man of many hats buys a for a quarter
And now I'm writing a and the hood's the author Called the Poker Face, The Look of Torture' Teach you how to your way out that ditch then Me all I need is this pen and thick
Being so bright mean you lit then you start trying to figure out a figment I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til then all I is wind and rain drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know you'd see me dead And the raindrops on falling, falling, falling, falling
it out, I'm still waiting on my dad to get back He went to the in '84 and I ain't seen him after that Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn't So they had us back and forth in in the months of the blizzard
My sneakers leaned, the rubber was No one on ones, they jumped me No brothers and sisters to me down Along with headphones plugged into a cheap that ate tapes
Gun and me sleep walking, I hate weights A whole lot of crying, chalking that fake tape Ambulance on time, they like a day late My cousin had to vacate, my best since age eight
Sometimes I hold them I kid you not Eyes get swollen holding on that box, somebody get a mop I'll probably be in heaven when the pain 'Til then all I'm hearing is and raindrops
Tear drops in the on my bed Still trying to my head up Know you'd see me dead And the raindrops on falling
Yeah, keep on falling, they keep on falling Falling, yeah, keep on falling And they keep on, and the keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,