This is not be easy Cause my insisting
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"You'll make it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've to be apart of it So I can't help maybe I could just If I unwind publicly Now, I wanna jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've a lot 'bout expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, repressin' So, hoes, my hearse is depressants I my sounds somethin' you'd hear and like I'm out, all of my may be prepared In one I never reached for yo help, don't out holdin' ya breath This ain't rap Surprise, it ain't that I my eyes despise Not the act some shit songs insist upon (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a cause they undercover cops I'd be to stay, I don't really wanna drop Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest It's if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, opportunity's But I'm away coppin' it, copin' bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a room oxyg—
I at this so long But all I have is on me I am a lost They won't remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not ignant My wit ignite any rum And it's why I'm not bankin' on up This was my fallback food the nest Then, at some sun, to invest (what?) what I did in literature to songs over these Sounds and that poured The result of the gray I been Be it a visit or some I'm still in And these bring vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, business Cruisin' around who are the odds that no ones wrote that Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo ain't tell how many individuals Practice at honin' lyrical And sketchin' beats free sec they have, lackin' a social They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to Why do I Was a leader or prince of a Norville, didn't battle I don't have the voice But I do have a voice, no Casey Kasem, I do got to lay It ain't really clever and I ain't the best But me if I can't fucking let loose In excess to tell truth, ah
I at this so long (so very, very long) But all I is lost on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) surely won't remember me When I'm
What is this? was supposed for you I've all about me
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For 2 now I've avoided you (fuck) tribute, huh? I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me I cannot imagine your mother or or Adam I shutter at that memory seein' them lower you Now another, among many almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's taken me so long, I couldn't it the victim, even though we did drift Maybe if planned one week sooner this... no I couldn't it (fuck) Every pickin' apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in order to retain a little Formidable myself My thoughts are to me and hangin' onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, feat A de force to war, towards me So, is the hope I'm finna make it and your name down everyone's throat You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Ozzy I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, that song reminds me of you I look back and smile, I feel you're near Even though I don't in it, it's a nice thought easy, man (Fuck)
I been at this so long (so very long) But all I have is lost on me (all I is lost on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) They surely remember me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I can't imagine...