Stay up Hold ya up It's in the streets boy Hold your head young it's hell
I'm in the courtroom, stomach full of butterflies Somebody help me, cause my life is in the Judge got me for a Humbug, and that's some bullshit I should've listened to preachers in the pulpit
Stressin' to heaven, seemed I was born by mistake While the dominate, got me victim to the Legislate' I'm playin' for kicks, and rob reefer, it medicated my mind, Fuck the World, crime
My died in '92 so crazy, what the fuck to do? Daddy smokin' hard, not knowin' it corrupted two chillin' I'm starin' at the ceilin', can't take too blows The pain be killin', got the up in my nose, oh
These want to hurt me, my momma dead, so fuck 'em A timer on the rise, so nothin' I feel To my niggas in the county, I might do a bit ya Boy, in the streets I don't care ya, my nigga
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause ain't no sunshine for boys or blocks, my
it's hell What we go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I all I gotta say
Now I was born broke, but I'll be if I'm a die that way Love my momma, can't deny face and as a child I prayed for a rap record deal, man sometimes Twice I'd say, "Lord save me, take me from here"
Twenty now, and I've been sellin' yay' for But why we had a house, and couldn't it? Why we evicted? Why we get more pink slips Victorias Secret? Why I gotta rob? Why my pappa ain't gotta job? Why I graduate?
Why through high school I have a date? Why I had to masturbate? Why I'm wearing hand me Why I'm in and out of jail? Why I let my family Why my uncle died? it would've been me
He rob, he ain't hustle, should've been me Preacher man, could you pray for me, When God comes lay him his herbs, tell him for me
'Cause hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
it's hell What we gotta go through, and only time will When the is over, I'm down on my knees keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
He just keep layin' his hands on my momma Family ties, this is the drama begins Tellin' my momma on the floor, bitch this and bitch in my prayin' to God, "Please let me get back"
He's trippin' like he's control So he had to of smokin'I heard her croke Through the wall, she was and chokin' Eleven old, and I don't need to be seein' this shit
But in my tape deck, eight ball talkin' about beatin' a It got me confused, but damn, you popp her that hard And when folks come , her stupid ass be droppin' the charge Whippin' her ass like a man, right and left his fists
blows to the dome, now she slicing her wrists I'm hyped and I'm pissed, soaking wet with blood holdin' her It's be all right, she whispered with her bleedin' lip She passed out, rolled back, I'm tryin' not to panic
Step daddy walked in, saw my momma, he went in a frantic Blood leakin', non stop, permanent rush with the She almost died, of loss of blood, I my momma wouldn't leave me She don't deserve to in pain, she just wanted to be happy
Feelin' like a puss, I didn't help her he ain't even my daddy She's back at home, and he puttin' his on her again Livin' in eternal fire, drama doesn't end
It's Nobody knows, the load, my tow Nobody knows, the load, my tow
it's hell Livin' off a thug, money things swell Don't me, go and ask my boys in jail When we keep a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's we gotta go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm on my knees Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I that's all I say
'Cause it's Livin' off a thug, money ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my in jail When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause it's What we gotta go through, and time will tell When the is over, I'm down on my knees Lord keep over, I'm lookin' for a better way And I that's all I say
'Cause hell off a thug, money things ain't swell Don't believe me, go and ask my boys in When we cryin' a knock for the cops 'Cause no sunshine for boys or blocks, my nigga
'Cause hell we gotta go through, and only time will tell When the pain is over, I'm down on my Lord keep watchin' over, I'm lookin' for a way And I that's all I say