Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up you'd rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling
I said keep on falling And they on falling I said they keep on Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a nigga mama up Crying, laying in the trash the lid shut got no family, my mind is tender My daddy's invisible, my is Brenda, uh
If I I'm grow into what Society trash, the rope is to us That mean I'm myself by living The noose is getting murdered, or going to prison
My mind's controlled before I learned control What you call life, I call dying slow I'm predisposed The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul, cold
Feeling I was given life And if I take it, at least I I'll probably be in heaven the pain stops 'Til then all I'm is wind and rain drops
Tear drops in the on my bed Still trying to my head up Know you'd see me dead And the keep on falling
I they keep on falling And they keep on falling, this is my pain
Dear Auntie, I still feel timeless sorrow Before you died, it's like your body was to borrow Like I jumped in physical shell while you was Going through miserable hell goodbye to tomorrow
it makes me sad, angry, mad How you were sent to sacred path Duct taped and gagged, raped and stabbed draped in blood, what a fate to have
Such a pitiful end, I'm popping Ritalin like they 'Cause when I sleep, I can feel it and again and again And difficult, killing is the wickedest Biblical sin I'm talking about Mama's identical
I see your face I look at her Her reminder of how I've in the cold since 14 years old I swear to God, I'll be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops in peace, Chacha
Tear drops in the on my bed trying to keep my head up Know you'd rather see me And the raindrops keep on Yeah, they on falling Yeah, keep on falling, falling, falling, yeah
Nah, I ain't move on the Peter Pan No father to teach me how to be a man We was too high, didn't know we would land Scraping coke on the til' niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child off of sugar water Headed to you and just thought about how good he was up Coulda, woulda, outta one track say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm writing a book and the hood's the the 'Obvious Poker Face, The Look of Torture' Teach you how to climb your way out that then Me all I need is this pen and thick
so bright could mean you lit then 'Cause you start to figure out a figment I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til then all I hear is wind and rain
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up you'd rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling, falling, falling, falling
Check it out, I'm still waiting on my dad to get He went to the store in '84 and I seen him after that Another single mom public the rent wasn't consistent So they had us and forth in court in the months of the blizzard
My sneakers leaned, the was missing No one on ones, they always me No and sisters to hold me down Along with headphones plugged a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Gun shots and me sleep walking, I hate A whole lot of crying, chalking that fake tape Ambulance never on time, they like a day My cousin had to vacate, my best friend since age
Sometimes I can't hold I kid you not Eyes get holding on that tissue box, somebody get a mop I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and
Tear in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know rather see me dead And the keep on falling
Yeah, they keep on falling, they on falling Falling, yeah, they keep on And keep on, and the raindrops keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,