I get back from tour and suddenly it doesn't like much fun to be off my face at quarter to 11am
You're out, I see you (I feel awful) voice is talking to me, This aint even funny (The irons been on in my has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm about to do stupid
I say what my manager got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are getting unbearably nasty. Staring at the crackwork looking scary with my brandy, the rock and roll clich in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out prang just to handle the fear, I do a but then panic cos I feel a bit prangy. So I glug marlon the bottle to ease off the pain, then when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort more support and then have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is madly banging. The only reason I started was to still be here laughing, the only reason I started this was to be here laughing.
You're out, I see you, voice is talking to me, This aint funny I see you, I'm to do something stupid.
The girl in my bed was kinda distant now, I know she's thinking she's a bit frightened somehow, I don't she realised what I'd invited her back to my house. I don't want to see me like this right now, All sorts of rolling back in my eyes, I've a poor sport thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, prang by their side, Dancing with the pictures the past of my life, I don't any of what I just thought at all, The conclusion prior to I forgot it all, Panicking a bit, frightened of fuck all, So nursing my bruise I drink from the bottle, I don't want anyone I to see me like this, My in single became lies in lists, She's gonna no doubt, Fuck it I'm not stop drinking though, I cant for now.
You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, This aint funny. I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
My laptop must slipped down and gone to sleep, Before the this pain was to dawn on me, Around the I was sketching trying to con some sleep, And the new day on me was nearly in here, I must have flaked I inputted, waging loads more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I break my rules not to anymore? I'd flaked on the and majorly totalled on the score, I've got a problem, but my minds spinning out, I remembered the website between the and the stout, My rush of made me forget how fucked I had been, This time I'm drying my eyes and a nose bleed, my phone off when my promo guy phones me, The day before getting nasty with my when he only bit me, I threw his wallet out of the window as it was heated, He said 'Sort your life out' as he me over to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint funny I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
Right now states I need to be not contemplating suicide, Cos with rational thought it would seem that I need to be not doing the stuff that death seem like an option, I need a totally plan right now.