I'm at a coffee table, unable to see straight Watchin' parallel lines and undulate Behind the rain streaked windowpane, the scene's Another train leavin' home, defeat with a low moan
Hangin' in a sky, made of leavin' home, I called my man Jerome To come meet me in the twilight Leave your phone at home and come alone
I bought him coffee and a snack, settled back, started He was with the peak of his cap, while I'm seekin' to discover What it takes to stay sober, not cover my Try to maybe sense of the evidence
It's over, she's for good Why should I lie? a killer's lullaby Identified by the dying of her goodbye The last you hear before your life disappear
Now it gets worse, like my stomach could burst Feel like I've cursed With seven of bitter memories And inadequacies, previous he's and
I'm movin' 'round this old house for the last of my past crimes, been here for lifetimes Hearin' the chimes of the old clock that to mock You got eternity for stock, this place is like a padlock
You shocked Trust me, nothin' ever moves but the There's just us and I'm to torment and tease And how it was for centuries
Me and my memories, till you the keys Took a couple of I moved in runnin' from tragedies and boozin' Seven hundred years since I came here, you appear, hair Same stare, I couldn't get near And the sheer frustration was more I could bear
I was cursed, thought I'd been through the worst part was just the first part, just the start Every night I'd be sitting with dread, breaking my In case the man she'd been chasin' to first base
And I can't escape, I'm in bad shape You love to someone else is more than I can take And so I make all the movement I can to no Scream and yell, deeper into my personal hell
I'm gettin' heated, I'm sorry, have another I needed to release my sparrow chest just a piece of this pressure an escape route is found I'm goin' down, underground into lifetimes of pain, it's
The heaviest is contained in the sound of one word So I'm referred to hell, huh as well, I hate needles an' get twinges at the thought Of
J, I'm goin' insane shame I dream and her makin' love over and over again With I call a farmer's swain Unintelligent, retard who's dick is always hard
Oh God, of I'm jealous, fellows Oversexed his pec's Jesus, what's he gonna her do next? I'm mad vex, the way she gently scratches his
You used to do that to me back in Pity me, you lie with your lover I stare and in despair while you ruffle his hair of who else is there
I quick, I wanna try my trick one last time You know it's possible to vaguely define my When dust moves in the So I'm tryin' to change, vibrate myself to near human
Which me how I used to come unstitched And switch the house in a blind rage It took and an ocean of tears to find the key to this cage And write another into a new age, it's difficult to gauge
But I know I'll see you again On that you may I just know how or when Sleep on, my lost love on
Jerome me home under steel skies Knowin' I'm prone to dramatize but for tellin' lies And what I verbalize he can see my eyes The why oh why's that killer lullabies and he surmised
No surprise hear that Closed my eyes as he old black BM home again Not knowing how and not knowing