I get back from tour and suddenly it doesn't seem like fun to be off my face at quarter to 11am
You're out, I see you (I feel awful) This is talking to me, This aint even (The irons been on in my house has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm about to do something
I daren't say what my got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are getting unbearably nasty. Staring at the crackwork looking scary with my brandy, the rock and roll clich in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out prang just to the fear, I do a line but then panic cos I feel a bit prangy. So I glug marlon from the bottle to ease off the pain, when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort more tour and then have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is madly banging. The only reason I started this was to still be here laughing, the only reason I started was to be here laughing.
You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint even I see you, I'm to do something stupid.
The girl in my bed was kinda distant right now, I know she's thinking a bit frightened somehow, I don't think she realised what I'd invited her to my house. I don't want to see me like this right now, All sorts of thoughts back in my eyes, I've been a sport thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, dancing prang by side, Dancing with the pictures from the of my life, I don't remember any of I just thought at all, The conclusion prior to when I it all, Panicking a bit, getting of fuck all, So nursing my bruise I right from the bottle, I don't want anyone I know to see me this, My fibs in single lies in lists, She's gonna no doubt, Fuck it I'm not gonna stop though, I cant for now.
You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This even funny. I see you you, I'm about to do stupid.
My laptop must have slipped down and to sleep, Before the prang this pain was to on me, Around the time I was trying to con some sleep, And the new day on me was dawning in here, I have flaked while I inputted, waging loads more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I break my rules not to wager I'd flaked on the bookings and totalled on the score, I've got a simple problem, but my minds out, I remembered the website between the and the stout, My rush of fear made me forget how I had been, This time I'm drying my and a fucking nose bleed, my phone off when my promo guy phones me, The day before nasty with my manager when he only bit me, I threw his wallet out of the window as it was heated, He said 'Sort your life as he punched me over to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint funny I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
Right now logic states I to be not contemplating suicide, Cos with rational thought it would seem that I need to be not doing the stuff that death seem like an option, I need a totally trojan plan now.