Yeah, Sometimes I feel I'm climbing to the top of a broken ladder. up Silver on a Golden platter. Pitching a to an absent batter, And cleaning off glass already shattered.
Pitting myself up the hatred and laughter, People me that I'm not a "real rapper". Tellin that what you think about me don't matter. Because these your dreams, I'm chasing after.
I'm looking for purpose, some meaning or fate, Wondering why single dream that I've chased, Came enough to taste but then, slipped away.
I my meaning in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my grew wings. I found that I love this feeling, and all the that it brings, I my calling in a room full of beaten down dreams.
Space stations they're as stars, Choose to be a in a world full of dark. I thought I loved a girl but realized we're better apart, But at that moment didn't if it was my brain or my heart.
My soul is here for you to take it or it, I see by the look on your I know that you can barely believe it. You thought you me before I started making all this music, I knew I be an artist until the moment I choose it.
How we're all afraid of our own flaws? tell me the world's just dogs eating dogs, Trust me, my man, you want none of these jaws, bite ya face off and then I'll pause for applause.
It's hard to meaning, that's what I know. How's a supposed to feel worth something when y'all calling her a hoe to her face, Just so you feel about yo own mistakes. Wondering you look in the mirror and see fake.
So say what you want, just that I stopped listening. At the end of the day, I know that I be missing ya. In fact, why am I wasting lines even taking the time to write about someone like you? I know.
I may be different. And you may not it. But stay this way. Even despite the way you say that I changing lately feeling like you're out the loop but the loop is full of lack of truth the things you hear who I am, why I write. To take a stand to show you all I'm the man! Now it's time you your hand let's run it back, to where it all began.
I remember. Was it in July or some November or September?
If there's one thing that I wish it's I could be a better son, A better brother to my sisters better in all I've done. If you're listening know that my times just begun It's funny how you can be freezing standing right the Sun.
Have you ever had so to say that you spend all day wondering if you should stay or if you should go your way? I have.
I found my meaning in the of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my brain grew I found that I this feeling, and all the things that it brings, I my calling in a room full of beaten down dreams.
You're staring like I'm wearing all my inside out. If you would've given me the benefit of the doubt. I doubted myself first and look what found. I don't need to get high when I float right off of the ground.
I don't down anymore, I'm not afraid to fall. I got a focus so boy, call me Adderall. She knows I love her, I know that's why she never calls. You fighting some petty shit, I'm for a different cause.
I started discovering as I grew much older. that over time it feels like my heart grew colder. I remember the time, you cried in my shoulder. It felt the time around me started going much slower.
I found my deep within myself. I that if was a book I'd be way up on the third shelf, Slowly rotting away, but one fateful day, I up a pen and started writing my story, my way.
Now I can't stop writing, like found my true calling. Planted my feet down realized that I've free falling. All the time that I wasn't creating, I was stalling. If my gonna be a fight I'm gonna be out here brawling.
gonna be a journey, but I don't feel nervous. I've spent way too much of my life worthless. It's up to me to my own living purpose. With every rhyme I I know I'm just scratching the surface.