I've got some inside of my drawer that should been stamped and delivered One is to my ex it says I'm the type of kid who can't be with One is addressed to my it says I'm a mess so y'all visit One is to myself but I know what personality or hand to give it
I'm a God misfit...mismatched, but never missed much Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a long face until our lips I don't the mistrust, its what got our messages mixed up Before I rip up letters let us see if I can tear you away from his clutch
This stuff's a whole other from a different I'm not ready to address I went to the to get my mind off things and I'm already depressed I give up. Get let down. play. Play games. Put on my game face Face my pharmecudial needs and feed on my medicine, but I don't the way it tastes
I go place to place without enough money to put a bed me So I share my sleeping space with rodents, insects, and dust I laugh at the mess I've for myself until it gets unfunny But I'm in the fact that they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me
When I'm I can taste it I in the basement Check up on me now and then Because my mood swings low...and I can feel myself down again
off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass kissing I'd rather listen to flop on the ground than hear the sound of a mattress spring I rap and sing and talk and write and often type 2 fingers The "hunt and kill" I edit one of a word per second
Your emails sit in my unsent box. If a girl that I miss You'll get my virtual good bye kiss The are addressed to my friends and the subject line is "Just check this fine bitch" And the one for myself is untitled but...its the same
My wrists get on your shoulder blades when I lose my grip while I hold your Let it drip on golden laced silver slip... spilling all the place I'd lay my jacket over the blood puddle when we'd go on to prove that I'm a gentleman, peddling my bike at a slower
"The sum of the parts equal the whole," she states Before my parents get home take to find the fragments of our relationship and glue together this broken vase.
Falling in is easy. Falling out of love takes a bit of practice I'm good at both even owning a mattress I never for a kiss without deserving one. If you never saw me cry wait for the next time I wake up on the side of the floor
I've got some inside of my drawer that should been sent by now Sealed in an One is to my ex and it says I feel our friendship's a joke One is to my friend and it says his on coke And one is addressed to myself on a note Unopened...filled with endless
Whenever I spoke, close me in and bust my lip Now I parenthesis on my temples, step to the podium and just think lonely I shrink...hold myself...squeezing tight Before I sprawl out on the hardwood and kiss myself to sleep at night
I have dreams of flight, but I'm not The ground is approaching awfully So I wake up for you to catch me That's what I start every day off
I may talk shit, but there ain't much to do in this prison cell And for me no one listens well...especially when I dis myself I'll fly on a pig when my living hell freezes over And since I'm used to the cold I'll be to rest my head on Jesus' shoulder
Explanations are in order for why these floor boards are freezing I guess it'll all make once we get older and reach the Age of Reason Until then, I'll have no reason to sleep in. Not on weekends Unless we're together, because my will power probably weaken
Deepen my appreciation for the current because I'm sick of always feeling like is missing.
I slumber in one position. Crouched up an like. And the sucks 'cause my feet are like...given no space to breathe while I embrace my
So its off to the floor because I sleep anywhere else That's I write these letters to all of y'all but never send 'em better to just keep to myself
Its better to just keep to
Its to just keep to myself