Ever had that one important person in life that meant everything to you? the one who was by your side when the whole world was on your shoulders? And it was hard for you just to see them die in your And everyone telling you to on But deep down you know they still looking down on you? Well guy, he wasn't a homeboy to me, he was my brother, he took his life at the age of 15, Til this day he in my heart...
1] My best friend he just around the block, A safe neighbourhood where everyone along a lot, Since his death, nobody bought his house, seems like forgot, like if he dissappeared in a black hole and never out, but deep down in my heart, i see him alive and living his life, you were taken away me in a quick instant, i didn't even have the to say goodbye, the distance wasn't far, your house was infront of mine, we saw each other every day, no matter the weather, day was the only day we didn't hang out together, and that same night you your life away, i'm my friend you had to feel that way, but now all your and sorrow have now dissappeared, but taking your life didn't anything at all, you looked normal, you always looked peaceful, and just a great friend, a great friend, now everyday i pray and light candles for my friend, That i saw you walking back from home down the street, you looked really depressed and i you couldn't sleep, That was the same night my best friend took a knife and suicide.
I'm sorry you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the only person up i could share a tear with.
2] That i came ringing at your door, your mom opened sobbing while crying and on the floor, your dad stood her and i dropped my schoolbag, i ran up to your room, the door and gasped, She said she found you laying on the floor with pulse not beating, and i you was dead, ye i fell into tears, seeing you there not moving a muscle, hurt me so bad i couldn't that you did this to yourself, Just seing the paramedics you away, was the last day i ever saw your face, skipped that morning and stayed in my room and cried, 2 days later it was your funeral, people showed up, it made me feel good that you a lot of people, so i stepped up at the alter and into tears, gave my friendship and everyone opened their ears, I cried and for my respects, I wish i could bring you back from the dead, you had an open casket so i came closer and saw smile, Then i saw your coffin slowly being in the ground, that was the last time i felt presence, it was scary, now in the present, your in a cemetary.
I'm really sorry you have the best live to live, I'm really for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i caused you shit, but you the only person up i could share a tear with.
3] It's already been 3 years since u me, I never had a best friend you who was always there for me, I'm so lonely, been by death, You left without saying a word, Deep down it really me off, Just left the world like like it screw you off! I feel like i you to take your life away, And i feel like i you in every single way, As time by, i moved on with my life, But when i look back, i can you my eyes, Every i get, i come to your tombstone, put a couple of and say a few prayers, drip a few tears, and "are you still here?" it me badly every time i think of you, you of asked me for help, i was a friend to you, you will be forever in my heart deep, I your in the heavens resting in peace.
I'm really sorry you have the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the brother love i give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the only up there i could share a tear with.