Ever had that one important person in your that meant everything to you? the one who was always by your side the whole world was on your shoulders? And it was hard for you just to see die in your arms? And everyone telling you to move on But deep down you know they looking down on you? Well guy, he wasn't a homeboy to me, he was my brother, he took his away at the age of 15, Til this day he in my heart...
1] My best friend he just around the block, A safe neighbourhood where get's along a lot, Since his death, nobody bought his house, seems like forgot, like if he in a black hole and never came out, but deep in my heart, i see him still alive and living his life, you were taken away me in a quick instant, i didn't have the instant to say goodbye, the distance wasn't far, your house was infront of mine, we always saw each every day, no matter the weather, that day was the day we didn't hang out together, and that same you took your life away, i'm sorry my friend you had to feel way, but now all pain and sorrow have now dissappeared, but taking your life solve anything at all, you looked normal, you always looked peaceful, and just a great friend, a great friend, now everyday i and light candles for my best friend, night i saw you walking back from home down the street, you looked really depressed and i you couldn't sleep, That was the same night my best friend took a and commited suicide.
I'm really sorry you couldn't have the live to live, I'm really sorry for the love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i caused you shit, but you the only person up there i could share a with.
2] That morning i came at your door, your mom opened sobbing while and collapsed on the floor, dad stood behind her and i dropped my schoolbag, i ran up to room, opened the door and gasped, She said she you laying on the floor with your pulse not beating, and i you was dead, ye i fell into tears, seeing you there not moving a muscle, hurt me so bad i couldn't that you did this to yourself, seing the paramedics bring you away, that was the day i ever saw your face, school that morning and stayed in my room and cried, 2 days later it was your funeral, people showed up, it made me feel good that you a lot of people, so i stepped up at the and broke into tears, gave my friendship speech and opened their ears, I cried and paid for my respects, I wish i could bring you back the dead, you had an open casket so i came closer and saw smile, Then i saw coffin slowly being burried in the ground, that was the last time i your presence, it was scary, now in the present, your in a cemetary.
I'm sorry you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm sorry for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm sorry if i ever caused you shit, but you the only person up there i could share a with.
3] It's been 3 years since u left me, I never had a best friend like you who was there for me, I'm so lonely, isolated by death, You without even saying a word, Deep it really pisses me off, Just left the world that like it screw you off! I feel i cost you to take your life away, And i feel like i you in every single way, As time by, i moved on with my life, But when i look back, i can you my eyes, Every chance i get, i to your tombstone, put a couple of and say a few prayers, drip a few tears, and ask: "are you here?" it kills me badly every time i of you, you should of asked me for help, i was a to you, you will be forever in my heart deep, I know in the heavens resting in peace.
I'm really you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm sorry for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the only person up i could share a tear with.