This is not gonna be Cause my insisting
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"You'll make it rappin'" And maybe not but youth I've wanted to be apart of it So I can't help maybe I could just If I unwind knots Now, I don't wanna how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've learned a lot 'bout Through curses, I curse, slut, repressin' So, hoes, my is unloadin' depressants I doubt my sounds you'd hear and like I'm out, all of my eggs may be In one I never reached for yo help, don't pass out holdin' ya ain't well-devised rap Surprise, it ain't like I find my despise Not the confident act shit songs insist upon (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a face cause they undercover I'd be happy to stay, I don't really wanna Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest It's obvi if I am the you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm away coppin' it, copin' bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a without oxyg—
I been at this so But all I is lost on me I am a cause They won't remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit won't any rum And it's why I'm not on blowin' up This was my fallback from the nest Then, at sun, began to invest (what?) Doin' what I did in literature to songs these Sounds and melodies poured The result of the places I been Be it a or some place I'm still in And these bring vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of tapes and disc's dug as a kid, risky business Cruisin' around who What are the odds that no ones wrote Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo intel tell how many individuals Practice at lyrical mags And sketchin' beats every free sec they have, a social They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to Why do I Was never a or prince of a Norville, didn't battle I certainly don't the voice But I do have a voice, no Casey Kasem, I do got to lay It ain't really clever and truly I ain't the But fuck me if I can't fucking let In to tell some truth, ah
I been at so long (so very, very long) But all I is lost on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) They won't remember me I'm gone
What is this? was supposed for you I've made all me
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For 2 now I've avoided you (fuck) Some tribute, I am a coward, a cat, the has me cracked I cannot imagine your mother or Alli or I shutter at that memory seein' them lower you Now another, among others almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry taken me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, even we did drift Maybe if we'd planned one week this... no I couldn't it (fuck) Every scenario pickin' in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in order to retain a little Formidable opponent; My thoughts are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an I'm givin' it more, feat A de force to war, towards me So, is the hope I'm finna make it and your name down everyone's throat You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, that still reminds me of you I look back and smile, I feel you're near Even though I don't believe in it, it's a nice easy, man (Fuck)
I been at this so long (so very long) But all I have is on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost cause (I am a cause) They won't remember me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I can't imagine...