Stay up Hold ya up It's hell in the boy Hold your head nigga 'Cause hell
I'm sittin' in the courtroom, full of butterflies Somebody help me, my life is in the Judge eyes got me for a Humbug, and that's some bullshit I should've listened to preachers in the pulpit
Stressin' to heaven, seemed like I was born by While the races dominate, got me victim to the I'm playin' for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it my mind, Fuck the World, with
My died in '92 so crazy, what the fuck to do? smokin' hard, not knowin' that it corrupted two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too many The be killin', got the sinus up in my nose, oh
These want to hurt me, my momma dead, so fuck 'em A small timer on the rise, so I feel To my niggas in the county, I might do a bit ya Boy, in the streets I don't care ya, my nigga
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm down on my keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
Now I was born broke, but be damned if I'm a die that way Love my momma, deny that face and as a child Everynight I prayed for a rap deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord me, take me away from here"
Twenty now, and I've been yay' for years But why we had a house, and couldn't it? Why we Why we get more pink slips than Victorias Secret? Why I gotta rob? Why my pappa ain't gotta job? Why I graduate?
Why through high school I aint a date? Why I had to masturbate? Why I'm wearing me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my family Why my uncle died? Wish it been me
He ain't rob, he ain't hustle, should've me Preacher man, could you for me, faithfully? God comes lay him his herbs, tell him wait for me
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail we cryin' keep a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He just keep layin' his hands on my momma ties, this is where the drama begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, this and bitch that Locked in my to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' like he's outta So he had to of been smokin'I heard her Through the wall, she was gaggin' and Eleven years old, and I don't need to be seein' shit
But in my tape deck, ball talkin' about beatin' a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you shouldn't her that hard And when them come , her stupid ass be droppin' the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and left with his
blows to the dome, now she slicing her wrists I'm hyped and I'm pissed, wet with blood holdin' her limb It's be all right, she whispered with her bleedin' lip She passed out, eyes back, I'm tryin' not to panic
daddy walked in, saw my momma, then he went in a frantic Blood leakin', non stop, rush with the fever She almost died, of loss of blood, I knew my momma leave me She don't deserve to live in pain, she just wanted to be
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't help her he ain't even my daddy She's back at home, and he puttin' his hands on her in eternal fire, where drama doesn't end
It's Nobody knows, the load, my tow Nobody knows, the load, my tow
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only time tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I all I gotta say
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and only time tell When the pain is over, I'm on my knees keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say