Stay up Hold ya up It's hell in the boy Hold your young nigga it's hell
I'm sittin' in the courtroom, stomach full of Somebody me, cause my life is in the Judge eyes They got me for a Humbug, and that's some I should've listened to them preachers in the
to heaven, seemed like I was born by mistake While the races dominate, got me to the Legislate' I'm for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it medicated my mind, Fuck the World, crime
My died in '92 so crazy, what the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' it corrupted two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too blows The be killin', got the sinus up in my nose, oh
These people to hurt me, my momma dead, so fuck 'em A small on the rise, so nothin' I feel To my niggas in the county, I do a bit with ya Boy, in the streets I don't care with ya, my
'Cause it's off a thug, money things ain't swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
'Cause hell we gotta go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I that's all I say
Now I was broke, but I'll be damned if I'm a die that way Love my momma, can't deny face and as a child Everynight I prayed for a rap deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord save me, take me away here"
Twenty now, and I've sellin' yay' for years But why we had a house, and couldn't it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips than Secret? Why I gotta rob? Why my ain't gotta job? Why I ain't graduate?
Why through high I aint have a date? Why I had to Why I'm wearing hand me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my family Why my died? Wish it would've been me
He ain't rob, he hustle, should've been me Preacher man, could you pray for me, When God lay him his herbs, tell him wait for me
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only time tell the pain is over, I'm down on my knees Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He just keep layin' his hands on my momma Family ties, this is where the begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, bitch this and that in my prayin' to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' like outta control So he had to of been smokin'I heard her Through the wall, she was and chokin' Eleven years old, and I don't need to be seein' this
But in my tape deck, eight ball about beatin' a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you popp her that hard And when them folks come , her ass be droppin' the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and left his fists
Heavely blows to the dome, now she slicing her I'm hyped and I'm pissed, wet with blood holdin' her limb gonna be all right, she whispered with her bleedin' lip She passed out, eyes rolled back, I'm not to panic
Step daddy in, saw my momma, then he went in a frantic Blood leakin', non stop, permanent rush the fever She almost died, of loss of blood, I knew my momma wouldn't me She deserve to live in pain, she just wanted to be happy
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't help her he ain't even my daddy She's back at home, and he his hands on her again Livin' in fire, where drama doesn't end
hell Nobody knows, the load, my tow knows, the load, my soul tow
'Cause hell off a thug, money things ain't swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail we cryin' keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
it's hell What we gotta go through, and time will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I that's all I say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail we cryin' keep a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and only will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and only will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say