I've got letters inside of my drawer that should have stamped and delivered One is to my ex it says I'm the type of kid who can't be with One is to my friends it says I'm a mess so y'all can't One is to myself but I don't know what or hand to give it
I'm a God misfit...mismatched, but never missed much Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a long face until our touch I don't the mistrust, its what got our messages mixed up Before I rip up your letters let us see if I can tear you from his clutch
This stuff's a other drawer a different dresser I'm not ready to address I went to the to get my mind off things and I'm already depressed I give up. Get let down. Down play. Play games. Put on my game Face my pharmecudial needs and feed on my medicine, but I like the way it tastes
I go place to without enough money to put a bed under me So I share my space with rodents, insects, and dust bunnies I laugh at the I've created for myself until it gets unfunny But I'm in the fact that they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me
When I'm hungry I can it I hide in the up on me every now and then Because my mood swings low...and I can feel myself going again
Falling off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass I'd rather listen to myself flop on the ground hear the sound of a mattress spring I rap and sing and talk and write and often type 2 fingers The "hunt and kill" I edit one third of a word per
Your emails sit in my box. If you're a girl that I miss You'll get my virtual good bye kiss The rest are to my friends and the subject line is "Just check this fine bitch" And the one for is untitled but...its the same virus
My wrists get slit on shoulder blades when I lose my grip while I hold face Let it drip on your golden silver slip... spilling all over the I'd lay my jacket over the blood puddle when we'd go on to prove that I'm a gentleman, my bike at a slower pace
"The sum of the parts equal the whole," she states Before my parents get home take time to find the fragments of our and glue back together this vase.
Falling in love is easy. Falling out of takes a bit of practice I'm good at both without even a mattress I never asked for a kiss without one. If you saw me cry before wait for the time I wake up on the wrong side of the floor
I've got letters inside of my drawer that should have been by now Sealed in an One is to my ex and it says I feel our friendship's a joke One is addressed to my and it his ex-girlfriend's on coke And one is addressed to myself on a note Unopened...filled with quotes
Whenever I spoke, they'd me in and bust my lip Now I wear on my temples, step to the podium and just think Whenever lonely I shrink...hold myself...squeezing Before I sprawl out on the hardwood and kiss myself to sleep at night
I have of flight, but I'm not floating The ground is approaching awfully So I wake up screaming for you to me That's what I every day off with
I may talk shit, but there much else to do in this prison cell And lucky for me no one listens well...especially when I dis fly away on a pig when my living hell freezes over And since I'm to the cold I'll be able to rest my head on Jesus' shoulder
Explanations are in for why these floor boards are always freezing I guess it'll all make sense once we get older and the Age of Reason Until then, I'll have no to sleep in. Not even on weekends Unless we're together, my will power will probably weaken
Deepen my appreciation for the current because I'm sick of always feeling something is missing.
I slumber in one position. Crouched up an like. And the couch sucks my feet are like...given no space to breathe I embrace my knees
So its off to the floor because I can't sleep else That's where I write these to all of y'all but never send 'em It's better to just to myself
Its better to just keep to
Its better to keep to myself