This is not be easy Cause my mind's
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"You'll never it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've to be apart of it So I can't help maybe I could just If I unwind publicly Now, I don't jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've learned a lot expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, preventin' So, hoes, my hearse is depressants I doubt my sounds somethin' hear and like I'm out, all of my eggs may be In one I never reached for yo help, pass out holdin' ya breath This ain't rap Surprise, it ain't like I my eyes despise Not the confident act some songs insist upon (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a cause they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I don't really wanna Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest obvi if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm away coppin' it, copin' with alone I'm an optimist, in a room without oxyg—
I at this so long But all I have is on me I am a lost They surely remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit ignite any rum And it's why I'm not bankin' on up This was my fallback food from the Then, at some sun, began to (what?) Doin' what I did in literature to songs over Sounds and that poured The result of the gray places I Be it a visit or place I'm still in And these tastes bring malice, my own talent's a sift Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, business Cruisin' around who What are the that no ones wrote that Or drew a similar wit instrumentals? You mental if yo intel ain't how many individuals Practice at honin' lyrical And sketchin' beats every free sec they have, a social They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to Why do I Was never a leader or of a Norville, didn't battle I certainly don't have the But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It ain't really clever and truly I the best But me if I can't fucking let loose In excess to some truth, ah
I been at this so long (so very, long) But all I have is on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) They surely won't me I'm gone
What is this? was supposed for you I've all about me
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For 2 verses now I've you (fuck) tribute, huh? I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me I cannot imagine your mother or Alli or I shutter at that memory seein' them you down Now another, many others I've almost lapped you in age but on my page, you are I'm sorry it's me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, even though we did if we'd planned one week sooner this... no I couldn't it (fuck) Every scenario apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it remedy so me, I'm movin' forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in to retain a little order opponent; myself My thoughts are foreign to me and hangin' the beat like an ornament I'm it more, this feat A de force to war, towards me So, here is the I'm make it and shove your name down everyone's throat You in the loop, now, known Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the side, that song still reminds me of you I look and smile, I feel like you're near Even though I believe in it, it's a nice thought easy, man (Fuck)
I at this so long (so very fucking long) But all I is lost on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) They won't remember me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I even imagine...