I get back from tour and suddenly it doesn't seem like much fun to be off my at quarter to 11am
You're out, I see through you (I awful) This is talking to me, This even funny (The irons been on in my house has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm about to do stupid
I daren't say my manager got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are getting unbearably nasty. Staring at the looking scary with my brandy, the rock and roll clich walks in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out prang just to handle the fear, I do a line but then cos I feel a bit prangy. So I marlon from the bottle to ease off the pain, then when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort tour support and then have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is madly banging. The only reason I this was to still be here laughing, the only reason I started this was to still be laughing.
You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, This even funny I see you, I'm about to do stupid.
The girl in my bed was distant right now, I know she's thinking she's a bit frightened somehow, I don't she realised what I'd invited her back to my house. I don't want anyone to see me like right now, All sorts of rolling back in my eyes, I've been a poor thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, prang by their side, Dancing with the pictures from the of my life, I don't remember any of I just thought at all, The conclusion prior to I forgot it all, Panicking a bit, getting of fuck all, So nursing my bruise I drink right the bottle, I want anyone I know to see me like this, My fibs in became lies in lists, She's gonna no doubt, Fuck it I'm not gonna stop though, I cant for now.
You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint funny. I see you you, I'm about to do stupid.
My laptop must have slipped down and to sleep, Before the prang pain was to dawn on me, Around the I was sketching trying to con some sleep, And the new day on me was dawning in here, I have flaked while I inputted, waging loads more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I break my rules not to anymore? I'd flaked on the and majorly totalled on the score, got a simple problem, but my minds spinning out, I remembered the between the wine and the stout, My of fear made me forget how fucked I had been, time I'm drying my eyes and a fucking nose bleed, Turning my phone off my promo guy phones me, The day before getting nasty with my manager when he bit me, I threw his wallet out of the as it was growing heated, He said 'Sort your life out' as he punched me to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint funny I see you you, I'm about to do stupid.
Right now states I need to be not contemplating suicide, Cos with rational thought it would seem that I need to be not doing the stuff that death seem like an option, I need a trojan plan right now.