Yeah, Sometimes I feel like I'm climbing to the top of a ladder. Serving up on a Golden platter. Pitching a to an absent batter, And cleaning off glass already shattered.
myself up against the hatred and laughter, People me that I'm not a "real rapper". Tellin myself that what you think me don't matter. Because ain't your dreams, I'm chasing after.
I'm just looking for purpose, meaning or fate, Wondering why every single dream that chased, Came close enough to but then, slipped away.
I my meaning in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my and my brain grew wings. I found that I love this feeling, and all the things it brings, I my calling in a room full of beaten down dreams.
Space stations they're as stars, Choose to be a in a world full of dark. I thought I loved a girl but realized we're better apart, But at that moment didn't know if it was my or my heart.
My soul is for you to take it or leave it, I see by the look on your face I that you can barely believe it. You thought you knew me I started making all this music, I knew I wouldn't be an artist until the I choose it.
How come we're all of our own flaws? People tell me the world's just eating dogs, me, my man, you don't want none of these jaws, I'll bite ya face off and then pause for applause.
It's hard to find meaning, what I know. How's a girl supposed to worth something when y'all calling her a hoe to her face, Just so you feel about yo own mistakes. Wondering you look in the and see someone fake.
So say what you want, just know I stopped listening. At the end of the day, I know I won't be missing ya. In fact, why am I wasting these lines even the time to write about someone like you? I know.
I may be different. And you may not it. But imma stay way. Even despite the way you say that I been changing feeling like you're out the loop but the loop is full of of truth the things you hear aren't who I am, why I write. To take a stand to you all that I'm the man! Now it's time you play your hand let's run it back, to it all began.
I remember. Was it in July or some cloudy November or
If there's one thing that I wish it's I could be a better son, A better brother to my sisters in all that I've done. If listening just know that my times just begun It's funny how you can be freezing standing right the Sun.
you ever had so much to say that you spend all day wondering if you should stay or if you should go your way? I have.
I found my in the simplest of things. I put the tip of a pen to my paper and my grew wings I found I love this feeling, and all the things that it brings, I found my calling in a room full of down dreams.
You're like I'm wearing all my clothes inside out. If only you would've me the benefit of the doubt. I doubted myself first and what I've found. I don't drugs to get high when I float right off of the ground.
I look down anymore, I'm not afraid to fall. I got a focus so boy, call me Adderall. She that I love her, I know that's why she never calls. You fighting some petty shit, I'm for a different cause.
I discovering myself as I grew much older. Found over time it feels like my heart grew colder. I remember the time, you cried in my shoulder. It felt like the around me started going much slower.
I found my deep within myself. I realized if was a book I'd be way up on the third shelf, Slowly rotting away, but one fateful day, I up a pen and started writing my story, my way.
Now I can't writing, like I've found my true calling. Planted my feet down realized that been free falling. All the time that I creating, I was just stalling. If my gonna be a fight I'm gonna be out here brawling.
It's gonna be a journey, but I don't nervous. I've spent way too of my life feeling worthless. It's up to me to my own living purpose. With every rhyme I I know I'm just scratching the surface.