I get back from tour and suddenly it seem like much fun to be off my face at quarter to 11am
You're out, I see through you (I awful) voice is talking to me, This aint even funny (The irons been on in my has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm about to do stupid
I daren't say what my got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are getting unbearably nasty. at the crackwork looking scary with my brandy, the rock and roll clich walks in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out just to handle the fear, I do a line but then panic cos I feel a bit prangy. So I glug from the bottle to ease off the pain, then when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort more tour support and have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is madly banging. The only reason I started this was to be here laughing, the only reason I started this was to be here laughing.
You're out, I see you, voice is talking to me, This aint even I see you, I'm to do something stupid.
The in my bed was kinda distant right now, I know she's thinking she's a bit frightened somehow, I don't she realised what I'd invited her back to my house. I don't want to see me like this right now, All sorts of thoughts rolling in my eyes, I've been a sport thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, dancing by their side, Dancing with the pictures from the of my life, I don't remember any of I just thought at all, The prior to when I forgot it all, Panicking a bit, getting of fuck all, So nursing my I drink right from the bottle, I want anyone I know to see me like this, My fibs in single became in lists, gonna sell/tell no doubt, Fuck it I'm not gonna stop though, I cant for now.
You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, This aint funny. I see you you, I'm about to do stupid.
My laptop must have down and gone to sleep, Before the this pain was to dawn on me, the time I was sketching trying to con some sleep, And the new day on me was dawning in here, I must have flaked while I inputted, waging more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I my rules not to wager anymore? I'd on the bookings and majorly totalled on the score, I've got a problem, but my minds spinning out, I remembered the website the wine and the stout, My rush of fear made me how fucked I had been, This time I'm drying my and a fucking nose bleed, my phone off when my promo guy phones me, The day before getting nasty with my when he only bit me, I threw his wallet out of the window as it was heated, He said 'Sort your out' as he punched me over to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, aint even funny I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
Right now logic states I need to be not suicide, Cos with rational thought it would that I need to be not doing the stuff that makes death seem like an option, I need a trojan plan right now.