Ever had that one person in your life that meant everything to you? the one who was always by your when the whole world was on your shoulders? And it was for you just to see them die in your arms? And telling you to move on But deep down you know they still looking down on you? Well this guy, he wasn't a to me, he was my brother, he took his life at the age of 15, Til this day he in my heart...
1] My best friend he just lived the block, A neighbourhood where everyone get's along a lot, Since his death, nobody bought his house, seems everyone forgot, like if he dissappeared in a black hole and never out, but down in my heart, i see him still alive and living his life, you were taken from me in a quick instant, i even have the instant to say goodbye, the distance wasn't far, your house was infront of mine, we always saw each other every day, no the weather, day was the only day we didn't hang out together, and that same night you took life away, i'm my friend you had to feel that way, but now all your pain and sorrow now dissappeared, but taking life didn't solve anything at all, you always normal, you always looked peaceful, and just a friend, a great childhood friend, now everyday i pray and candles for my best friend, That night i saw you walking back from down the street, you looked really and i knew you couldn't sleep, That was the night my best friend took a knife and commited suicide.
I'm really sorry you couldn't have the live to live, I'm sorry for the brother love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the person up there i could share a tear with.
2] That i came ringing at your door, your mom opened sobbing while and collapsed on the floor, your dad stood her and i dropped my schoolbag, i ran up to your room, opened the and gasped, She said she found you laying on the floor your pulse not beating, and i knew you was dead, ye i fell into tears, you there not moving a muscle, hurt me so bad i couldn't beleive you did this to yourself, Just seing the bring you away, that was the last day i ever saw face, skipped school that morning and in my room and cried, 2 days later it was your funeral, people showed up, it made me feel good that you a lot of people, so i stepped up at the alter and into tears, gave my speech and everyone opened their ears, I cried and paid for my respects, I wish i could you back from the dead, you had an open casket so i came and saw your smile, Then i saw your coffin slowly being in the ground, was the last time i felt your presence, it was scary, now in the present, resting in a cemetary.
I'm really you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the brother love i give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the only person up there i share a tear with.
3] It's already been 3 since u left me, I never had a friend like you who was always there for me, I'm so lonely, isolated by death, You without even saying a word, Deep it really pisses me off, Just the world like that like it screw you off! I feel like i you to take your life away, And i like i killed you in every single way, As time went by, i moved on my life, But i look back, i can you through my eyes, Every chance i get, i to your tombstone, put a of flowers and say a few prayers, drip a few tears, and ask: "are you here?" it kills me every time i think of you, you of asked me for help, i was a friend to you, you memory will be in my heart deep, I your in the heavens resting in peace.
I'm really you couldn't have the best live to live, I'm really sorry for the love i couldn't give, I'm really sorry if i ever you shit, but you the only person up there i could a tear with.