This is not be easy Cause my insisting
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"You'll never it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth wanted to be apart of it So I can't help hopin' maybe I could If I unwind knots Now, I wanna jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've learned a lot expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, preventin' So, hoes, my hearse is unloadin' I doubt my sounds somethin' you'd hear and I'm out, all of my eggs may be In one I never reached for yo help, don't out holdin' ya breath This ain't rap Surprise, it like that I find my eyes Not the confident act some shit songs upon (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a cause they undercover cops I'd be to stay, I don't really wanna drop Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and to be honest It's if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, knockin' But I'm away coppin' it, copin' bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a without oxyg—
I been at so long But all I is lost on me I am a cause They won't remember me I'm gone
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit won't any rum And why I'm not bankin' on blowin' up This was my food from the nest Then, at some sun, began to (what?) Doin' what I did in to songs over these Sounds and melodies that The result of the gray places I Be it a visit or place I'm still in And these bring vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, business Cruisin' biting who What are the odds that no ones that Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo intel ain't how many individuals at honin' lyrical mags And sketchin' beats free sec they have, lackin' a social They immolate all of the slips you from that new trip you tryin' to take Why do I Was never a or prince More of a Norville, battle I don't have the voice But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It ain't really clever and truly I ain't the But fuck me if I can't let loose In excess to some truth, ah
I been at so long (so very, very long) But all I have is on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost (I am a lost cause) They surely won't me I'm gone
What even is This was for you made all about me
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For 2 now I've avoided you (fuck) tribute, huh? I am a coward, a cat, the has me cracked I cannot imagine your or Alli or Adam I shutter at that memory seein' them you down Now another, among others almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, even we did drift Maybe if we'd planned one sooner this... no I prevent it (fuck) Every scenario apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in order to retain a order Formidable opponent; My are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, this A de force to war, towards me So, here is the I'm finna make it and shove your name down throat You in the loop, now, well Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Ozzy I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, that song reminds me of you I look back and smile, I feel you're near though I don't believe in it, it's a nice thought easy, man (Fuck)
I been at this so long (so fucking long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) They surely remember me When I'm
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I even imagine...