This is not gonna be Cause my mind's
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"You'll make it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've wanted to be of it So I can't hopin' maybe I could just If I unwind publicly Now, I wanna jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've a lot 'bout expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, repressin' So, hoes, my hearse is unloadin' I doubt my sounds somethin' you'd hear and I'm out, all of my may be prepared In one I never reached for yo help, don't pass out ya breath This ain't rap Surprise, it like that I find my despise Not the confident act some shit songs insist (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a face they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I don't really wanna I'm scared, to be honest, and scared to be honest It's if I am the homage you'll pay I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, opportunity's But I'm coppin' it, copin' with bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a without oxyg—
I at this so long But all I have is on me I am a cause They won't remember me When I'm
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Look, I'm not fuckin My wit won't any rum And why I'm not bankin' on blowin' up was my fallback food from the nest Then, at some sun, began to (what?) Doin' I did in literature to songs over these Sounds and melodies poured The result of the gray places I Be it a visit or some I'm still in And these tastes bring malice, my own talent's a sift Of tapes and disc's dug as a kid, risky business Cruisin' around who What are the odds that no wrote that Or a similar picture wit instrumentals? You if yo intel ain't tell how many individuals at honin' lyrical mags And sketchin' beats every free sec they have, a social They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to Why do I Was never a leader or More of a Norville, didn't I certainly don't the voice But I do have a voice, no Kasem, though I do got to lay It really clever and truly I ain't the best But me if I can't fucking let loose In excess to tell truth, ah
I been at this so long (so very, long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is on me) I am a cause (I am a lost cause) They won't remember me I'm gone
What is this? This was for you I've made all me
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For 2 verses now avoided you (fuck) tribute, huh? I am a coward, a cat, the has me cracked I cannot imagine your mother or Alli or I shutter at that seein' them lower you down Now another, among others I've lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, though we did drift if we'd planned one week sooner this... no I couldn't it (fuck) Every pickin' apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it remedy so me, I'm movin' forward Incorrigible, I'm up in order to retain a little order Formidable opponent; My are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, this A de force to war, towards me So, is the hope I'm finna make it and shove your name everyone's throat You in the loop, now, known Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Osbourne I know, I am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I See you on the other side, that song reminds me of you I look and smile, I feel like you're near Even though I don't believe in it, it's a nice easy, man (Fuck)
I been at this so (so very fucking long) But all I have is lost on me (all I is lost on me) I am a lost cause (I am a cause) They surely won't me I'm gone
This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, I can't imagine...