I'm sittin' at a table, unable to see straight parallel lines unwind and undulate Behind the rain streaked windowpane, the scene's Another leavin' home, conceding defeat with a low moan
Hangin' in a sky, of stone Everybody's leavin' home, I called my man To come meet me in the zone Leave your mobile phone at home and alone
I bought him and a snack, settled back, started speakin' He was tweakin' with the peak of his cap, I'm seekin' to discover it takes to stay sober, not cover my mistakes Try to maybe sense of the evidence
It's over, gone for good Why I lie? Singin' a killer's lullaby by the dying ring of her goodbye The last you hear before your life disappear
Now it just gets worse, like my stomach could Feel like I've been With seven centuries of bitter And inadequacies, previous he's and
I'm 'round this old house for the last time Scene of my past crimes, here for lifetimes Hearin' the of the old clock that used to mock You got eternity for takin' stock, this is like a padlock
You shocked Trust me, nothin' ever moves but the There's just us and I'm to torment and tease And how it was for centuries
Me and my memories, till you the keys a couple of Saturdays I moved in runnin' from tragedies and boozin' Seven hundred since I came here, you appear, same hair Same quizzical stare, I get near And the sheer frustration was more than I bear
I was cursed, thought I'd been through the worst part That was just the first part, just the Every I'd be sitting with dread, breaking my heart In case the man she'd been chasin' gets to first
And I just escape, I'm in bad shape You making to someone else is more than I can take And so I make all the movement I can to no and yell, sinkin' deeper into my personal hell
I'm heated, I'm sorry, have another coffee I needed to release my chest from just a piece of this pressure Unless an route is found I'm goin' down, underground lifetimes of pain, it's absurd
The heaviest chain is in the sound of one word So I'm back to hell, huh Just as well, I hate an' get twinges at the thought Of
J, I'm goin' with shame I dream and watch her makin' love over and over With what I a farmer's swain Unintelligent, retard who's dick is always hard
Oh God, of course I'm jealous, flexing his pec's Jesus, what's he gonna make her do I'm mad vex, the way she scratches his chest
You used to do to me back in 1253 Pity me, you lie with your lover I stare and suffer in despair you ruffle his hair Unaware of who is there
I quick, I wanna try my trick one last time You know it's possible to define my outline When dust moves in the So I'm tryin' to change, myself to near human pitch
Which reminds me how I to come unstitched And switch 'round the in a blind rage It took and an ocean of tears to find the key to this cage And write another into a new age, it's difficult to gauge
But I know that I'll see you On that you may I just don't how or when Sleep on, my love on gone
Jerome took me home steel skies Knowin' I'm prone to dramatize but unknown for tellin' And what I he can see behind my eyes The why oh why's identify killer lullabies and he surmised
No surprise hear that my eyes as he steered That old black BM again Not knowing how and not knowing