I've got letters inside of my drawer that have been stamped and delivered One is to my ex it says I'm the type of kid who can't be with One is addressed to my it says I'm a mess so y'all can't One is to myself but I don't what personality or hand to give it
I'm a God damn misfit...mismatched, but never missed Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a face until our lips touch I don't miss the mistrust, its got our messages mixed up Before I rip up letters let us see if I can tear you away from his clutch
This stuff's a whole other from a different dresser I'm not ready to I to the west to get my mind off things and I'm already depressed I give up. Get let down. play. Play games. Put on my game face Face my pharmecudial and feed on my medicine, but I don't like the way it tastes
I go place to place enough money to put a bed under me So I share my sleeping space with rodents, insects, and dust I laugh at the mess I've created for until it gets unfunny But I'm content in the fact they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me
When I'm hungry I can it I hide in the Check up on me every now and Because my mood swings low...and I can myself going down again
off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass kissing I'd rather listen to myself flop on the ground than hear the sound of a spring I rap and sing and talk and write and often type 2 fingers The "hunt and kill" I edit one third of a word per
Your emails sit in my box. If you're a girl that I miss You'll get my virtual good bye kiss The rest are addressed to my friends and the subject is "Just check this fine bitch" And the one for myself is untitled but...its the virus
My wrists get on your shoulder blades when I my grip while I hold your face Let it drip on your golden silver slip... all over the place I'd lay my jacket over the blood when we'd go on dates to prove that I'm a gentleman, peddling my at a slower pace
"The sum of the parts doesn't equal the whole," she Before my get home I'll take time to find the of our relationship and back together this broken vase.
Falling in love is easy. Falling out of takes a bit of practice I'm good at both even owning a mattress I never asked for a without deserving one. If you never saw me cry wait for the next time I up on the wrong side of the floor
I've got letters inside of my drawer that have been sent by now in an envelope One is to my ex and it says that I feel our friendship's a One is to my friend and it says his on coke And one is addressed to myself on a personal Unopened...filled with endless
I spoke, they'd close me in and bust my lip Now I wear parenthesis on my temples, step to the podium and just lonely I shrink...hold myself...squeezing tight Before I sprawl out on the hardwood and kiss myself to sleep at night
I have dreams of flight, but I'm not The ground is approaching quick So I wake up screaming for you to me what I start every day off with
I may talk shit, but there ain't much else to do in this prison And lucky for me no one listens well...especially when I dis I'll fly away on a pig when my living hell over And since I'm used to the cold I'll be able to rest my head on Jesus'
Explanations are in order for why these floor boards are always I guess it'll all make sense we get older and reach the Age of Reason then, I'll have no reason to sleep in. Not even on weekends Unless we're together, because my will will probably weaken
my appreciation for the current condition because I'm sick of always like something is missing.
I slumber in one position. up an fetal like. And the sucks 'cause my feet are like...given no space to breathe I embrace my knees
So its off to the floor I can't sleep anywhere else where I write these letters to all of y'all but never send 'em It's to just keep to myself
Its better to keep to myself
Its better to keep to myself