Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling
I said they keep on And they on falling I they keep on falling Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a mama gives up Crying, in the trash with the lid shut got no family, my mind is tender My invisible, my Mom's is Brenda, uh
If I I'm grow into what considers trash, the rope is to us That mean I'm hanging by living The noose is getting murdered, that or to prison
My mind's before I learned mind control What you call living life, I dying slow I'm predisposed The the only thing that can ease my soul, freezing cold
like I was given life And if I take it, at I choose I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops
drops in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling
I they keep on falling And they on falling, falling 'Cause this is my
Dear Auntie, I still feel timeless sorrow Before you died, it's your body was mine to borrow I jumped in your physical shell while you was Going through hell saying goodbye to tomorrow
it makes me sad, angry, mad How you were sent to heaven's path Duct and gagged, plus raped and stabbed Body in blood, what a fate to have
Such a pitiful end, I'm popping Ritalin like they 'Cause when I sleep, I can feel it again and again and And it's difficult, killing is the Biblical sin I'm talking Mama's identical twin
I see your face when I at her Her of how I've been in the cold since 14 years old I to God, I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm is wind and raindrops Rest in peace,
Tear drops in the on my bed trying to keep my head up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on Yeah, they keep on Yeah, they keep on falling, falling, falling,
Nah, I move bricks on the Peter Pan No father around to me how to be a man We was too high, didn't where we would land Scraping on the weed til' niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child raise off of sugar Headed to you and just thought about how he was brought up Coulda, woulda, outta one track say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm writing a book and the hood's the the 'Obvious Poker Face, The Look of Torture' Teach you how to your way out that ditch then Me all I need is pen and thick skin
Being so could mean you lit then 'Cause you start trying to out a figment I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til all I hear is wind and rain drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still to keep my head up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling, falling, falling, falling
Check it out, I'm still waiting on my dad to get He went to the store in '84 and I ain't him after that Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn't So they had us back and forth in court in the months of the
My sneakers leaned, the was missing No one on ones, they always me No brothers and sisters to me down Along headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Gun shots and me sleep walking, I weights A whole lot of crying, police chalking that tape Ambulance never on time, they like a day My had to vacate, my best friend since age eight
Sometimes I can't them I kid you not Eyes get swollen holding on that box, somebody get a mop I'll probably be in heaven when the pain 'Til then all I'm hearing is and raindrops
Tear drops in the on my bed Still trying to my head up Know you'd rather see me And the keep on falling
Yeah, they keep on falling, they keep on Falling, yeah, they keep on And they on, and the raindrops keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,