This is not be easy Cause my insisting
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"You'll make it rappin'" And maybe not but youth I've wanted to be apart of it So I can't help hopin' maybe I just If I unwind knots Now, I don't wanna jeopardize how see me Or how I see me, but learned a lot 'bout expressing curses, I curse, slut, preventin' repressin' So, hoes, my is unloadin' depressants I my sounds somethin' you'd hear and like I'm out, all of my may be prepared In one I never reached for yo help, don't pass out holdin' ya This well-devised rap Surprise, it ain't like I my eyes despise Not the confident act some songs insist upon (oof) I'm as crack dealers who put on a face cause they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I don't really drop Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest It's if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm coppin' it, copin' with bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a room oxyg—
I been at this so But all I is lost on me I am a cause They surely remember me I'm gone
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Look, I'm not ignant My wit won't any rum And it's why I'm not bankin' on up This was my fallback from the nest Then, at some sun, began to (what?) what I did in literature to songs over these Sounds and that poured The of the gray places I been Be it a visit or some I'm still in And these tastes bring vile malice, my own talent's a Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, risky Cruisin' around who What are the odds no ones wrote that Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo ain't tell how many individuals Practice at lyrical mags And sketchin' beats every sec they have, lackin' a social They immolate all of the strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to take Why do I Was a leader or prince of a Norville, didn't battle I certainly don't have the But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It ain't really clever and truly I the best But fuck me if I can't let loose In excess to tell truth, ah
I been at this so (so very, very long) But all I have is lost on me (all I is lost on me) I am a lost cause (I am a cause) They won't remember me I'm gone
What even is This was for you I've all about me
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For 2 now I've avoided you (fuck) Some tribute, I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me I cannot imagine mother or Alli or Adam I shutter at that seein' them lower you down Now another, among others almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's taken me so long, I couldn't it Playin' the victim, even we did drift Maybe if we'd planned one sooner this... no I couldn't it (fuck) scenario pickin' apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in to retain a little order opponent; myself My are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, this A coup de to war, towards me So, here is the I'm finna make it and shove your name everyone's throat You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne I know, I maybe am Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, song still reminds me of you I look back and smile, I feel you're near Even though I don't believe in it, a nice thought easy, man (Fuck)
I been at so long (so very fucking long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) surely won't remember me When I'm
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I even imagine...