Stay up Hold ya up It's hell in the boy your head young nigga 'Cause it's
I'm sittin' in the courtroom, stomach of butterflies Somebody help me, cause my life is in the eyes got me for a Humbug, and that's some bullshit I should've listened to them in the pulpit
to heaven, seemed like I was born by mistake While the races dominate, got me victim to the I'm for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it medicated my mind, the World, with crime
My mamma died in '92 so crazy, the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' that it two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too blows The be killin', got the sinus up in my nose, oh
These people want to hurt me, my momma dead, so 'em A timer on the rise, so nothin' I feel To my in the county, I might do a bit with ya Boy, in the streets I don't with ya, my nigga
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things ain't believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a knock for the 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say
Now I was born broke, but I'll be if I'm a die that way my momma, can't deny that face and as a child Everynight I prayed for a rap record deal, man I'd say, "Lord save me, take me away from here"
Twenty now, and I've sellin' yay' for years But why we had a house, and keep it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips than Victorias Why I rob? Why my pappa ain't gotta job? Why I ain't graduate?
Why through school I aint have a date? Why I had to masturbate? Why I'm hand me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my family Why my died? Wish it would've been me
He ain't rob, he ain't hustle, should've me Preacher man, you pray for me, faithfully? When God comes lay him his herbs, him wait for me
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He just keep layin' his hands on my momma Family ties, this is where the drama Tellin' my momma on the floor, bitch this and that in my prayin' to God, "Please let me get back"
He's like he's outta control So he had to of been smokin'I her croke Through the wall, she was and chokin' years old, and I don't need to be seein' this shit
But in my tape deck, eight talkin' about beatin' a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you popp her that hard And when them folks come , her stupid ass be the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and left his fists
Heavely to the dome, now she slicing her wrists I'm and I'm pissed, soaking wet with blood holdin' her limb It's gonna be all right, she whispered with her lip She passed out, rolled back, I'm tryin' not to panic
daddy walked in, saw my momma, then he went in a frantic Blood leakin', non stop, rush with the fever She almost died, of of blood, I knew my momma wouldn't leave me She don't to live in pain, she just wanted to be happy
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't her 'cuz he ain't even my daddy She's back at home, and he puttin' his on her again Livin' in eternal fire, where doesn't end
It's knows, the load, my soul tow Nobody knows, the load, my tow
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things ain't Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we cryin' keep a knock for the 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we go through, and only time will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we cryin' keep a knock for the ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we go through, and only time will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say