I've got some letters inside of my that should been stamped and delivered One is to my ex it says I'm the type of kid who can't be with One is to my friends it says I'm a mess so y'all visit One is to myself but I don't know what personality or hand to it
I'm a God damn misfit...mismatched, but missed much Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a long until our lips touch I don't the mistrust, its what got our messages mixed up Before I rip up your let us see if I can tear you away from his clutch
This stuff's a whole other from a dresser I'm not ready to address I went to the west to get my off things and I'm already depressed I give up. Get let down. Down play. games. Put on my game face my pharmecudial needs and feed on my medicine, but I don't like the way it tastes
I go to place without enough money to put a bed under me So I share my sleeping space with rodents, insects, and bunnies I laugh at the mess I've created for until it gets unfunny But I'm in the fact that they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me
I'm hungry I can taste it I hide in the up on me every now and then Because my mood swings low...and I can myself going down again
Falling off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass I'd rather listen to myself on the ground than hear the sound of a mattress spring I rap and and talk and write and often type with 2 fingers The "hunt and kill" I edit one third of a per second
Your emails sit in my unsent box. If you're a that I miss You'll eventually get my virtual good bye The rest are addressed to my and the subject line is "Just check this fine bitch" And the one for myself is untitled but...its the virus
My get slit on your shoulder blades when I lose my while I hold your face Let it drip on your laced silver slip... spilling all over the I'd lay my over the blood puddle when we'd go on dates to prove I'm a gentleman, peddling my bike at a slower pace
"The sum of the parts doesn't equal the whole," she my parents get home I'll take time to find the fragments of our and glue together this broken vase.
Falling in love is easy. Falling out of love takes a bit of I'm good at both even owning a mattress I asked for a kiss without deserving one. If you never saw me cry wait for the next time I up on the wrong side of the floor
I've got some inside of my drawer that have been sent by now Sealed in an One is to my ex and it that I feel our friendship's a joke One is addressed to my and it his ex-girlfriend's on coke And one is to myself on a personal note Unopened...filled with quotes
I spoke, they'd close me in and bust my lip Now I wear parenthesis on my temples, step to the podium and think Whenever lonely I shrink...hold myself...squeezing Before I sprawl out on the hardwood and kiss myself to sleep at night
I have dreams of flight, but I'm not The is approaching awfully quick So I up screaming for you to catch me That's what I every day off with
I may talk shit, but there ain't much else to do in this prison And lucky for me no one listens well...especially when I dis I'll fly away on a pig when my living hell freezes And since I'm used to the cold I'll be able to rest my head on shoulder
Explanations are in for why these floor boards are always freezing I guess all make sense once we get older and reach the Age of Reason Until then, I'll have no reason to sleep in. Not even on Unless we're together, because my will will probably weaken
Deepen my appreciation for the current because I'm sick of always feeling like is missing.
I slumber in one position. up an fetal like. And the sucks 'cause my feet are like...given no space to breathe while I embrace my
So its off to the floor because I can't anywhere else That's where I write these letters to all of but never send 'em It's to just keep to myself
Its better to just keep to
Its better to just to myself