Kick It!

[Verse 1]

Single me sittin' here talkin' to a beat, just ponderin'
Thinkin' like my troubles are so fuckin' deep
I'ma try and write a song about 'em
And I put thought into 'em
And this ones' vibes I feel lonely, I'm cold
I got a lot of venom
In my veins, while I try to spit it out
It may seem that I'm lackin' in words, oh
I don't think this could do no harm, no
I don't think they will feel no sorrow
Cause at the same time I'm on a call, talkin' to homies
Feelin' abandoned, like Scrappy Doo
A girl sits, fingers interlocked
With hope for even one call but no one does

With no outlet so insides stuck inside
And she cries tryin' to turn herself inside-out
Doubt folks will notice the marks or dried tears
As the blood colors her arm, there's relief
From the pain and stress like regret sex
Mixed with an ex and ecstasy, uh
A seasoned vet at remaining plain
She tugs her sleeves and leaves
Through another pane, visible is me

I'm feelin really down, so low
Yet there's some bitch to my left so I'm not solo
How can I be so cold? I don't know her
But for the night, I'll be her soldier
How fuckin' noble of me to use my sheets to shield a storm
But then I gotta fly at dawn
Who knew that she could be so strong
Yeah, look at me, what a hero
And then I wonder why I feel so
I really wonder why I feel so, alone

[Chorus]

It's a beautiful morning to express
This mess, that I've made
Come that pivotal time when I'll unwind
And that chair, from beneath
I, I, I just kick it
I just kick it

[Verse 2]

Now that you in this deep, let's dig in
Spin to the end for the twist
Like if you listened to this on a disc, that's clever
Jokin', I'm having a mini stroke, though
On the inside I'm trying to cry out
In pieces, my mind is
Lesions appear in x-rays
My ex lays down next to some other dude
And so I town prowl once the day greets the night
It's alright, so far
But not far I spot this time-bombshell and approach
Just seconds behind this

That insecure girl from before is seated upon a stool
Tuggin' on her sleeve to make sure
Nobody passin' at her, though, what the fuck?
She like a Tonka Truck for Make-A-Wish
Ready to give back
But ain't nobody givin' it to her, she lackin'
They attackin' other holes but wit her
It ain't fuckin' happening until wait, wait
Mr. Right takes flight and slides over
Sizes thick thighs, taps her right shoulder, it's on
A ray of hope, she feels strong a bit when the tides shift

I'm lookin at her, she lookin at me too
Mouths get to movin' and soothin' the blue
We're back at her flat now, she don't do this
Fist-full of me in throat
Truth gets blurred as she throws do I care for her
But I been here before, I ain't shacklin' my feet
We hit and then I distance me right out the door
She's all alone, still I'm so... alone

[Chorus]

It's a beautiful morning to express
This mess, that I've made
Come that pivotal time when I'll unwind
And that chair, from beneath
I, I, I just kick it
I just kick it