I've got some letters inside of my that should have been and delivered One is to my ex it says I'm the type of kid who can't be lived One is to my friends it I'm a mess so y'all can't visit One is to myself but I don't know personality or hand to give it
I'm a God damn misfit...mismatched, but never missed Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a long face until our touch I don't miss the mistrust, its got our messages mixed up Before I rip up your let us see if I can tear you away from his clutch
This stuff's a other drawer from a different dresser I'm not to address I went to the west to get my off things and I'm already depressed I give up. Get let down. Down play. Play games. Put on my face Face my pharmecudial needs and feed on my medicine, but I don't the way it tastes
I go place to place without money to put a bed under me So I share my sleeping with rodents, insects, and dust bunnies I laugh at the mess I've created for myself until it gets But I'm content in the that they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me
I'm hungry I can taste it I in the basement Check up on me every now and Because my mood swings low...and I can myself going down again
off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass kissing I'd rather to myself flop on the ground than hear the sound of a mattress spring I rap and sing and talk and and often type with 2 fingers The "hunt and kill" I edit one third of a word per
emails sit in my unsent box. If you're a girl that I miss You'll eventually get my virtual bye kiss The rest are addressed to my friends and the subject line is "Just this fine bitch" And the one for myself is untitled but...its the same
My wrists get slit on shoulder blades when I lose my grip while I hold your Let it on your golden laced silver slip... all over the place I'd lay my jacket over the blood puddle when go on dates to prove that I'm a gentleman, peddling my bike at a pace
"The sum of the doesn't equal the whole," she states Before my parents get home take time to the fragments of our relationship and glue together this broken vase.
Falling in love is easy. out of love takes a bit of practice I'm good at both without even a mattress I asked for a kiss without deserving one. If you saw me cry before for the next time I wake up on the wrong side of the floor
I've got some letters of my drawer that have been sent by now Sealed in an One is to my ex and it that I feel our friendship's a joke One is to my friend and it says his on coke And one is addressed to on a personal note Unopened...filled with quotes
I spoke, they'd close me in and bust my lip Now I wear on my temples, step to the podium and just think Whenever I shrink...hold myself...squeezing tight Before I sprawl out on the hardwood floor and kiss myself to sleep at
I have dreams of flight, but I'm not The ground is awfully quick So I up screaming for you to catch me what I start every day off with
I may talk shit, but there ain't much to do in this prison cell And for me no one listens well...especially when I dis myself I'll fly away on a pig when my living hell over And since I'm used to the cold I'll be able to rest my head on Jesus'
are in order for why these floor boards are always freezing I guess it'll all sense once we get older and reach the Age of Reason Until then, I'll have no to sleep in. Not even on weekends Unless together, because my will power will probably weaken
my appreciation for the current condition because I'm sick of feeling like something is missing.
I slumber in one position. up an fetal like. And the sucks 'cause my feet are like...given no space to breathe I embrace my knees
So its off to the floor I can't sleep anywhere else That's where I these letters to all of y'all but never send 'em It's better to just keep to
Its better to just to myself
Its better to just to myself