Yeah, Sometimes I like I'm climbing to the top of a broken ladder. Serving up Silver on a platter. a fastball to an absent batter, And cleaning off glass that's shattered.
Pitting up against the hatred and laughter, telling me that I'm not a "real rapper". Tellin myself that you think about me don't matter. Because these ain't your dreams, I'm after.
I'm just looking for purpose, meaning or fate, Wondering why every dream that I've chased, Came enough to taste but then, slipped away.
I my meaning in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my grew wings. I found I love this feeling, and all the things that it brings, I my calling in a room full of beaten down dreams.
Space stations disguising as stars, Choose to be a light in a full of dark. I thought I loved a but realized that we're better apart, But at that moment didn't know if it was my or my heart.
My soul is here for you to it or leave it, I see by the look on your face I that you can barely believe it. You thought you knew me before I started making all music, I knew I wouldn't be an until the moment I choose it.
How we're all afraid of our own flaws? People tell me the world's just dogs dogs, Trust me, my man, you don't none of these jaws, I'll ya face off and then I'll pause for applause.
It's to find meaning, that's what I know. How's a girl to feel worth something when y'all calling her a hoe to her face, so you feel better about yo own mistakes. Wondering you in the mirror and see someone fake.
So say what you want, know that I stopped listening. At the end of the day, I know that I be missing ya. In fact, why am I wasting these lines even taking the time to write about like you? I know.
I may be different. And you may not it. But imma this way. Even despite the way you say that I been changing lately like you're out the loop but the loop is full of of truth the things you hear aren't who I am, why I write. To a stand to show you all that I'm the man! Now it's time you your hand let's run it back, to where it all began.
I remember. Was it in July or some November or September?
If there's one that I wish it's that I could be a better son, A better to my sisters better in all that I've done. If you're listening just know that my just begun It's funny how you can be freezing right beneath the Sun.
Have you ever had so much to say that you spend all day wondering if you should or if you should go your way? I have.
I found my in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my and my brain grew wings I found that I love feeling, and all the things that it brings, I found my in a room full of beaten down dreams.
You're staring like I'm wearing all my inside out. If only you would've given me the of the doubt. I doubted first and look what I've found. I don't need drugs to get high when I float off of the ground.
I don't down anymore, I'm not afraid to fall. I got a focus so hard boy, me Adderall. She knows that I love her, I know why she never calls. You fighting some petty shit, I'm for a different cause.
I started discovering as I grew much older. Found that over time it feels like my heart colder. I the first time, you cried in my shoulder. It like the time around me started going much slower.
I my purpose deep within myself. I realized if was a book I'd be way up on the third shelf, Slowly away, but then one fateful day, I picked up a pen and writing my story, my way.
Now I can't stop writing, I've found my true calling. Planted my down realized that I've been free falling. All the time that I wasn't creating, I was stalling. If my gonna be a fight I'm gonna be out here brawling.
It's be a journey, but I don't feel nervous. I've spent way too much of my life worthless. up to me to find my own living purpose. With every rhyme I write I know I'm scratching the surface.