Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on
I said they keep on And keep on falling I they keep on falling Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a mama gives up Crying, laying in the trash with the lid Ain't got no family, my is tender My daddy's invisible, my is Brenda, uh
If I survive I'm grow into considers trash, the rope is to us That mean I'm hanging by living The noose is getting murdered, or going to prison
My mind's controlled I learned mind control What you call life, I call dying slow I'm predisposed The reaper the thing that can ease my soul, freezing cold
Feeling like I was given And if I take it, at least I I'll be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed trying to keep my head up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling
I said they on falling And they on falling, falling 'Cause is my pain
Auntie, I still feel your timeless sorrow Before you died, it's like body was mine to borrow Like I jumped in your shell while you was through miserable hell saying goodbye to tomorrow
Everyday it me sad, angry, mad How you were sent to heaven's sacred Duct taped and gagged, plus and stabbed Body draped in blood, what a fate to
Such a pitiful end, I'm Ritalin like they Skittles 'Cause when I sleep, I can it again and again and again And difficult, killing is the wickedest Biblical sin I'm talking about Mama's identical
I see your face when I at her Her reminder of how I've been in the cold 14 years old I to God, I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and in peace, Chacha
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up you'd rather see me dead And the keep on falling Yeah, they on falling Yeah, keep on falling, falling, falling, yeah
Nah, I ain't bricks on the Peter Pan No father around to me how to be a man We was too high, didn't know where we land Scraping on the weed til' niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child raise off of water Headed to you and just thought how good he was brought up Coulda, woulda, one track mind They say man of many buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm a book and the hood's the author Called the Poker Face, The Look of Torture' you how to climb your way out that ditch then Me all I need is this pen and skin
Being so bright mean you lit then 'Cause you start trying to out a figment I'll probably be in heaven the pain stops then all I hear is wind and rain drops
Tear drops in the on my bed Still trying to my head up Know you'd see me dead And the keep on falling, falling, falling, falling
Check it out, I'm still waiting on my dad to get He went to the store in '84 and I ain't seen him that Another mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent So had us back and forth in court in the months of the blizzard
My sneakers leaned, the was missing No one on ones, they jumped me No brothers and sisters to me down with headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Gun shots and me sleep walking, I weights A whole lot of crying, police chalking that fake Ambulance never on time, like a day late My cousin had to vacate, my best since age eight
I can't hold them I kid you not Eyes get swollen holding on that box, somebody get a mop I'll probably be in when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm is wind and raindrops
drops in the pillow on my bed Still to keep my head up Know you'd see me dead And the keep on falling
Yeah, they keep on falling, keep on falling Falling, yeah, keep on falling And they on, and the raindrops keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,