I get back from tour and suddenly it doesn't seem much fun to be off my face at quarter to 11am
You're out, I see through you (I awful) voice is talking to me, This aint even funny (The been on in my house has been in for 4 fucking weeks) I see you, I'm to do something stupid
I daren't say what my manager got lairy and smacked me, these headaches are getting nasty. Staring at the crackwork looking with my brandy, the rock and roll clich walks in and then me. Carelessly wreckin' out prang just to handle the fear, I do a line but then cos I feel a bit prangy. So I marlon from the bottle to ease off the pain, then when it starts wearing off I just feel a bit sad. Snort more tour support and then have a drink, the bruise on the side of my head is banging. The only reason I started this was to be here laughing, the only reason I started this was to be here laughing.
You're out, I see you, This voice is to me, aint even funny I see you, I'm to do something stupid.
The girl in my bed was kinda distant now, I know she's thinking she's a bit frightened somehow, I don't think she realised I'd invited her back to my house. I don't want anyone to see me like this now, All of thoughts rolling back in my eyes, I've been a sport thoughts dance in my mind, A banging headache, prang by their side, Dancing with the pictures from the of my life, I don't remember any of what I thought at all, The conclusion prior to I forgot it all, a bit, getting frightened of fuck all, So nursing my I drink right from the bottle, I don't want anyone I to see me like this, My fibs in became lies in lists, gonna sell/tell no doubt, Fuck it I'm not gonna stop though, I cant for now.
You're out, I see you, voice is talking to me, This aint funny. I see you you, I'm about to do stupid.
My laptop must have down and gone to sleep, Before the this pain was to dawn on me, Around the time I was trying to con some sleep, And the new day on me was nearly in here, I must flaked while I inputted, waging loads more. Cos I on bookings, way to tow the score. Why do I my rules not to wager anymore? I'd on the bookings and majorly totalled on the score, got a simple problem, but my minds spinning out, I remembered the website between the and the stout, My rush of fear me forget how fucked I had been, This time I'm drying my eyes and a fucking bleed, Turning my phone off when my promo guy me, The day before nasty with my manager when he only bit me, I threw his wallet out of the as it was growing heated, He said 'Sort your life out' as he punched me to my feet.
x2] You're out, I see you, This is talking to me, This aint funny I see you you, I'm to do something stupid.
Right now logic states I to be not contemplating suicide, Cos with rational thought it would seem that I need to be not doing the stuff that makes seem like an option, I need a totally trojan plan now.