Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling
I they keep on falling And they keep on I they keep on falling Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a nigga gives up Crying, laying in the trash with the lid got no family, my mind is tender My invisible, my Mom's is Brenda, uh
If I I'm grow into what Society considers trash, the is to us mean I'm hanging myself by living The noose is getting murdered, that or to prison
My mind's controlled before I mind control What you call living life, I call slow I'm predisposed The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul, cold
Feeling I was given life And if I take it, at least I I'll probably be in when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is and rain drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still to keep my head up Know you'd see me dead And the raindrops on falling
I they keep on falling And keep on falling, falling 'Cause is my pain
Dear Auntie, I still feel your sorrow you died, it's like your body was mine to borrow Like I jumped in your shell while you was Going through miserable hell saying goodbye to
it makes me sad, angry, mad How you were sent to heaven's path Duct taped and gagged, plus raped and Body draped in blood, what a fate to
Such a end, I'm popping Ritalin like they Skittles 'Cause when I sleep, I can feel it again and and again And it's difficult, killing is the wickedest sin I'm talking Mama's identical twin
I see your when I look at her Her reminder of how I've been in the cold since 14 old I swear to God, I'll probably be in when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm is wind and raindrops Rest in peace,
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still to keep my head up Know you'd see me dead And the keep on falling Yeah, they on falling Yeah, they on falling, falling, falling, yeah
Nah, I ain't move on the Peter Pan No father to teach me how to be a man We was too high, didn't know we would land Scraping coke on the weed niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child raise off of sugar Headed to you and thought about how good he was brought up Coulda, woulda, one track mind say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm writing a book and the hood's the Called the Poker Face, The Look of Torture' Teach you how to your way out that ditch then Me all I need is pen and thick skin
Being so bright could you lit then 'Cause you start to figure out a figment I'll probably be in when the pain stops then all I hear is wind and rain drops
Tear in the pillow on my bed trying to keep my head up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling, falling, falling, falling
Check it out, I'm still on my dad to get back He went to the in '84 and I ain't seen him after that single mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent So they had us back and forth in court in the months of the
My sneakers leaned, the rubber was No one on ones, they always me No brothers and sisters to me down Along with plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Gun shots and me walking, I hate weights A whole lot of crying, police chalking that fake Ambulance never on time, like a day late My cousin had to vacate, my best since age eight
Sometimes I can't hold I kid you not Eyes get swollen holding on that box, somebody get a mop I'll be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is and raindrops
drops in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up you'd rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on
Yeah, they keep on falling, they on falling Falling, yeah, keep on falling And they on, and the raindrops keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,