Yeah, Sometimes I feel like I'm to the top of a broken ladder. Serving up Silver on a platter. a fastball to an absent batter, And cleaning off glass already shattered.
myself up against the hatred and laughter, People me that I'm not a "real rapper". Tellin myself that you think about me don't matter. Because these your dreams, I'm chasing after.
I'm looking for purpose, some meaning or fate, Wondering why every single dream that chased, Came close enough to but then, slipped away.
I found my in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my brain wings. I found that I love this feeling, and all the things it brings, I found my calling in a full of beaten down dreams.
Space stations they're as stars, Choose to be a light in a world of dark. I thought I loved a girl but realized that better apart, But at that moment didn't know if it was my or my heart.
My soul is for you to take it or leave it, I see by the look on your face I know that you can barely it. You thought you me before I started making all this music, I knew I wouldn't be an until the moment I choose it.
How come we're all afraid of our own People tell me the just dogs eating dogs, Trust me, my man, you don't want none of jaws, I'll bite ya face off and then pause for applause.
It's hard to meaning, that's what I know. How's a girl supposed to feel worth when y'all calling her a hoe to her face, Just so you feel better yo own mistakes. you look in the mirror and see someone fake.
So say what you want, know that I stopped listening. At the end of the day, I know I won't be missing ya. In fact, why am I wasting these lines even taking the time to write about someone you? I know.
I may be different. And you may not it. But imma stay way. Even despite the way you say that I been lately feeling like you're out the loop but the loop is full of lack of the things you hear aren't who I am, why I write. To take a stand to you all that I'm the man! Now time you play your hand let's run it back, to where it all began.
I remember. Was it in July or some cloudy or September?
If there's one that I wish it's that I could be a better son, A better to my sisters better in all that I've done. If you're listening just that my times just begun It's funny how you can be standing right beneath the Sun.
Have you ever had so much to say that you spend all day wondering if you stay or if you should go your way? I have.
I found my meaning in the of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my brain wings I that I love this feeling, and all the things that it brings, I found my in a room full of beaten down dreams.
staring like I'm wearing all my clothes inside out. If you would've given me the benefit of the doubt. I doubted myself and look what I've found. I don't need to get high when I float right off of the ground.
I look down anymore, I'm not afraid to fall. I got a focus so boy, call me Adderall. She knows that I love her, I know why she never calls. You fighting petty shit, I'm fighting for a different cause.
I started myself as I grew much older. Found that time it feels like my heart grew colder. I remember the first time, you in my shoulder. It felt like the time around me started much slower.
I found my purpose deep myself. I realized if was a book I'd be way up on the third shelf, Slowly away, but then one fateful day, I picked up a pen and started my story, my way.
Now I can't stop writing, like found my true calling. Planted my feet down realized that been free falling. All the time that I wasn't creating, I was stalling. If my life's gonna be a I'm gonna be out here brawling.
gonna be a journey, but I don't feel nervous. I've spent way too much of my life worthless. up to me to find my own living purpose. With every I write I know I'm just scratching the surface.