Lemonade 2

Testimony
Truth
Word
Words
Drama
Real Drama
Crush

Why does it have to be this way?
Why do we choose to live this way?
Why is life as it is?
Why can't things change?
Why do we doubt life?
Why do we fight the way we do?
Why can't we be happy?
Why do we argue?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Is it because,
few words stumble
and has lost its meaning?
I am the addict
Desiring with needs
Burning with the desire
to held and loved.
Words control the lust
I feel I am the voice that thirst
I am the darker sister
Whose words are
As sensitive as her skin
I am the voice within Flowing
Through loose fingers
My words reveal no lies
But tell the meaning of
Desire
Words of innocence
I am the voice behind these words
I contain silence
Silence is being alone
In the dark and cannot see.
Alone, I am afraid
silently I listen
The sound of a pen
dropping
dropping
dropping
Because I dared
to be different
I am connected
to intollerance
my thoughts are words
accept things
into another
state of being
I know no thirst,
behind this peace of mind
No familiar faces,
behind this peace of mind
Abandoned trust,
behind this peace of mind Broken,
death will come some day
Ill-exposed by all the lies told
Words of informality
ill-imagined delusions
There must be a better place in this world
To heal the pain
I now feel inside
A place where solitude solicits my tears
Solicits my fears of being touched
Not by thoughts,
I felt I loved once inside
Deeply hidden rage
holds a place dear to my heart
I've been raped
Alone in the night
My innocence exercises,
The pain, the fears, the tears I share
Holds a dangerous place inside
Ready to explode...
I am tired of wanting
As much to be desired
There is no more
nothing but wants and needs
I am tired of wanting
As much to be desired
There is no more
nothing but wants and needs
afraid of my own shadow
Hidden behind masks
That mark the streets
Blind the alleys
With broken speech
No one understands
Every day is a new round
Every second is on the clock
But our outcome
Is a choice
We live together
We die together
The spirit must live
We wear the masks
Walking stones into ashes
Scattered dust in the wind
Skeleton bones led to carry on
Vulnerable and weak masks
Die
Without reason
Every day is a new round
Every second is on the clock
But our outcome
Is a choice
Die
Without reason
Every day is a new round
Every second is on the clock
But our outcome
Is a choice
Die
Without reason
Every day is a new round
Every second is on the clock
But our outcome
Is a choice
I fell down
But I could not
shut out what corners of my eyes
light blocked from seeing
a wooden beam
I have learned to shut out
the world the way
men shut out me
I fall from circumstance
I get close to reality
My feelings are not real
accept what I am
caught up with expectations
for what needs

stars don't adjust in the light
I am blinded by darkness
in a deep dark
hole that I am holding on
Alone my heart weeps
I exist
I learn
from their struggle
I struggle in different ways
strong to survive love,
loss and pain
I could be the same
I must walk of death
and live my life for the
love of who I am.
I cannot reject loss
There is no turning back.
Walk with me
Walk with me
Walk with me
Talk to me
Talk to me
Talk to me

Truth
Testimony

Word
Words
Words
I'm out