I get back from tour and suddenly it doesn't seem like much fun to be off my face at quarter to
You're out, I see you (I feel awful) This is talking to me, This aint even (The irons been on in my house has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm about to do stupid
I daren't say what my manager got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are unbearably nasty. at the crackwork looking scary with my brandy, the rock and roll clich walks in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out prang just to handle the fear, I do a line but then panic cos I a bit prangy. So I glug marlon the bottle to ease off the pain, then when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort tour support and then have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is madly banging. The only I started this was to still be here laughing, the only reason I started this was to be here laughing.
You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, This aint even I see you, I'm to do something stupid.
The girl in my bed was kinda distant right now, I know thinking she's a bit frightened somehow, I don't think she realised what I'd her back to my house. I don't want anyone to see me this right now, All sorts of thoughts back in my eyes, I've been a poor thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, dancing prang by side, Dancing with the pictures the past of my life, I don't remember any of what I thought at all, The conclusion to when I forgot it all, Panicking a bit, getting frightened of all, So nursing my bruise I right from the bottle, I don't want anyone I to see me like this, My fibs in became lies in lists, She's gonna no doubt, Fuck it I'm not gonna stop drinking though, I for now.
You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, aint even funny. I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
My laptop must have slipped and gone to sleep, Before the prang this pain was to on me, Around the time I was sketching trying to con sleep, And the new day on me was nearly in here, I must have flaked while I inputted, loads more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I my rules not to wager anymore? I'd on the bookings and majorly totalled on the score, I've got a problem, but my minds spinning out, I remembered the website between the and the stout, My of fear made me forget how fucked I had been, This I'm drying my eyes and a fucking nose bleed, Turning my phone off when my guy phones me, The day before getting nasty with my manager when he bit me, I his wallet out of the window as it was growing heated, He said 'Sort your life out' as he me over to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, voice is talking to me, This even funny I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
Right now logic states I need to be not suicide, Cos with rational thought it seem that I need to be not doing the stuff that makes death seem like an option, I need a totally trojan plan now.