Stay up Hold ya up It's hell in the boy Hold your head nigga 'Cause hell
I'm sittin' in the courtroom, stomach of butterflies Somebody help me, cause my life is in the Judge They got me for a Humbug, and that's some I should've listened to them preachers in the
Stressin' to heaven, seemed like I was born by While the dominate, got me victim to the Legislate' I'm for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it medicated my mind, Fuck the World, with
My mamma died in '92 so crazy, the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' that it two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too many The pain be killin', got the up in my nose, oh
These people want to hurt me, my dead, so fuck 'em A timer on the rise, so nothin' I feel To my niggas in the county, I do a bit with ya Boy, in the streets I care with ya, my nigga
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
'Cause it's What we go through, and only time will tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I all I gotta say
Now I was born broke, but I'll be if I'm a die that way Love my momma, deny that face and as a child Everynight I for a rap record deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord save me, take me away here"
Twenty now, and I've been sellin' for years But why we had a house, and keep it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips than Secret? Why I gotta rob? Why my ain't gotta job? Why I ain't graduate?
Why through high I aint have a date? Why I had to masturbate? Why I'm hand me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my down? Why my uncle died? Wish it would've me
He rob, he ain't hustle, should've been me man, could you pray for me, faithfully? When God comes lay him his herbs, him wait for me
'Cause it's off a thug, money things ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He keep layin' his hands on my momma again Family ties, is where the drama begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, this and bitch that Locked in my to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' he's outta control So he had to of been smokin'I heard her the wall, she was gaggin' and chokin' Eleven years old, and I don't need to be seein' shit
But in my deck, eight ball talkin' about beatin' a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you shouldn't her that hard And them folks come , her stupid ass be droppin' the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and left with his
Heavely to the dome, now she slicing her wrists I'm hyped and I'm pissed, wet with blood holdin' her limb It's be all right, she whispered with her bleedin' lip She passed out, eyes rolled back, I'm not to panic
Step daddy walked in, saw my momma, then he went in a Blood leakin', non stop, rush with the fever She almost died, of loss of blood, I knew my wouldn't leave me She don't deserve to live in pain, she wanted to be happy
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't help her 'cuz he ain't my daddy back at home, and he puttin' his hands on her again Livin' in eternal fire, where drama end
hell Nobody knows, the load, my tow knows, the load, my soul tow
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things ain't Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and time will tell When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I that's all I say
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' keep a knock for the 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and time will tell When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I all I gotta say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a knock for the 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say