Madness

I've been most unwilling
To see this turmoil of mine
The thought of sitting with this
Has me paralyzed

With this prolonged exposure
To near and averted eyes
I think that I've been waiting
Such mileage for empathizing

Now I see the madness in me
It's brought out in the presence of you
Now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room

Though I'd love to blame you for all I wish
I miss these moments of opportune
You simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you, much thanks for this birds eye view
Oh, thank you for your most generous triggers

It's been all too easy
To cross my arms and roll my eyes
The thought of dropping all arms
Leaves me terrified

And now I see the madness in me
It's brought out in the presence of you
Now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room

Though I'd love to blame you for all I wish
I miss these moments of opportune
You simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you, much thanks for this birds eye view
Oh, thank you for your most generous triggers

II'd have to give up knowing
And give up being right
You inadvertent hero
You angel in disguise

Now I see the madness in me
It's brought out in the presence of you
And now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room

Though I'd love to blame you for all I wish
I miss these moments of opportune
You simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you, much thanks for this birds eye view
Oh, thank you for your most generous triggers