Stay up ya head up It's in the streets boy Hold your head nigga 'Cause it's
I'm in the courtroom, stomach full of butterflies Somebody help me, cause my life is in the Judge They got me for a Humbug, and that's bullshit I should've listened to preachers in the pulpit
Stressin' to heaven, seemed like I was by mistake While the races dominate, got me victim to the I'm playin' for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it my mind, Fuck the World, crime
My mamma died in '92 so crazy, the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' it corrupted two chillin' I'm at the ceilin', can't take too many blows The pain be killin', got the up in my nose, oh
These people want to me, my momma dead, so fuck 'em A small on the rise, so nothin' I feel To my niggas in the county, I do a bit with ya Boy, in the streets I don't care with ya, my
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money things ain't Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and time will tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I that's all I say
Now I was broke, but I'll be damned if I'm a die that way Love my momma, can't deny that and as a child Everynight I prayed for a rap deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord save me, take me from here"
Twenty now, and I've been sellin' for years But why we had a house, and keep it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips than Secret? Why I gotta Why my pappa ain't gotta job? Why I ain't graduate?
Why through high school I aint a date? Why I had to Why I'm wearing hand me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my family Why my uncle Wish it would've been me
He ain't rob, he hustle, should've been me Preacher man, you pray for me, faithfully? When God comes lay him his herbs, him wait for me
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only time tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He just keep layin' his hands on my momma Family ties, this is where the begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, bitch this and bitch Locked in my to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' he's outta control So he had to of been smokin'I her croke the wall, she was gaggin' and chokin' Eleven years old, and I don't need to be this shit
But in my tape deck, eight talkin' about beatin' a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you shouldn't her that hard And them folks come , her stupid ass be droppin' the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and with his fists
Heavely blows to the dome, now she her wrists I'm hyped and I'm pissed, soaking wet with blood her limb It's gonna be all right, she with her bleedin' lip She passed out, rolled back, I'm tryin' not to panic
Step daddy walked in, saw my momma, then he in a frantic Blood leakin', non stop, rush with the fever She almost died, of loss of blood, I my momma wouldn't leave me She don't deserve to live in pain, she wanted to be happy
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't her 'cuz he ain't even my daddy back at home, and he puttin' his hands on her again Livin' in eternal fire, where drama end
It's Nobody knows, the load, my tow knows, the load, my soul tow
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we cryin' keep a knock for the ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only will tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I that's all I say
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a knock for the ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and only time tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I that's all I say