Ever had that one important person in your life that meant everything to the one who was always by your side when the whole world was on shoulders? And it was hard for you just to see them die in your And telling you to move on But deep down you know they still looking down on you? this guy, he wasn't a homeboy to me, he was my brother, he took his away at the age of 15, Til this day he in my heart...
1] My friend he just lived around the block, A safe where everyone get's along a lot, Since his death, nobody bought his house, seems everyone forgot, if he dissappeared in a black hole and never came out, but deep down in my heart, i see him still alive and his life, you were taken away from me in a instant, i didn't even have the to say goodbye, the wasn't far, your house was right infront of mine, we always saw each other every day, no the weather, that day was the only day we hang out together, and that night you took your life away, i'm sorry my friend you had to that way, but now all pain and sorrow have now dissappeared, but taking life didn't solve anything at all, you always looked normal, you always peaceful, and just a great friend, a great friend, now everyday i pray and light candles for my friend, night i saw you walking back from home down the street, you looked really depressed and i knew you sleep, That was the same night my friend took a knife and commited suicide.
I'm really sorry you couldn't the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the brother love i give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the only person up there i share a tear with.
2] That morning i came at your door, your mom sobbing while crying and collapsed on the floor, dad stood behind her and i dropped my schoolbag, i ran up to your room, the door and gasped, She said she found you laying on the floor your pulse not beating, and i knew you was dead, ye i fell into tears, you there not moving a muscle, hurt me so bad i couldn't that you did this to yourself, Just the paramedics bring you away, was the last day i ever saw your face, skipped school that morning and in my room and cried, 2 days later it was funeral, many people showed up, it made me good that you knew a lot of people, so i stepped up at the alter and broke tears, my friendship speech and everyone opened their ears, I cried and for my respects, I wish i could bring you back from the dead, you had an open casket so i closer and saw your smile, i saw your coffin slowly being burried in the ground, that was the last time i felt presence, it was scary, now in the present, resting in a cemetary.
I'm really sorry you have the best live to live, I'm sorry for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the only up there i could share a tear with.
3] It's already 3 years since u left me, I never had a best like you who was always there for me, I'm so lonely, isolated by death, You without even saying a word, down it really pisses me off, Just left the like that like it screw you off! I like i cost you to take your life away, And i feel like i you in every single way, As time went by, i moved on my life, But when i back, i can you through my eyes, Every i get, i come to your tombstone, put a couple of and say a few prayers, drip a few tears, and "are you still here?" it me badly every time i think of you, you should of asked me for help, i was a to you, you will be forever in my heart deep, I know your in the resting in peace.
I'm sorry you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm really if i ever caused you shit, but you the person up there i could share a tear with.