Stay up ya head up It's hell in the boy your head young nigga 'Cause hell
I'm sittin' in the courtroom, stomach of butterflies Somebody help me, cause my life is in the eyes got me for a Humbug, and that's some bullshit I should've listened to preachers in the pulpit
to heaven, seemed like I was born by mistake While the races dominate, got me victim to the I'm for kicks, hustle and rob reefer, it medicated my mind, Fuck the World, crime
My died in '92 so crazy, what the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' it corrupted two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too many The be killin', got the sinus up in my nose, oh
people want to hurt me, my momma dead, so fuck 'em A small timer on the rise, so I feel To my in the county, I might do a bit with ya Boy, in the streets I care with ya, my nigga
it's hell Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we keep a knock for the cops ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell What we gotta go through, and time will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I all I gotta say
Now I was born broke, but I'll be damned if I'm a die way Love my momma, can't deny face and as a child Everynight I prayed for a rap deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord me, take me away from here"
Twenty now, and I've been yay' for years But why we had a house, and couldn't it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips than Victorias Why I gotta rob? Why my pappa ain't job? Why I ain't graduate?
Why through school I aint have a date? Why I had to Why I'm wearing hand me downs? Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my down? Why my died? Wish it would've been me
He ain't rob, he ain't hustle, should've me Preacher man, you pray for me, faithfully? When God lay him his herbs, tell him wait for me
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money things ain't Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail we cryin' keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
it's hell What we go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I all I gotta say
He just keep layin' his hands on my again ties, this is where the drama begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, bitch and bitch that in my prayin' to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' he's outta control So he had to of been heard her croke the wall, she was gaggin' and chokin' Eleven years old, and I don't need to be seein' this
But in my tape deck, eight ball talkin' about a bitch It got me confused, but damn, you popp her that hard And when them folks , her stupid ass be droppin' the charge her ass like a man, right and left with his fists
Heavely blows to the dome, now she slicing her I'm hyped and I'm pissed, soaking wet blood holdin' her limb gonna be all right, she whispered with her bleedin' lip She passed out, rolled back, I'm tryin' not to panic
Step daddy walked in, saw my momma, then he went in a leakin', non stop, permanent rush with the fever She almost died, of of blood, I knew my momma wouldn't leave me She don't deserve to live in pain, she just wanted to be
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't help her 'cuz he ain't even my She's back at home, and he puttin' his on her again Livin' in eternal fire, where drama end
hell Nobody knows, the load, my tow knows, the load, my soul tow
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm for a better way And I all I gotta say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail we cryin' keep a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
'Cause it's we gotta go through, and only time will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, things ain't swell believe me, go and ask my boys in jail When we cryin' keep a for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and only time will When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I all I gotta say