This is not be easy my mind's insisting
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"You'll never it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've to be apart of it So I can't help hopin' maybe I just If I knots publicly Now, I don't jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've a lot 'bout expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, repressin' So, hoes, my hearse is unloadin' I doubt my sounds somethin' hear and like I'm out, all of my may be prepared In one I never reached for yo help, don't pass out ya breath ain't well-devised rap Surprise, it ain't that I find my despise Not the confident act some shit songs insist (oof) I'm as crack dealers who put on a face cause they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I don't wanna drop I'm scared, to be honest, and scared to be honest It's obvi if I am the homage pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm coppin' it, copin' with bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a without oxyg—
I been at this so But all I is lost on me I am a cause surely won't remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit won't any rum And why I'm not bankin' on blowin' up This was my fallback food from the Then, at sun, began to invest (what?) Doin' what I did in literature to over these Sounds and that poured The of the gray places I been Be it a visit or some I'm still in And tastes bring vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of many tapes and dug as a kid, risky business Cruisin' around who are the odds that no ones wrote that Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo intel ain't tell how many Practice at lyrical mags And sketchin' beats every free sec they have, lackin' a They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new you tryin' to take Why do I Was never a or prince More of a Norville, didn't I don't have the voice But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It really clever and truly I ain't the best But fuck me if I can't let loose In excess to some truth, ah
I been at this so long (so very, long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) surely won't remember me When I'm
What even is This was for you I've made all me
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For 2 verses now I've you (fuck) Some tribute, I am a coward, a cat, the has me cracked I cannot imagine your mother or Alli or I shutter at that memory seein' them you down Now another, among many almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's taken me so long, I face it Playin' the victim, though we did drift Maybe if planned one week sooner this... no I couldn't it (fuck) Every scenario apart in my head is On a loop and it doesn't remedy so me, I'm movin' forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in to retain a little order opponent; myself My thoughts are foreign to me and onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, this A coup de force to war, me So, is the hope I'm finna make it and shove your name down everyone's You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Ozzy I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the side, that song still reminds me of you I look and smile, I feel like you're near though I don't believe in it, it's a nice thought easy, man (Fuck)
I been at this so long (so very long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) They surely remember me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I can't imagine...