I'm at a coffee table, unable to see straight Watchin' parallel unwind and undulate the rain streaked windowpane, the scene's bleak Another train leavin' home, defeat with a low moan
Hangin' in a sky, made of leavin' home, I called my man Jerome To come meet me in the twilight Leave your phone at home and come alone
I him coffee and a snack, settled back, started speakin' He was with the peak of his cap, while I'm seekin' to discover What it to stay sober, not cover my mistakes Try to maybe make sense of the
It's over, she's gone for Why should I lie? Singin' a killer's Identified by the dying of her goodbye The last thing you before your life disappear
Now it gets worse, like my stomach could burst Feel like I've been With seven centuries of bitter And inadequacies, previous he's and
I'm movin' 'round this old house for the time Scene of my past crimes, been here for Hearin' the chimes of the old clock that to mock You got eternity for stock, this place is like a padlock
You look Trust me, nothin' ever but the dust There's just us and I'm to torment and tease And how it was for centuries
Me and my memories, till you brought the Took a couple of I moved in runnin' from tragedies and boozin' Seven years since I came here, you appear, same hair Same stare, I couldn't get near And the sheer frustration was than I could bear
I was really cursed, I'd been through the worst part That was just the first part, the start Every night I'd be sitting with dread, my heart In case the man she'd been chasin' gets to first
And I just escape, I'm in bad shape You love to someone else is more than I can take And so I make all the movement I can to no Scream and yell, sinkin' deeper into my personal
I'm heated, I'm sorry, have another coffee I to release my sparrow chest from just a piece of this pressure Unless an route is found I'm goin' down, underground into lifetimes of pain, it's
The heaviest chain is contained in the of one word So I'm back to hell, huh Just as well, I hate needles an' get twinges at the Of
J, I'm insane with shame I dream and watch her makin' love over and over With what I call a farmer's Unintelligent, retard who's dick is always hard
Oh God, of course I'm jealous, flexing his pec's Jesus, he gonna make her do next? I'm mad vex, the way she gently scratches his
You used to do that to me back in Pity me, you lie with your lover I stare and in despair while you ruffle his hair of who else is there
I move quick, I wanna try my trick one time You it's possible to vaguely define my outline When moves in the sunshine So I'm tryin' to change, vibrate myself to near human
Which me how I used to come unstitched And switch 'round the in a blind rage It took and an ocean of tears to find the key to this cage And write another stage into a new age, difficult to gauge
But I know that I'll see you On that you may I just don't know how or Sleep on, my lost on gone
Jerome took me home steel skies Knowin' I'm prone to dramatize but unknown for lies And I verbalize he can see behind my eyes The why oh why's identify killer lullabies and he surmised
No surprise couldn't hear Closed my eyes as he That old black BM home Not knowing how and not when