This is not be easy Cause my insisting
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"You'll never it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've wanted to be of it So I can't help hopin' maybe I just If I unwind publicly Now, I don't wanna how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've a lot 'bout expressing curses, I curse, slut, preventin' repressin' So, hoes, my is unloadin' depressants I doubt my sounds somethin' you'd and like I'm out, all of my eggs may be In one I never reached for yo help, don't pass out holdin' ya This well-devised rap Surprise, it like that I my eyes despise Not the confident act some songs insist upon (oof) I'm insecure as dealers who put on a face cause they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I really wanna drop Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest obvi if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm away coppin' it, copin' with alone I'm an optimist, locked in a without oxyg—
I been at this so But all I have is on me I am a lost surely won't remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit ignite any rum And it's why I'm not on blowin' up was my fallback food from the nest Then, at sun, began to invest (what?) Doin' I did in literature to songs over these and melodies that poured The result of the places I been Be it a or some place I'm still in And these tastes vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of many and disc's dug as a kid, risky business Cruisin' biting who are the odds that no ones wrote that Or drew a picture wit instrumentals? You if yo intel ain't tell how many individuals Practice at honin' lyrical And beats every free sec they have, lackin' a social They all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to take Why do I Was never a leader or More of a Norville, didn't I don't have the voice But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It ain't really clever and truly I the best But fuck me if I can't fucking let In excess to some truth, ah
I been at this so long (so very, long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) surely won't remember me When I'm
What even is was supposed for you I've made all me
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For 2 verses now avoided you (fuck) Some tribute, I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me I cannot imagine mother or Alli or Adam I at that memory seein' them lower you down Now another, many others I've almost you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, even though we did Maybe if we'd planned one sooner this... no I prevent it (fuck) Every pickin' apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't so me, I'm movin' forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in order to a little order Formidable myself My thoughts are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an I'm givin' it more, feat A coup de force to war, me So, here is the I'm finna make it and shove your down everyone's throat You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, that still reminds me of you I look and smile, I feel like you're near Even though I don't believe in it, it's a thought easy, man (Fuck)
I been at so long (so very fucking long) But all I have is lost on me (all I is lost on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) They surely won't me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I can't imagine...