Loser In My Mind

(Verse 1)
Sitting on the dock of the bay
thinking 'bout all my mistakes
I don't know how much more I can take
I try to spread Love in a place that rejects it
wrote another song, still ain't perfected
looking for the exit
I get trapped in my mind sometimes
lost in the grind
Working everyday for a Dream, without much cream
in a scene who act like I ain't part of the team
further I get, the harder it seems
Praying God intervenes
Tell me what do you do, when you giving your all
but it seems that your best just ain't good enough
Plus people don't respect the numbers you're putting up
that's why

[Chorus]
I feel like a loser uh, sometimes
People say it's all in my mind
Almost left it all behind
until I saw the signs
Everything's gonna be just fine
but I'll still be a loser in my mind

(Verse 2)
When I sing my songs
people looking like I don't belong
Think it's cuz of the tone of my skin
feeling like I can't win
although I get achievements, I don't fit in
The outcasted, flip another page like gymnastics
albums fantastic, still they look past it
Growing up, I was a nerd with a hint of cool
in the hood, 'round more arms than a Tentacruel
Never been in news, still paying dues
stressed out, hair sticking up, super saiyan 2
They say, "Blew you can't stop, you're the underdog
we're rooting for you
when we're down, you the one to call!"
I give my all for the ones who need me
but I can't tell you that it's been easy, believe me
I know it's just a matter of time, so I grind
but something's in the back of my mind like

[Chorus]
I feel like a loser uh, sometimes
People say it's all in my mind
Almost left it all behind
until I saw the signs
Everything's gonna be just fine
but I'll still be a loser in my mind

{Bridge}
I done been to Rome (in my mind)
home (in my mind)
waiting for the sun to shine
one day, this loser gone have his time
A loser, a loser
a loser (in my mind)
I'm a loser, a loser
a loser (in my mind)
A loser, a loser
a loser (in my mind)
I'ma loser, a loser
a loser (in my mind)
A loser
I'ma loser in my mind