Tear drops in the on my bed Still to keep my head up you'd rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on
I said they on falling And they keep on I said they keep on Slaughterhouse, yo
I'm the product of when a nigga mama up Crying, laying in the trash with the lid Ain't got no family, my mind is My invisible, my Mom's is Brenda, uh
If I I'm grow into what considers trash, the rope is to us That I'm hanging myself by living The noose is getting murdered, that or going to
My mind's before I learned mind control What you living life, I call dying slow I'm predisposed The reaper the only thing that can my soul, freezing cold
Feeling I was given life And if I take it, at least I I'll be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til then all I'm is wind and rain drops
Tear drops in the on my bed trying to keep my head up Know you'd see me dead And the keep on falling
I said they on falling And they on falling, falling 'Cause this is my
Dear Auntie, I still feel timeless sorrow Before you died, it's like your body was to borrow Like I jumped in physical shell while you was through miserable hell saying goodbye to tomorrow
Everyday it me sad, angry, mad How you were sent to heaven's sacred Duct taped and gagged, plus raped and Body in blood, what a fate to have
a pitiful end, I'm popping Ritalin like they Skittles 'Cause when I sleep, I can feel it again and and again And it's difficult, killing is the wickedest sin I'm talking Mama's identical twin
I see face when I look at her Her reminder of how I've been in the cold since 14 old I swear to God, I'll probably be in heaven when the stops 'Til all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops Rest in peace,
drops in the pillow on my bed Still trying to keep my up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops on falling Yeah, they keep on Yeah, they keep on falling, falling, falling,
Nah, I ain't move on the Peter Pan No father to teach me how to be a man We was too high, didn't where we would land Scraping coke on the weed til' didn't see a plant
child raise off of sugar water Headed to you and just thought about how good he was up Coulda, woulda, one track mind say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm a book and the hood's the author Called the 'Obvious Poker Face, The of Torture' Teach you how to your way out that ditch then Me all I need is this pen and thick
Being so bright mean you lit then 'Cause you start to figure out a figment probably be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til then all I hear is wind and drops
Tear drops in the on my bed Still trying to my head up Know rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on falling, falling, falling,
Check it out, I'm waiting on my dad to get back He went to the store in '84 and I ain't seen him that Another mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent So they had us back and forth in court in the of the blizzard
My sneakers leaned, the was missing No one on ones, always jumped me No brothers and sisters to hold me Along with headphones plugged into a cheap that ate tapes
Gun shots and me sleep walking, I weights A lot of crying, police chalking that fake tape Ambulance never on time, they like a day My cousin had to vacate, my best friend age eight
I can't hold them I kid you not Eyes get holding on that tissue box, somebody get a mop probably be in heaven when the pain stops 'Til all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops
drops in the pillow on my bed Still trying to my head up you'd rather see me dead And the raindrops keep on
Yeah, keep on falling, they keep on falling Falling, yeah, they keep on And they on, and the raindrops keep on falling Yeah, yeah, yeah,