Luyện nghe bài hát Jeff Russell

This is not gonna be
my mind's insisting

1]

"You'll make it rappin'"
And maybe not but since youth wanted to be apart of it
So I can't help hopin' maybe I just
If I knots publicly
Now, I don't jeopardize how eyes see me
Or how I see me, but learned a lot 'bout expressing
Through curses, I curse, slut, repressin'
So, hoes, my is unloadin' depressants
I doubt my sounds you'd hear and like
I'm out, all of my eggs may be
In one
I reached for yo help, don't pass out holdin' ya breath
ain't well-devised rap
Surprise, it ain't that
I my eyes despise
Not the confident act some shit songs insist (oof)
I'm as crack dealers who put on a face cause they undercover cops
I'd be happy to stay, I don't really wanna
Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and scared to be
It's obvi if I am the homage pay
I'm out of it, yo get me out
I'm broke, knockin'
But I'm away it, copin' with bein alone
I'm an optimist, in a room without oxyg—

I at this so long
But all I is lost on me
I am a lost
surely won't remember me
When I'm

2]

Look, I'm not fuckin
My wit won't any rum
And it's why I'm not bankin' on up
This was my fallback food the nest
Then, at some sun, began to (what?)
Doin' I did in literature to songs over these
Sounds and melodies that
The result of the places I been
Be it a visit or place I'm still in
And these tastes bring vile malice, my own talent's a
Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, risky
around biting who
What are the odds that no ones that
Or drew a similar picture wit
You mental if yo intel ain't tell how many
Practice at honin' mags
And sketchin' every free sec they have, lackin' a social
They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from new trip you tryin' to take
Why do I
Was never a leader or
More of a Norville, didn't
I certainly have the voice
But I do have a voice, no Casey Kasem,
I do got to lay
It ain't clever and truly I ain't the best
But me if I can't fucking let loose
In excess to tell truth, ah

I been at this so long (so very, long)
But all I have is lost on me (all I is lost on me)
I am a lost cause (I am a cause)
They surely remember me
When I'm

What even is
was supposed for you
I've made all me

3]

For 2 now I've avoided you (fuck)
tribute, huh?
I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me
I cannot imagine your mother or or Adam
I shutter at that seein' them lower you down
Now another, many others
I've almost you in age but finally on my page, you are
I'm sorry it's taken me so long, I face it
Playin' the victim, even we did drift
Maybe if we'd planned one sooner this... no
I prevent it (fuck)
scenario pickin' apart in my head is
On a and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm movin' forward
Incorrigible, I'm up in order to retain a little order
opponent; myself
My thoughts are foreign to me and hangin' onto the like an ornament
I'm givin' it more, this
A coup de force to war, me
So, is the hope
I'm finna make it and shove your name everyone's throat
You in the loop, now, known
Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne
I know, I am bat-shit
Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I
See you on the other side, that song still me of you
I look back and smile, I feel like near
Even though I don't believe in it, it's a thought
easy, man
(Fuck)

I been at this so long (so very long)
But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me)
I am a lost (I am a lost cause)
They surely won't me
When I'm

This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee,
I can't imagine...